I miss my childhood
I miss ballet
I miss Primary 1
I miss Bishan Park
I miss "zero point"
I miss Lee Tat Loon
I miss Michelle Mak
I miss Yue Er
I miss Catherine I miss canteen food
I miss national stadium
I miss Ang Mo Kio
I miss NTUC
I miss bus No. 410
I miss my hamsters
I miss Christmas
I miss bbq chicken wing
I miss lor mee
I miss the pick-up
I miss the puppies at the work site
I miss "piano-ing" daddy
I miss Red Cross
I miss Flag Raising
I miss "nOodles"
I miss Woodgrove Secondary
I miss Woodgrove Park
I miss bus No. 900 & 901
I miss big walk
I miss Salvation Army Day
I miss NDP parade
I miss carpark
I miss library I miss esplanade i miss east coast park i miss maths lesson
i miss shopping with Charmaine
i miss the fun time with Shan i miss watching lots of movies i miss wild wild wet i miss yoshinoya
i miss "mulan"i miss mini toons i miss passion i miss eating cup noodles outside cwp i miss yuki yaki i miss coastes i miss lecture hall
i miss fj, south canteen & north canteen
i miss workout with jess
i miss benz
i miss my study group
i miss new year at yan hao house
i miss baking cookies at mel house
i miss going legends with jess
i miss ajisen
i miss bitc
i miss weiming, fabian&co
i miss prince of tennis
i miss beijing
i miss graduation day
i miss so much so much stuffs but time couldn't turn back...i gt lots of regret yet i couldn't change anything..

****I miss everything****

Thursday, July 17, 2008 ;; 1:08 AM

ytd signed a 6mths contract wif my current company which is till end of the yr..bt if stay till jan..might b able to get bonus...

went bmc n register for my adv dip in accounting..gt to start working hard le..attitude towards kev again...hmm..seriously..he reali beri patient towards mi...so i noe the problem is lied on mi de...

no matter wad...i owing ppl money again...sighz...y m i awaes so pathetic dun haf money de...sighx...oya...i gt a bonus todae..gona get it tgt wif my cuming pay in month end..at least can ease my burden by a bit heex..

watched red cliff part 1 todae..is so nice...i like!!!i so gona catch e part 2...heex...wonder yanliang watched alreadi...his idol is actuali zhao zi long..lolx..

hmm...my everydae r like so packed...work takes up all my weekdaes leaving the nites n wkend...sch gona start n it gona take up tue n thur...n i might haf classes on wed n sat..which means i oni left wif mon, fri nite & sun as my free time..sighz..saddening...no time for everything..do wad oso dun haf feeling..jus noe wads the most important things r studies, family n income...others i totally like no time lar..

hmmMm..realationship to mi nw is reali erm...i dunoe...i lost faith ba...i dun even noe hw to use the right attitude to face it nw..actuali i feel like im like a coward..cuz i wrote things on my blog yet i dun haf the courage to speak up....for nw..it seems like im jus avoiding it lor...

in a relationship both parties play a part...it nid 2person to make the relationship last nor...if oni 1 person doin e job tn confirm is die de...n oso...if e 2 dun tok n speak up..surely oso gone case de...sooner or later one of the 2 will jus get tired n gif up de...for mi...im the one ba..

u knew actuali rite...bt y u nvr wan 2 sae anithing...seriously i dunno wad u r thinking..n if u noe hu m i u r dating wif ma..?hw much do u actuali noe bout mi? i gt so much to sae to u....bt it seems nth gonna makes a difference or i shld sae thr is awaes no difference aft each time i sae anithing..i reali wish to noe wad u r tinking...

i gt so much question w/o ans..bt u r like u dun care even u know..im like struggling for help yet u jus watch mi die...im so so so so upset yet i awaes convince myself telling myself it's ok wn it's nt...

i dun even noe hw to face it nw..im reali confused of wad i shld do nor..if u still haf the heart..can u help pls?pls do sumthing can?can we reali tok...as in for this time..u tok...i will listening..

****Oh god, can you make my life easier?****

Good Day
Thursday, July 10, 2008 ;; 9:12 AM

ah ha...finally i'm on time todae...reach on the dot..office oni haf a few ppl wn i reached...

hmm...it started raining wn i reached the platform...n by the time i reach cityhall the rain alreadi stopped..

oya...i wan to tok bout sumthing....this morning as usual i was slping on train aft getting a seat at yio chu kang frm my nyp junior(though i dunno them..bt thy jus looked like they r frm nyp..so i stand in front them to wait for them to hand over their seats to mi wn thy gt off at yck..hehe)..so i orn orn till dolby ghaut n i slightly open up my heavy eyelid n i notice a guy...he look like kam hoe laR!! tn obviously he caught my eyes nor...bt ar..aft the 2nd look...he ish nt kamhoe...bt..he is much more handsome...he's quite tall, tanned, proportional figure, eyes lashes long long, eyes big big, he look damn kawaii la...but compared to cute...he looked more handsome... oh my gosh..lucky mi...he was wearing sport attire..carrying a shoes bag..he so good looking... **drools**

aniway...tok to candy(my ex colleague frm minitoons) few daes ago..another omg! she's a mother two le...one 4mths old and another in her tummy...wooo~so long nvr c her liao...is reali a big surprise lor...sumore her hubby is her ex frm 7yrs ago nor...hmm..this is definitely called fate lo...

met ronald for lunch todae...$11.80 for a unagi pepper rice set..ex ex ex...sobz...i got to sae thiz..im broke again....sighz..how pathetic i m...hmmm....meetin jess ltr...tink gonna pay myself....eating pizzahut sumore....hooooohuuuu...

time passed beri fast todae...cuz been quite busy during work....bt oso gd lar...wun feel bored...wun get tired n wan to orn orn...

****Vion Need Money****

Decision, follow..
Friday, July 4, 2008 ;; 12:55 AM

met up wif the 3 ladies tonite at brewerks..was nice..i din touch alcohol todae..hmm..quite rare..took alot of pics..n todae ish the 1st time i regretted buying my current fone.. why? reason is it hang on mi..hmm..duno wad reali was the prob bt is regarding the media..n e camera is reali quite sucky..n the bluetooth transfer...hmmpt...bt actuali...i still like my fone...cuz is a gift frm dad..i wun sell it no matter wad de... :)

tok alot wif qian todae aft we gt off frm the train...feel great aft letting out...thx gal..u r a good listening ear..

hmm...seriously..my workplace nw is jus only a place for mi to earn money..get a fixed salary n full stop..wad i wan nw is jus to study, travel n save money..

n qian..wad i told u ish jus like formatting a computer...u clear away all those unwanted stuffs..n restore back sum of the things u wan..oso to add on if thr r new ones..starting might b beri empty..keeping oni a few which u wan to..n hopefully to add new ones wn time cum by..

i clear away all the connections...leaving jus a few..it might b quite hard for mi...bt i guess i will b alrite de...n hopefully..wn times cum by..thr will b new ones which i can truly treasure..

in my family..oni gt my mom to worry ba...so the most important one will oni b her nor...sae i will jus spend all my heart on her jiu hao le...i will slowly let her b the 1st particle in tt circle de..lolx..definitely she's the 1st...so i wun b alone aft all..

i dun tink i will regret..so i guess u jus haf to support mi..i hope u can b one of the particle soon oso..n nt the grey spot..haha..u noe wad im tokin rite...n him oso...n tt her...bt for them...let nature takes its course ba..if thy wun b...tn i wun mind oso..even if thr's no new 1...i still gt my aim... to study, to earn money, to travel n treat my mom better.. n to treat myself better oso...

i will wait for the one to cum fetch mi de.....i hope thr would reali b one...if no...im fine on my own too..jus tot 2 will b beta tn 1.. :p

****Made a decision, then stand firm.****

No time LAR!!!!!!!
Thursday, July 3, 2008 ;; 5:16 PM

hmm...so bored at work...more n more dun like my workplace ler..sianz...supposely to b my pay day todae..bt e money is nt in yet..

since my current job start...i barely haf ani time...or i shld sae...im too tired to go aniwhr or meet ani1...all those movies tt i wanted catch initially...i all skipped le...except for Narnia...sob...

finally goin to haf my 1st meetup wif qian, shan n ms at clarke quay ltr..next wk meeting a few of the others oso...heex...i miss them..thiz sat actuali meeting my bitc frenz de...bt might nid to decline le..cuz i had another appointment le...

sighz...beri long nvr rollerblade ler...the last time was iceskating at jurong i guess..

work at coastes reali make mi more sianz...bt aft next wk...i gonna stop working thr...sorry leo...i reali no time lar..

im sooooo bored in office...in fact...mi n maine gt work to do...bt we all put aside..kip surfing net, listen music...n nw chatting on skype wn we r jus seatin next to each others...wahahahah..

hmm..i guess i gt to start finish all my taiwan drama series which i bought earlier n start dloading new 1 to watch....

oh god....can a day dun oni haf 24hr..or can a normal office work hour b a "BIT" more shorter...sighz...i gt so much thins on hand which i wan n need to do sia... & & &...when sch starting...i tink i sure die de...! k...i noe wad...take thiz time to slim down....hahahah...i tink...is definitely impossible de...wahhahahahah

****No time, No time, I want more time!!!!!!****