ytd went gym...finally did sum workout...left 14daes more to new yr sia...nid to cut down to 55kg...
current: 62.5kg 166.5cm
so tired wn i wake up tiz morning...ended up fall back to slp...辜负ming ming de morning call sia..bt i tink bcuz of tiz damn finally get to eat mama de cooking(lunch)..is been ages i eat at hm le...lolx..
gonna go gym todae..n pei erzi to collect his watch at thomson plaza...todae gona finish tidy up my rm..n upload the pics..oya...the dry fit i gaf er zi..he cant wear! is too small fer him...sob...wasted..he is suppose to wear that n go gym wif mi de....grrrr~ oya...ytd i was like mad wn i meet him...kip luffing n luffing...hahahah...luffing bout his expression..the missed call he made..the path we took...the bus sign..n the stupid action i made...lolx...i love my erzi manz...wahahah...
chat wif sum ppl on msn jus nw...reali feel time passed very fast manz..n many changes has taken place..if u would ask...i reali nvr regret knowing u guys manz...
checkout hardwarzone n realise puma whs jus over....sad la....sob...n ms...i saw ur blog...n i like tiz... so i quote it lo...
"Hiding your hurt only intensifies it. Problems grow in the dark and vecome bigger and bigger, but when exposed to light of truth, they shrink"
"Whatever you cant talk about is already out of control in your life. If you could handle it on your own, you would have already done so. But you cant. Willpower and personal resolutions arent enough"
'well, i guess this is so true. but since it already say is things you cant talk about. so if you dont talk about it. who's gonna help you? who's gonna know that there's something wrong with you. By observing you? most probably they wont notice either. furthermore looks can be deceiving. i may smile and look happy on the outside but feeling terrible inside. who knows? only myself.
sometimes is not about not letting people help solve the problem, but at times it's jus hard to initiate to ask for help. i dont know, at least i feel this way. maybe becos most people have the thinking that im forever that happy go lucky girl.'
shi...i jus gona sae..u still gt mi...i can b ur listening ear...or jus stay by ur side...n stone tgt...let the wind blow...n take away the sorrows..my shoulders is owaes available for u...jus nid a word frm u n i'll b thr for u...
n gu gu head....it apply to u k...i dunno hw to sae...bt i feel u like gt sumthing to sae...a story behind...mayb im tinking too much...bt u noe...im willing to listen...as long as u r willing to sae...
****Time flies****
