ytd signed a 6mths contract wif my current company which is till end of the yr..bt if stay till jan..might b able to get bonus...
went bmc n register for my adv dip in accounting..gt to start working hard le..attitude towards kev again...hmm..seriously..he reali beri patient towards mi...so i noe the problem is lied on mi de...
no matter wad...i owing ppl money again...sighz...y m i awaes so pathetic dun haf money de...sighx...oya...i gt a bonus todae..gona get it tgt wif my cuming pay in month end..at least can ease my burden by a bit heex..
watched red cliff part 1 todae..is so nice...i like!!!i so gona catch e part 2...heex...wonder yanliang watched alreadi...his idol is actuali zhao zi long..lolx..
hmm...my everydae r like so packed...work takes up all my weekdaes leaving the nites n wkend...sch gona start n it gona take up tue n thur...n i might haf classes on wed n sat..which means i oni left wif mon, fri nite & sun as my free time..sighz..saddening...no time for everything..do wad oso dun haf feeling..jus noe wads the most important things r studies, family n income...others i totally like no time lar..
hmmMm..realationship to mi nw is reali erm...i dunoe...i lost faith ba...i dun even noe hw to use the right attitude to face it nw..actuali i feel like im like a coward..cuz i wrote things on my blog yet i dun haf the courage to speak up....for nw..it seems like im jus avoiding it lor...
in a relationship both parties play a part...it nid 2person to make the relationship last nor...if oni 1 person doin e job tn confirm is die de...n oso...if e 2 dun tok n speak up..surely oso gone case de...sooner or later one of the 2 will jus get tired n gif up de...for mi...im the one ba..
u knew actuali rite...bt y u nvr wan 2 sae anithing...seriously i dunno wad u r thinking..n if u noe hu m i u r dating wif ma..?hw much do u actuali noe bout mi? i gt so much to sae to u....bt it seems nth gonna makes a difference or i shld sae thr is awaes no difference aft each time i sae anithing..i reali wish to noe wad u r tinking...
i gt so much question w/o ans..bt u r like u dun care even u know..im like struggling for help yet u jus watch mi die...im so so so so upset yet i awaes convince myself telling myself it's ok wn it's nt...
i dun even noe hw to face it nw..im reali confused of wad i shld do nor..if u still haf the heart..can u help pls?pls do sumthing can?can we reali tok...as in for this time..u tok...i will listening..
****Oh god, can you make my life easier?****
