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'm still a kid, so? What's so great to be a grown up? My temper is bad, I know, & I'm trying to change kaes? If you aren't gonna help, then shut up! Ya I'm money minded, who isn't? Ask them don't crap, everyone loves money. My character aren't that great, but yours not perfect either, bleahz! Life still goes on no matter what, so don't bother to frown. That's stupid! I know, cuz' I'm that idiot. **roll eyes**

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Wednesday, April 30, 2008 ;; 9:40 PM


my colleaugues


this guy here is david..one of the consultant..he's joker..bt we seldom tok lar..he n my boss r the oni ang moh...we gt jap n philippines as well..lolx

Todae lunch is free..cuz boss treat..went Ooster at Suntec City..ambience was good...n the food is damn filling n sinnful...cuz is western...mostly fried...n my desert was creme brulee...woo...im trying to cut down weight manz..lolx


aniway...work todae was bored again...cuz Valerie haben passed down her stuffs to mi...so if nobody ask fer my help...im basically paid for doing nth...oh...did i mention if i were to do OT...i will b paid 12.95 bucks rather than 7buck..is damn cool lar...so high..lolx..


tml is off dae..yesh...work oni 3daes than can off ler..haha...goin ssdc to register for motorcyle license...woohoo...n mayb go n buy helmet oso..meeting simon..so most prob tml nite will tok to him..fri work 1 more dae tn is weekend again...so faster....weekend pls come faster...


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2nd dae of work
Tuesday, April 29, 2008 ;; 9:45 PM

hmm..todae nearly late for work...but heng..i reach on time...todae super duber bored...cuz nth to do at one point of time..

had japanese food for lunch at suntec foodcourt..is super salty lar...as if im back in china again..nt nice...terribly not nice...n it cost 4.50 bucks k...had ice cream mochi back in office around 4...was nice..damn nice lor...lolx...n the packaging is nice too..knock off straight at 6...no OT...sobz...means no extra money..

tml gt farewell party for 2gal..one is the Valarie(current admin) n another 1 is compliances..dunno her name..which oso means..tml dun nid pay for lunch again..haha.. this Valarie ar...hmm...joylynn(my colleague, she a consultant) ask mi to stay away frm her..lolx...cuz sae she is a weirdo..she dun like newcomer..tt time other newcomers 1st enter oso gif the fucking attitude..this cant of ppl is pathetic...wan to b superior..beta to jump down the building rite...our company 30th flr oni..jump down sure dun nid tink de..dotx..i noe im cruel..bleahz..

took 960 hm...ish faster than 961 by alot..ate waffles w/kaya for dinner..1.30 bucks...so todae spent 5.80bucks...so pathetic hor mi...mus save money till so hard...n i wan diet oso..

jus chat wif sin weng on msn...he bought for mi the orange benkos ler...so happy...hehe...tot of asking him to get more things neh...bt like beri too much...aniway..he cuming back on 22 May..still gt time...

Thur: Meet Simon
Sat: ECP
Sun: Queensway & Kickboxing

hmm...he saw my blog ler...hmmm..n i've alreadi decided wad to do ler...oh vion pls...dun change ur mind last min..dun b fickle minded...holy manz...this week..i will try to settle n end everything de..hmmm..sighx...

唯一能真正持久的愛是能接受一切的愛——能接受一切的失望、一切的失敗與一切的背叛,甚至能接受最終最深的慾望也只是單純地相依為伴這樣一個悲哀的事實。
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1st dae of work
Monday, April 28, 2008 ;; 11:15 PM

work up 6 plus u no...haha...din late todae...tot if board train at cwp will gt seat...end up oso same..hmmpt..tml i board at admiralty ler..

work was easy todae..din yawn much-->bt oso mean gt yawn abit...haha..lunch was free todae..cuz jus nice thy gt lunch meeting whr thy bought back the lunch...n todae menu is-->pizza..i ate oni 2 piece of hawaiian..my impression for my company is..the guys r dressed up smartly..beri professional..yet beri humourous...wasnt beri close wif them cuz 1st dae..bt subsequently shld b quite fun...aniway...all r bosses neh...i sit among them...scary...heng...temp oni...gotta moved soon next week...to covered valeria(she is the current admin hu is leaving..she damn unfriendly la...bleahz..)

job scope: Todae oni data entry..n doing illustration for the premium..n writing envelops n the delivery receipt..tml gonna post...i gt to call the person wn i reach office..hmm..is kind of investment broker company...yep...hope my office life can b busier abit..so i wun doze off n can get alot of OT..thus alot of OT pay..hehe...

Target: get alot of OT..skipped lunch...bt will have biscuit lar..objective is to cut down weight n fats..learn as much as i can..lolx..waiting for enlistment letter still neh...uni slow like ass la...in or not faster let us noe ma..dotx..bt i hope mi n maine can study tgt...if reali so suay cannot get in..think i will stay on in this company till the next enlistment..so plz....letter pls cum fast fast no matter wad result issit..tn i can plan wad..dotx..

oya..did i mention tt this sat the person is cuming to fix the aircon..?the compressor will b in my room...tot of the place to put my aircon le: near the door..gor gor bought mitsubishi starmex inverter..damn ex lar...3k...bt worth it lar...cuz gona use beri long...so shld buy best de..

todae ar..on bus goin hm ar...kip tinking this n that again...haiz...tear kip filling my eyes bt heng din rolled down..tn tink tink jiu fall aslp ler...n noe wad...damn idiot mi...my head fall n know on to the bell the pillar tn fall back again hit the handle...shit de la...pain lor...bt notice alot of eyes on mi...so i dun dare rubbed..in the end wn i finally rubbed it...i realised i alreadi turned to luo han..sob...my poor forehead n the back of my head..

jus cant stop myself frm tinking n tinking...haiz...cant get thru it...fa has been warning mi over n over todae...kind of like brain washing..bt he meant for my good...n i jus dun feel good as well..haiz..why..sighz..it reali does hurt wn tinking..bt i kind of wan to hold tt last bit of hope(issit hope?dun tink "hope" is the right word)..oh my 'TIAN'(god)..plz kip mi busy frm day n nite..frm i wake up till i slp...so i wun have the time to tink...i so nt wan to face it manz...haiz T_T ..bt i will de...a dae...wn i sort out wad i wan to sae...i will find a appropriate time de..beri soon le...sighz...

****伤口只会在碰触的时候才会痛****
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last day of jobless
Sunday, April 27, 2008 ;; 10:57 PM

kickboxing todae was tiring...cuz of the crunches...n triangle pushups..sob..aniway...chat over on fone wif fa..he decided to let go of his relationship..felt relieved for him...tn topic switched to mine...hmm...he was telling mi alot of things to look out for etc...hmmm...bt nt reali in the mood...

7more session to finish the kickboxing...tt's around mid june...aft tt gotta take up sumthing in wlands CC to entertain mummy...hmmm...

my whole dae was super duber boring(except for kickboxing)..my my mood is super duber down still.hmm..aniway...May thr's sum events fer mi...

1. Er zi(jun rong) bdae - going ECP
2. Ice Skating with Ming&co
3. Shan n MS bdae
4. Graduation

hmmm...tt's all for todae...wanna go slp early so tml wun be late for my 1st dae of work..

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trust
;; 3:05 AM

went skating todae n e feelings was beri gd...nearly fall off frm high lvl when attempting the slope..learns up/down steps todae...T-break still beri jialat..aniway...my mood from gd totally change to moodless during the dae till the nite...

fa called mi todae..n he was crying..his gf somewhat betrayed him lar..n he dunno wad decision to make..went 888 for dinner/supper b4 meeting fa..heard sumthing unpleasant on the way to 768 bt actuali kind of expected sumthing would haben actuali wn 3guys n a gal go jb tgt n stay overnite...din tink much at 1st..till aft toking with fa...i tinking alot...nt oni bout fa n jas(his gf) de incident..bt oso on other things like my own relationship...hmm...

how to sae...kind of sad wn things jus got settled down but new problems will jus start arising again...n is abit too fast this time...n is not a minor 1...i awaes think having a relationship the most important things r trust, communication and love itself...to prevent ani quarrels or wad so ever..i will b jus ok wif it..bt in fact, i cant accept a guy hu lie or even hide things from mi..trust will jus b broken between the 2person..

hmm.. dun reali feel gd wn i got to noe sumthing which i suppose to noe earlier...n nt on the spot wn sumthing haben or is alreadi expose or even oni wn i ask n ask ba....kinda disappointed wn i tink over n over again...tink i was so gona b kept in dark if nt bcuz of fa ba...sighz..

n u surely wun wan a guy to have anithing to do with ani other gals wn tt guy is ur bf ba...k..tink tiz prove tt im still normal gal...cuz i do mind...no matter is wad kind of contact..sighz..

aft todae..aft conversation wif fa...i totally have the same mindset as him...shldnt trust anibody tt much ar...especially sum bunch of ppl..sighz..

jus nw was chatting wif qian at her house void deck...heart n mind wasnt fully wif her..bt still wasnt tt bad..till wn met up wif hong siang thy all...i totally quiet like wad le..seems quiet by the looks yet my mind n heart is like going crazy lar...i totally dunno wad should i b tinking or saying ...tot writing on my blog i would feel beta..n jus wn my tears rolled down my cheeks...i knew i reali feels beta...at least can cry out is beta tn kip everything inside n let it explode ba...

Disappointment + Disappointment + Ultimate Disappointment

Firstly it was communication, but i tot at least thr was trust n feelings..bt nw even trust was taken away..n wads gona b next..got nth to lost le i guess..

Mayb I would rather know nothing tn wn now i noe sumthing, it seems so torturing..i reali feel like an idiot...did i ask for too much?y is it so difficult?wad have i done to make myself deserve all these?

hw m i going to trust u?wad shld i sae?hw should i react?n wad should i do?u seems further n further frm mi...wad u sae isnt like wad u do..is all so wrong manz..

is been a long dae n tears r turning to waterfall le...gonna tidy my face n rest ler...stop my words here...

****Fall to the bottom of the valley****
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found a job
Friday, April 25, 2008 ;; 8:44 PM


One last look of my Matt Green(turns golden blonde ler)..this is morning wn i went out...




hey guys....i gt new hairstyle again...haha...temperory perm though..perm does suit my fringe i gues bt i wun go n perm de...troublesome to take care...todae im damn happy lar...it seems my luck r getting back..whahaah...

y im happy leh...cuz frm next week onwards..im nt jobless animore...gonna start work at 3 temasek ave...centennial tower..charles monat as admin..its sumwhr around millenium walk..heh...my pay gonna b 1.6k per month n OT pay is $7 per hr...initially thy oni offer $7/hr flat rate...bt i ask for more lar n i got it lolx...working hr is 9am-6pm...nt bad rite..lolx..

i went interview at 10.30 till 11 sumthing and thy confirmed mi in less tn half hr wif my agency...shiok manz..bt it oso mean i dun nid to wait fer the company which allows mi to travel to beijing n malaysia..aniway tiz job rite...is a 2month contract...can extend...once i receive my uni letter tn i confirm...if work till beri bad or wad quit oso nvm...haha...

ate long john fer lunch...$5.75...to mi...the amount tiz amount is still alot..lolx...went deposit n pay bills...my 1K...lolx...wanted to c my bank wif money for a dae more...so tml tn tranfer money to those i need to...ps...heh...

remembered i said loreal sponsored mi to dye hair?met ah ben n 1.30pm n acc him n his fren(thy call him baby->wad the saloons normally named the beginner) for lunch...n tn we proceed to the place...is like a clsroom wn i 1st entered...aniway...thr was a few of others oso...models n hairdressers...less than 20ppl more than 10 altogether..ben chose copper red/brown for mi...it covered my previous highlights...heh...nt bad lar...im satisfied..the pics cant reali show the color...bt i did a temp perm...lolx...i like....haha...i started frm 3-6plus...around 3hrs...so still ok...im one of the better ones...as in the model...i oni like mine n another gal 1...the rest failed(all together 6models n 2fake hair)..is either e color dun suit them or nt much diff...n one worst...wn i finish..she jus started...too long! take note...we started tgt...aniway..the another gal i like is tt thr a great change in her color n makes her look more refreshing...ben told mi the hairdresser was a tow kay...ooh my...lolx...

went back admiralty wif ah ben aft tt n met my dad on the train...we were in the same train tgt...bt my dad approached mi at sembawang station....hmmm din wanna make ah ben leftout so even we actuali take the same route back...we separate our way...

mom n dad like my hair...so i guess is reali nt bad afterall...maine i wan show u..hehe...so u beta cum meet mi ltr...hehhh...goin supper wif kang,jo n maine ltr most prob...gonna ask their comments...tml might b goin skating...waiting fer ming reply still...so guys...take care...n stay tuned...lolx...crapz...

**Updates**did i mention my dad left home jus nw wif a bag of clothings...he told mi he's goin KL for a couples of daes...if i din see his air ticket i will believe him de..bt haiz...the main conclusion is he's away frm home...lolx...actuali i dun reali hate him lar...jus tt sumtimes he's beri unreasonable bt i noe he still dotes on mi de..hmmm...
****I have found myself a job, finally!****
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Money
Thursday, April 24, 2008 ;; 11:26 PM


Does it makes u drool?? wahahah..thy r mine...

2nd post of the dae!!! wanted slp jus nw but bro pulled mi up for dinner n asked mi to format his lappy for him...*got motive* aniway...i jus receive money..haha....maine shld noe wad im toking bout lolx....i darn happy lor... n bro sae he wanna buy aircon...woohooo...lucky^^

i now gt 3 pay awaiting...n currently still looking for job...heh..suddenly so energetic sia...happy happy...lolx...gonna register for the graduation ltr...im goin..lolx....i continue formatting the lappy ler...tata....



****Money makes Vion smile ^_^ ****
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stairs
;; 6:24 PM


maine sae i look like my mom in this pic...n this is the fringes i hate...is shorter in real life k...i even kana called mushroom head toda...dotz..

these was jus halfway thru oni lor!! hu the hell will noe at the side of cathay thr's tiz flight of stairs exist n is fooking long lar...aarghhh..

Finished work ler..back home nw beri sianz...having headache n stiff neck...cuz ytd 3 plus 4 tn slp n 6plus wake up...nt enuff slp..hmm..cant slp now oso..sobz..xin ku...

jus nw at work is reali damn slack..was doin reception n sum ushering..easy work..bt damn boring lar...kip yawning lor...n the worst thing..the venue was at the 'Old School'..is a place on the mountain between The Cathay n PS..the flight of stairs reali made mi vomit blood lor...diaoz..

tml goin interview n hair coloring...dolby ghaut again...hmm..abit sianz...bt suan ler lar...argh...i reali hate my fringes now lor...sighz..

****I hate stairs!!!****
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cut again
;; 3:17 AM

oh dear...i cut my fringes again n im so nt happy wif it..reason? cuz is too SHORT!! like gong kia lar..sianz...n the fact tt im look toot has been proven wn i met up wif simon n hong..sobz..

aniway..went yishun to do threading n bought a top from espirit..i no money so mom pay..hmm..she gaf a hong bao to simon oso..my bloody idiot father called wn we were still in yishun...he shouted at mom on phone sae whr is she n y she din cook n sumore still gt the face to asked her to buy cigarette..fucker manz..aniway..aft tt phone call...mom was like rushing for home lor..shit tt bastard..

manage to ask mom to pei mi cut my fringes b4 goin hm...it turns out to b a great disappointment..sobz..gotta go work tml wif these hair n gonna go dye hair wif this hair &&&& gotta go interview wif these hair...sobz..someone help mi!!I so so so regret to go cut the fringes lar...

reach hm tt idiot alreadi cooked fried rice for himself...din even cook for his wife...fucker! ended up mom rush for nothing..n the ingredients(cooked) she bought is wasted lo..bro oso din cum back for dinner...if my husband is like tt..i will either kill him or divorce wif him de lo...shita!

went party world i sing like shit todae..wahaha..suan ler...the important point is got to tok to him..told him my feelings n told him i actuali wanted to breakup...but..hmm..i hold back again ler..hmm...reason being "I don't know." I tink one more chance wun b too much ba..if the same stuffs continue again tn hmmmm..

i will tok to him again about my problems towards him de tn frm tn we tn c hw again?hmm...maine i noe u sure will sae "expected de lor", "u like jiu hao"..haha...bt gif mi sum support k..hmm..if things dun work out..it wun b too late to gif up oso?hmm..

qian...have sum faith in me lar..i din lost my way..i noe wad im doing fer sure..jus tt i like to grumble..i din regret...i din judge them by ani particular factor..i jus tot things will go alrite..tt's all...i noe wad im doing..

****Happy Bdae to Simon!****
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haircut
Tuesday, April 22, 2008 ;; 11:10 PM


taken todae wif my lappy webcam...cuz was having web conference wif alvin...so tot of taking a self pic..heh..cant reali c my haircut though..bt nvm lar...till i dye my hair on fri tn post pic ba..heex..

yoooo hooo~ i tidied finish my rm...wahhah..sense of achievement..lolx..bt left wardrobe haben clear..heheh...

went cut hair jus nw...nt much change bt shorter by abit..>_< noe wad..ken(the saloon guy..i awaes find him cut hair de) ask mi to go down somerset thiz fri..for free coloring provided by Loreal..lolx...yet to agree..bt tml shld b confirming wif them...heh...ben(another saloon guy) gona help mi do the coloring..heh...happy sia...free coloring...oni transport fees...heh..wonder wad color will he use..hmm...

on our way hm in the lift...thr 's a cockroach n mummy kip agitated it lor...making it to move...argh...i "threaten" her sae next time i gona bring a frog hm and put on her leg...for ur info...im afraid of cockroaches n my mom is afraid for frog n toad..lolx

aniway...45mins to simon bdae..dunno wad to get him sia...sighz..he goin party world tml nite...afternoon gt empty slot...bt oso dunno can go whr..i no money..hmmm..

*Update* went leo father de song ka...zhe rui asked mi to send his condolence bt i 4gt..sori zherui....heh..

guess tml goin yishun do threading...b4 meetin simon...hmmm...feels kind of weird nw towards him...sighz..negative ones..aniway...tml tn c hw ba...getting him a cake or mayb a wallet?hu noes...
****Not much changes but I'm happy with my hair****
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male sux
Monday, April 21, 2008 ;; 6:32 PM

hmm...woke up at 3 todae...haben start doin ani cleaning yet..should b doin aft dinner...heh...

been surfing net all the while...having mahjong itch again..lolx..

hmm..msg wif simon toking bout the issue tt dae..sianz...reali reali.,beri sianz..sick of all the stupid stuffs...haiz...mus try to kip myself occupied wif other stuffs..or i will grow white hair de..hmm wad stopping me neh..seriously...i dunnoe...duh..

once dad's back i totally black face siaz...can c the percentage i dislike him rite..recently i reali hate the sound of our house door opening n closing..the feelings sux...dun wish him to b at hm...im a failure being someone daughter i guess..regardless issit my mom or my father..im oso a failure in relationship i guess...lolx

maine...lets b singles together..haha...still remembered yrs ago i detest male alot..haha...i used to curse them n wish thy would go to hell...haha..come to tink it's reali stupid...tt time still young ma...bo bian..n thr was a time i cried alot...secondary time if i haben 4gt..lolx..

aniway...my life is real boring...sianz...okiez lar...enuff of complaining...lolx...gotta start tidying ltr....aniway...my father's gona b away from 27th Apr till 4th May..meaning im more relieved those day...n i need nt celebrate his bdae for him this yr....again...sighz..

****Male should rot****
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Schedule
Sunday, April 20, 2008 ;; 11:51 PM

went kickboxing todae...4th session todae...all together gt 12 or 13 session...fun...bt todae beri little ppl sia..less tn 10 turn up i guess..aniway..steps were beri messy oso..haha..bt feels reali shiok aft the work out.. actuali todae gt skating de..bt i overslept..guess is cancelled oso..

went pasar malam wif mam straight aft tt at admiralty..she paid for the bites i bought..felt useless...din haf money to pay..sobx...aniway...waiting newstead n access direct to pay mi my salary...so long sia...sianz...

graduated on 14 feb....means its been two month i been slacking around w/o a proper job...jus spending money here n thr...n nw..my wallet left 7bucks n bank wif bucks...totally pathetic k...haiz..n i owe my instructor 314bucks...grrrr...

next week wanted go queensway de...buy fbt shorts n shoes bag...bt no money...want go skating oso...wif maine & co n ming & co...other than tt...nid to clean up rm n watch drama series..oya..im playing crisis core recently..like mad..ahaha..

been petty..been having cold war with simon from thur..gotta limit..gotta stop...tok to edwin(Simon gd fren) n felt better oso..so gotta refrain my temper n tok to him...his bdae cuming oso..so lar..haiz..

Monday - Clean up room
Tuesday - If monday din't clean up room, than tuesday lolx
Wednesday - Simon Birthday, tink thy r goin party world
Thursday - Working from 8.30am - 4.30pm
Friday - Feel like playing Mahjong, or if haven't clean up, then .. heheheh
Saturday - Rollerblading Day
Sunday - Kickboxing

-End-

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suki sushi
;; 2:56 PM

hmm..still jobless yet..arggh...sianz..noe wad...my lappy ki siao le..shit manz...n the last person hu use it is my bro nt mi lor..sianz..4gt it...gt to bring to doc ler..

cold war wif simon tan again...reason is *@$!$!@%^@...dotx...lame...

aniway...went suki sushi wif kang,jo, n maine..saw an zai(old colleague at yuki yaki) over thr oso...some pics to share..
Garlic butter mussel..looked nice rite..it definitely is nice lar..hahah..
wanted cheese hotake bt thy dun haf...even garlic butter hotake is ala carte de..sob
c jo is pushing the empty plate to mi..bleahz
he being mad..eating bacon asparagus is process..
c c...he's mad again...
is acting cute time...lame..
mainey trying to take out the mussel root (result: failed)
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Got to talk
Tuesday, April 15, 2008 ;; 12:34 AM

tml goin fer another interview..a little bit sick of interview liao...sianz..Habourfront sumore..argh
..suan ler...beta tn nth i guess..jus rejected one at raffles Bank of China de..reason is bcuz i dun like..diaoz...so gona sae..i dun get a job is reali serve mi own right..

aniway...went movie wif maine jus nw..watched Definitely, Maybe..quite a nice show..u guys shld catch it..spend quite alot of money..around 40buckz..im so broke..waiting fer my 2 pay..bt gotta return my instructor 314bucks still oso..sighz..

noe wad..tt stupid idiot simon put mi aeroplane again..sae hao tml meet tn he sae he goin work again..ended up oso wun go de..haiz..y m i so stuck wif him..sobz..i tink is wad ppl called "fan jian"..sighz..i noe we so so so nt suppose to b tgt yet i kip holding back..ended making myself more n more stupid..more n more sad...hw sia..hw sia..sighz..

****Relationship shouldn't meant to be like this de****
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Thursday, April 10, 2008 ;; 12:21 AM

one word - sianz

another word - mad

last word - troubled

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****How to end? When to end? Really need to end?****
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Tuesday, April 8, 2008 ;; 10:43 PM

jobless again..... haiz... nt oni mi tiz time...my buddy oso.. her company reali sux..aniway..kenna pissed off by tt simon ytd again...argh...suanz le... neo called jus nw..asking mi fer money...sob sob...told him end of the month..

waiting fer 3 of my pay...slow manz...hmm..has applied for few jobs...no reply yet...sighz...

jus wanted sae ...sianz...

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Friday, April 4, 2008 ;; 11:50 PM

hmm...working newstead fair this 4daes(thur-sun) selling hardisk..

Basic - 55bucks per dae
Commission - 1-2bucks for each set sold

argh..so little rite...n the customer is bloody little oso la...sianz...till todae oni sell 10plus sets for both dae..sob..aniway..todae had pasta mania wif xiu zhen...i oni paid 95cents...the rest he paid..hehe...morning yakun breakfast oso kang paid...at nite aft work i bought 10otahs for 4bucks n shared wif them hehe...

i pasted the garskin on my maxtor hardisk..nice...will post the pics soon...cuz i jus lent kang..gong went sebas house again..so bet he tml jus overslept wun go work de...hmmm..

oya...i getting a helmet probably on mon...if gong gt money...he will get for mi...if nt i pay for myself...hope he go work tml n sun..tn confirm he buy for mi ler..heh...

jus nw went read ming blog n he mentioned a Miss B...hmm...im so darn curious nw la...haha...he gt a target...wun sae nobody wan him again liao..lolx...gt ppl kip him occupied liao..lolx..

hmm...tinking these daes i tink i dun nid a hp tt urgently lar...so proably nt getting 1 le...gonna sell my plan(hp) to earn sum quick...too broke liao...shld b able to earn a 200plus at least...can last for a week or 2 ba..heh...n my main objective nw...work n get my bike license(maine maine..i oni gt learn...nt neccessary will buy a bike de so no worries..is my interest ma...mus support mi ma...if i reali can tcope or handle tn give up k..heex..) till the result of uni admission is out!

maine went malaysia liao...sianz...i suddenly realised i beri kelian...maine go malacca liao tn i dun haf ppl to nag to...sobz...suddenly dun wan grow up siaz...is like life is getting more n more bored sia...

"Maine, I dunno y but I wan to sae again..Im so glad that I have you as my buddy!!! Let's be best friends forever. Heh. And I love our clique best le.woohoohoo~ "


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Wednesday, April 2, 2008 ;; 9:44 PM

Hey guyz...I passed my TP le...on 1st April 2008...not april fool oh..is real de....n on the same dae..my boss ask mi to help out in his fair at funan...heh...April is a lucky month...wahaha...3weeks ltr..i gonna get my license le...i can offically drive...nw can aim car ler...n next...i wan a bike license..wahahah...wan get my own helmet next week...gong sae pei mi go buy...heez...

went supper wif kang jo n mainey...went chongpang eat tian ji zhou dun haf 'zhou'..went chomp chomp dun haf much selection le...in the end we settle our stomach at jalan kayu...eat prata...wanted thosai de..bt oso dun haf le...argghhh...

aniway..tml gonna work oh..finally...im bored...dun find office work oso nvm lar...like tt oso gd...can slack n pick up temp jobs from here n thr...haha..

nw my aim nw is money + hp + bike + many many things...haha...wadeva...u guys take care!!

****I PASS MY BLOODY TP AT LAST!****
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