hmm todae mah...reach sch at 8.45am..still onsidered late...sighz..try harder tml ba..2 of my bitc fren commented that my hair makes mi looked like Storm(Xmen) and ming sae i look older..hmmm...aniway...i like jiu hao...bt i dun like my fringes...gt to do sumthing fast b4 new yr manz...sharkz..
finally completed the cross stitched le...was meant fer giving ming last mon de...bt din reali hab the time...ming sae i 'bo xin'...ouch..it does hurt k...nt i bo xin...reali nt purposely de...did made effort to complete it... T_T
had my lunch around 4..went looked fer jess,murrali n mel...thy din recognise mi manz..lolx..jess n murrali sae nice...haha...felt beta...tml gona go jess house..aniway...we went north canteen n eat prata again..wif ming n ray..aft which went asus center wif kang...my lappy..bye bye..mummy love u...hah..crapz..
watch tiz show at PS: Cloverfield..it sux...made us headache la...pls guys dun watch it.. i tink cheryl did ask mi nt to watch a specific show..i tink is tiz perhapz..n guys...yes it totally sharkz...pls dun waste money n watch...
saw bs at B1...she din reali change...bt its been ages i met her...haha...dunno tiz yr gt go her house eat steamboat anot...mizz all tt manz...n i finally get my plasters...has been getting blisters la...irritating la...
reach hm n heard e normal stuff again...bro complaining..issue on? of course my dad n their company lo...sianz...mus quickly go find work le...stay out frm all those nonsense manz...i jus gona sae...kev...dun do wadeva thing which u dun like..seeing u pissed off made myself annoyed oso..duh...
hmm...been quite moody recently...same as u...might b alittle attitude..so ya....pardon mi k...sighz...dunno y oso...aniway...shld b alrite aft sumtimes ba...
-out-
****Im trying to cut down on the vulgars..bleahz****
tiz is the 2nd nite im back n drinking mocha wif maine n kang..we wanted go starbuck de lo...bt no seat...thr beta..the atmosphere n blah blah...hmm nvm...gt maine n kang jiu gou le...oya..maine..u looked nice wif the jacket...lolx..i gt gd taste...bleahz..
ming eating his stone grill..aft whole dae of skating..my "shi fu"
haha..n we lost our cap...sobsob...i still gt e black 1...shhh..
my lao pa n lao ma..wahaha..lao ma nt official de..haha..c wad thy wear..same color as the benko i gaf them la..haha..so kawaii..
m orange benko..nice rite..shld haf gt the orange purse as well..bt nvm la..red oso nt bad..below tt drawing is done by maine de..quite funny...so jus took down le..
yoyo..over the weekend..went cwp n orchard two times..sianz..bt tn...i bought alot of stuffs..n is all nt my money ..wahaha..i own manz..letz start wif fri ba..
tink i workout until siao siao liao..left my beloved puma watch in the gym..bt heng my puma din anihw run..stay thr till yan hao help mi retrieve back..lolx..aniway..thx yh..pei ming go amk hub n orchard to buy his long sleeve..ended up ah vion haf to go back herself..sob sob..bt still ok la..all the way doin cross stitch..time past beri fast..the thread finish jus nice reach..din mit up wif gina n jaz thy all..hmm..kind of miss them le...
sat went bugis shoppin wif my parents..n noe wad...nobody give up their seats to elderly on mrt de la...tmd..i gt to stretch my hands all the way n jagar the seat to let the old lady haf it...fuck singaporean la...dotx...n my dad...accuse mi frm bluffing him la...dotz..in e end is he c the msg wrgly...hmmpt..
aniway...bugis was packed wif ppl manz....damn stuffy...nevertheless we bought alot of stuff..mi n my mom..she got herself a top..a jeans..a guess bag n sk2 set..n mi...i gt myself a mickey mouse sandal..a jeans..a top..n a addidas purple watch..yesh..
went orchard n i gt myself a guess bag n purse..wahaha...im nw the vip..n nt mentioning...i saved 200 plus frm getting the bag myself..lolx..had dinner n clarke quay rennthai..ming was around the area..so he came n look for mi...n he was so gu gu la...kip walking thr n fore looking 4 mi wn i was alreadi in front of him..haha..funny..aniway..he tot i was wif my frenz n tt was reali i wish manz...jess...wn r we goin clarke quay tgt...remember MOS tt nite...i missed tt manz...aniway aft ming left awhile we oso went hm le...
n todae we went cwp...hah...bought a top oni bt leh...i did my hair...wahahhaha....dun nid go jb liao...save time manz..i like my hair..haha..matt green...tt time i did was blonde green...both ok..heh..tml gt to start doin project le...n nt 4getting..im goin watch movie!n asus service center..sianz..my lappy damn ke lian la...kip seeing doctor..lolx..
****Is worth 2K manz****
ytd went gym...finally did sum workout...left 14daes more to new yr sia...nid to cut down to 55kg...
current: 62.5kg 166.5cm
so tired wn i wake up tiz morning...ended up fall back to slp...辜负ming ming de morning call sia..bt i tink bcuz of tiz damn finally get to eat mama de cooking(lunch)..is been ages i eat at hm le...lolx..
gonna go gym todae..n pei erzi to collect his watch at thomson plaza...todae gona finish tidy up my rm..n upload the pics..oya...the dry fit i gaf er zi..he cant wear! is too small fer him...sob...wasted..he is suppose to wear that n go gym wif mi de....grrrr~ oya...ytd i was like mad wn i meet him...kip luffing n luffing...hahahah...luffing bout his expression..the missed call he made..the path we took...the bus sign..n the stupid action i made...lolx...i love my erzi manz...wahahah...
chat wif sum ppl on msn jus nw...reali feel time passed very fast manz..n many changes has taken place..if u would ask...i reali nvr regret knowing u guys manz...
checkout hardwarzone n realise puma whs jus over....sad la....sob...n ms...i saw ur blog...n i like tiz... so i quote it lo...
"Hiding your hurt only intensifies it. Problems grow in the dark and vecome bigger and bigger, but when exposed to light of truth, they shrink"
"Whatever you cant talk about is already out of control in your life. If you could handle it on your own, you would have already done so. But you cant. Willpower and personal resolutions arent enough"
'well, i guess this is so true. but since it already say is things you cant talk about. so if you dont talk about it. who's gonna help you? who's gonna know that there's something wrong with you. By observing you? most probably they wont notice either. furthermore looks can be deceiving. i may smile and look happy on the outside but feeling terrible inside. who knows? only myself.
sometimes is not about not letting people help solve the problem, but at times it's jus hard to initiate to ask for help. i dont know, at least i feel this way. maybe becos most people have the thinking that im forever that happy go lucky girl.'
shi...i jus gona sae..u still gt mi...i can b ur listening ear...or jus stay by ur side...n stone tgt...let the wind blow...n take away the sorrows..my shoulders is owaes available for u...jus nid a word frm u n i'll b thr for u...
n gu gu head....it apply to u k...i dunno hw to sae...bt i feel u like gt sumthing to sae...a story behind...mayb im tinking too much...bt u noe...im willing to listen...as long as u r willing to sae...
****Time flies****
ytd gt presentation..driving..going to the bank all in a dae..damn packed la..at nite met up wif maine..was late again..lolx...sori gal..owaes let u wait..haha..spent half of our time in mac...talking talking n talking...feel so gd aft chatting to her manz...maine..ya the best..tok so much manz...like cleared all my rubbish like tt so clean nw...haha..up ahead i oni have 1 problem to solve down...ehh...nt nice to mention here...so shall nt continue..heh..other than tt r all those routine stuffs..
aniway..i failed my 2nd TP again...both in rainy dae..FOOK..wn can i pass n quickly take my bike license...jess...wait fer mi k...sob...so sianz todae aft e test la...moodless..bt aiya...actuali i knew will fail de...nt a single sense of confidence at all..haiz...suan le take again ba...tink next test is march or april ba..which means is aft my bdae le la...sighz...
saying bout my bdae...i gt few stuff i want to get...heh..so cunning rite...so start lo..
>>>>Purple de addidas watch
>>>>mini SD memory card(2gb)
>>>>Hard disk(200gb; or at least 160gb)
>>>>Sony Ericsson hp
>>>>....tinking in progress still...LMAO
new yr cuming le...gona go gym everydae la...cut down weight..die die mus cut down weight..jia you vion...die oso mus cut down weight..Yoshi! lolx..
tiz week wan go saloon do my hair...go cut cut dye dye..n buy the bloody stupid slippers la..all bcuz i gt no slippers tt y wore e another shoes will get blisters..tootie..heh...best if i dun nid to pay...cuz my dad offer to pay for my expenses tiz wkend...miracle manz..haha..
saw most of my close fren le haha...nt much change though...oni i bcame fatter le...sob...new yr,valentine day, mama bdae, my bdae, kang bdae, gu gu head bdae all cuming le..time reali pass fast sia..feel so...nt enuff time...sob..gona upload pics soon n write sum quotes to entitle to sum frenz...heh..so stay tuned...
****I don't need a valentine****
back in sg...1 word to describe...SIANZ~
my gangs came e last while everyone slowly went off...sob sob..went airport de ajisen...no standard...disappointment~ Aft dinner went lim kopi at tcc...till beri late sia...so darn long nvr sit kang lorry le...so cooling...erzi gt 'gf' le...n 'fling' sumore...erzi ar...dun too flirt la...lolx..
simon n kang help mi carry my lagguages back hm...finally c my rabbit wahahaha...still the same..hehe..mizz his licking manz..back in hm i saw alot of diff sia...gt a new flat LCD television..home telephone..and new painted door plus my rm ish damn clean la...oya...gt "new" hp le...N73..i dun like..prefer sony ericsson..bt bo bian..
next dae went cwp makan tn go mac cafe lin kopi again..haha..gaf maine her xmas present...it look nice on her la(puma jacket, i steal away the track pants which came wif it)...lolx..
kang sent mi hm n i let him try on his jacket..i bought 1 or two size bigger liao..lolx..bt overall nice...mama gona help him alter his pants...heh
sun we went skating at ecp...haha...my 1st time reali skate..beri beri fun...we were like skating frm dae till nite..tn we went eat stone grill..im a great cook..haha..bhb..hmm..bt ming's cap was lost..sob..is a new 1 la...shit la...sianz..sumore tt cap is i like 1..-.-'' aniway..next time go mus learn t-break..gona continue go every wkend..hehe...hmm..
so sianz todae mus cum sch...in the end late le teacher oso din cum...bt hor...alot of us wearing seigaku de outfit..cool la..n manage to c ben yanhao n mel le...bt jess..i din manage to c u yet!!
damn tiz wed is TP...plz let mi pass manz..n tml presentation weighs 30%..sianz la..
aniway...last week of bitc we went shopping almost everydae la..haha..bought my skates n new yr clothes..spent all my china notes le...oni left 1 or 2 coins...experiences at the airport was ermm...hw shld i put leh...the weighing part was damn stressful la...so afraid overweight tn haf to pay la...is 110rmb(22sgd) per kg leh...ended up still underweight...wasted..handcarry we were oso scared kana caught nid to pay...heng we safely passed la..haha..bt is darn heavy...i carried 2sling bag(1 mine 1 ming), 3 benkos, 1 big bag(passion), 3plastics bag full of food n 1 rollerblade..siao la..haha...
last dae of bitc we all din slp...was packing lagguage n tidying the rm...by the time tidy hao is time to go le...so reluctant to leave la...sigh..n last 10mins on flight my tears jus flow off automatically la...sia la...bt we manage to experience snow for one more time la...2nd n last dae in beijing...beri beri nice.. thr's so much i want to sae...bt if i gona do it...i tink tiz post gona b dunno hw long le la..lolx..Overall...i enjoyed myself>.<
****Memories Stay****
Yoz...Updated again...bt nth much neh..din go aniwhr...everydae stay in hostel..tn so fast todae is thur le..sianz...tml goin buy roller blade sia....new target haha..n ltr will learn hw to play CS...nt forgetting sat we r goin Huan Le Gu...is beijing amusement park! hehhehh...
Realised recently alot of ppl getting moody, emotional upset...hmmm...sighz...
Aniway...i haben sae my new yr wish yet...so here i go...
>>>Pass my TP
>>>Take up motorbike license
>>>Earn more n more money...thus save more n more money
>>>Dye hair
>>>Master rollerblading
>>>Travel as much as i can
>>>Able to do wadeva i wan to
>>>live a happy life thru out e yr
>>>Everyone is happy
>>>Get the stuffs i wanted to get
>>>Love my closed n loved ones more
>>> n it goes on and on...theex~
Todae quite free though left oni 5working daes..bt jus feel like updating my blog..so finally update liao..haha...psps la...so lets start frm 23th dec...
23th Dec
In fact tiz dae we din go out..was getting ready with the performance..oso leh..i was busying preparing a xmas gift..which was a scarf la..schedule was damn packed..early in the morning went to e flea market wif fab to get more thread..cuz the nite b4 i knitted finish le...bt ish like totally halfway thru oni la..
wn we came back we went eat tang yuan at the canteen...cuz was dong zhi tt dae..aft which we went back hostel tn i quickly start wif knitting le...bt kana called to rehearsal..sob...so lo...went to hall bt jus rehearsal our speech oni...aft tt all the way do nth..oni play fresbie n playing around..sob sob..9pm the whole rehearsal over..tn i chiong back to do the knitting...halfway thru realise the was diff..bt cheryl sae shldnt b ani prob...bt tn leh..took to Mdm Zhang she sae is beri beri uglyT.T ask if i redo will b able to finish within tt nite..i oso duno whr my confidence cum frm..straight away i jus sae ‘拆吧’..lolx.. so frm 10plus i kip doing doing n doing non-stop till jeff came back...ate sum buns n drink sum ribena tn continue again...fabian helped mi place nicely the thread n my speed was like...hahah...is super fast la..haha..yuanyuan(Mdm Zhang daughter) was amazed..nt oni her la...i myself was amazed too..around 12plus we went back to our rm i continued again...haha...the process was damn funny la..shall nt mention here..aniway..i did complete the scarf..by 4plus like tt...lol...
24th Dec
Todae is Xmas performance(mine ish NewYear performance)..had alot of fun...i was like mad girl like tt...kip running here n thr...n fab was the santa clause..damn kawaii la..haha..n noe wad..santa rina was giving out bananas..wahaha..my xmas present was orange sumore..diao la...bt the whole process was fun...at nite at hostel we celebrate again...asked cheryl n jeff helped mi pass the present to him..tn leh...ish drink n play time again...cheryl was drunk...so celebration ended quite early..
This is the scarf i made for Ming..gd workmanship rite..wahaha
Merry Xmas!
Merry Xmas!
Ms Goh && Mr Goh
25th Dec
Merry Christmas!! "Last Christmas..i gave u my heart..bt the next dae u gaf it away......" lolx..cut the crap..aniway...tiz song gt a chinese version done by mui!!!!haha...todae went to meet my dad..he reached ytd nite..so went wif jeff to wang fu jing..eat le shop le tn sae bye bye liao..hmm...went find weiming thy all..heh...i enjoyed beta wif my frenz...we ate exotic food like grasshopper la..scorpion..n starfish...eat alot alot of stuff lo...haha..shall upload the pics tn u'll c..
26th Dec-27th Dec
Rehearsal n rehearsal n rehearsal....
had been coughing n coughing n coughing oso..
28th Dec
Our performance todae...i woke up quite early manz...went to knock on almost all the guys room to wake them up..haha..had our final rehearsal outside the lab...was so funny...oya...i din mention i was pretending to b ethan gf rite...cuz he was harassed by a gay...lol...i tink i damn fierce la..haha.. finally we gt to go hall le..ming n fab wear same clothing..so kawaii..big ming n small ming..haha..aniway...performance was quite successful...
aft tt...we went out 4 dinner and the wind was like damn big la...wn we alight frm the bus we were all like hopping to the left b4 we can reali land on the ground...haha..
Tml(29/12) is JinYao bdae..! i run to the bakery n bought a cake...heng ar...ish actuali closed de..bt thy allowed mi to buy...ming add in a milk to make the amount exact..
went back hostel mi n fab started making up n wearing seigaku costumes...lolx...it meant to b a surprise to yao de..lolx..let the pics do the toking beta..
Our New Yr Performance~
He buwee mi...sob sob..
He buwee mi...sob sob..
Ming is kawaii~
YaoYao..u r dead..
见鬼啦！
29th Dec
todae we went 天坛（Temple of Heaven）..e weather was good bt wind was extremely huge manz...cold cold...bt can tahan...haha..i ate green tea icecream sumore...yummy...tn we went 老舍茶馆（lao she teahouse)..pperformance was not bad oh..i eat alot of tidbits manz...haha..
went meet my papa again...at 复兴门（fu xin men)...we went makan n parkson shopping centre...tn i coughed till vomit sia...sob...tn papa send mi to subway tn go le...he said he ish goin back tml..hmm...gaf mi 1k rmb...tn i went silk road to gai gai..bought quite a number of stuffs back...on shopping spree liao..
thy two beri pro ya noe..dun play play..n the one on the right quite gd looking oh..hehe..
Lao She Cha Guan
Temple of Heaven
Lao She Cha Guan
Temple of Heaven
30th Dec
Ish sundae le..haha..packed up the rm le n got ready to go out..bt weiming,yang n jk left w/o us le...sob..bt cannot blame la...we too slow le..so we went anime city 1st to get our stuff..i bought seigaku jacket+trackpant oso..we sae hao return singapore dat dae all wear seigaku outfit oh..hehehe...tn we took cab to silk rd..intended to eat sakae de...the 8 of us...in the end oni left mi n fab...sob...gt others la(SirKiat,Yao,Nash,Danny,Kenny)...bt nt e 8 of us tgt..hmm...so ended up eat until abit sian...
hmm...ethan grp came ltr tn us..played pranks on him...we fed him wasabi icecream..he vomitted sia...so guilty...-.-''
Went Silk Road to get sumore stuffs again tn went back le..
31st Dec
Todae surprisingly i beri early slp le...weiming gaf mi a bottle of stars...i reali appreciate it...thx you..n went silk road bougth damn alot of stuffs oso...haha....took cabby with jo n cassandra..heh..
1st Jan
Todae we went confucius temple..weiming,jk,yongsheng,yang n gek seng left 1st again... so mi,fab,cheryl,jeff,Kenny,Yao went together...i helped my gor gor pray...hehe...wearing his jade nw...it came with the tablet...tn we went find them for lunch..ended up tn done eating liao...so we decided jus go separate way hao le...ate at a motel/hotel de restuarant..nt bad oh..lolx..went 地坛（Temple of Earth) n it turn a book fair...bought kindaichi comics set..heh...bt fabian pay...cuz we played 剪刀石头布 he lost...so i dun nid pay..tn we went xidan gai gai...bought glove n 2 cap..nicee...
Kong Zi Miao
Wishing Tablet..
2nd Jan
I did a spec n contact lense manz...yea yea...lolx...n todae ish gor gor bdae oh...left him a friendster testi..dunnoe he gt c anot...aniway...i love him very much..so kev...HAPPY 25th BDAE～
3rd Jan
Todae stay in lab wif ming all the way till late nite...watch kindaichi n eat cup noodles...beri lazy todae nor...lunch time suppose to go flea market din go..evening shld b go silk road bt oso din go...lolx..mayb bcuz buy too much stuffs le..at nite watch prince of tennis wif ming tn suddenly kev web cam mi...brought out all the stuff i bought...kip showing e benko to them oso..haha...so excited fer nth though..lolx..
4th Jan
todae we went 温泉 todae n 溜冰表演...damn fun la...we went soak in the 温泉 1st..tn went makan...i saw a chef(doing prata)..looked damn like jay chou la...jus tt he's fairer..after lunch we went to a room to relax...thr can do all sort of massage..watch movie...slp n drink tea...heh...i din do massage..i oni drink tea...aft 2 movie n i fall aslp le..wn i wake up ish around 4plus le..go ladies changing rm change clothes tn went wave pool find them le...ended kana throw down the pool...kns...change fer nth...called jeff n cheryl to join us...wave pool ish reali fun nor...n e slide oso...hahahaha..show ya the pics...the next round i was wif ming n fab...n suddenly one gal hold on to fab(sumone frm our sch de la)...fab shocked tio lo...haha..n she accidentely scratched him..lolx..poor thing..tiz time round was more fun...we did human pyramid etc..n i nose bleed sia...haha.. aft e big pool ..mi fab n ming went 温泉 again till around 7..heh..
1st time bathe nakely in frnt of so many ppl(all female) ..bt wasnt tt awkard thou..heh..
aft tt went buy prata again...the apple prata is damn nice la..haha..n i told the chef he looked like jay chou..he smile damn widely la..haha..bt wn he smile...he look even like jay chou la..haha..
溜冰表演 was damn cool...lighting beri nice oso..took alot pic aft tt...hw i wish time jus dun pass so fast...
How I wish time dun pass so fast..hw i wish we r nt goin back so early..sighz..
Wave Pool~ with all the diff pools..
Mi & Cheryl in Herbal pool..
our boys in the message pool..
c tt slide..ish shoik manz..haha..n everytime we came down frm thr...we will kip shouting...haha
part of the ice skating performance
mi n cheryl again..muackz muackz..
5th Jan
Todae ming thy all went tian jin...i din wan go..actuali wanted go amusement park de...bt the rest going on next cuming sat..so we cancelled e trip todae...instead we(mi,fab,jeff,sirkiat) went wang fu jing..wanted buy yang mei...my dad want de...is nice oh...heh...i bought 6bottles sia...lolx..bought 7lollipop oso..haha...
tn we went silk road..bought shoelaces..wallet, key pouch,2 polo ralph n 2 more caps..so much rite..haha...quite cheap..bt if local..will cheaper..bt bobian la..we foreigners ma...fab help mi carried all the bags..haha..dunno started frm wn he alwaes help mi carry all the shopping bags sia..hmm...beri long time nvr shoppin wif ming le...he used to help mi carry oso...nvm..sure gt chance de..bt tn..my cash running low liao..sob...oya...i invented a new vulgar: "香蕉你的芭辣，西瓜你的山竹，榴莲你的LJ(short form),KNNBCCB"..lolx..i kip using tiz to scold fabian...tn he sure will reply:"你..他妈的"..hahaha...
at nite blackout sia...dotz...n fabian attempt to drag mi to the rm(corridor din blackout)..tn i cried la...diao lo..so bad...aft tt e lights came back..bt i kip on stoning sia...dun dare to bathe at 1st de..bt in the end did bathe la..watch prince of tennis wif ming..n fab was on the fone wif audrey..dunno watch till whr tn i suddenly fall aslp liao..n i was like holding on to ming arms la..tink i reali kinda freaked out by the blackout liao..n fab was telling mi ming expression tt point of time on the next dae ..was like damn funny..he was struggling to off my lappy for mi la...wahhaah..
6th Jan
todae is cleaning dae again...beri slow todae...we 12plus tn started clearing lo..tn cheryl went bathe n leave mi n hui...wn i went toilet i fall down sia..blue black liao...fabian n huihui rubbed it till so pain la...sob..
cheryl dropped her contact lens in the toilet..cant find le..dropped in the drainage i tink..aft she left tn left mi alone cleaning up le...haiz...sad...beri long story...so 4gt it ba...aft everything was around 4 le..bt ming wasnt back yet..so is my lunch lo..lolx..bt nvm..
tn went anime city again...to exchange goods..n order stock..i like the stock manager...everyone jus gif mi their list to place order..haha..
went 康师傅restuarant to makan...i oso duno hw i eat de...can eat till the spoon dropped on my clothes..
on the bus i slp till like pig like tt...i tink i awaes slp like pig la..so haha...nvm..fab lay a pillow(creative pillow;free gift frm shop wn we buy a headset) behind my head cuz i kip knocking behind..reached stop alreadi i still reluctant to open my eyes while walk..haha..so aft buy le medicine tn walk in blindly to hostel...n ish reali blindly la...haha...
cuz of ytd blackout...icouldnt slp alone...so fab n yirui pei mi in my rm...bt i jus couldnt slp...ended up we had our round 3 of fight over the benko...e previous fight was ytd b4 the blackout..n e 1st 1 was in adrain n yirui rm..all bcuz of the benko..haha..n i won again..haha..
since i couldnt slp so went common area lo..waited for cheryl to return ended up she was in jeff rm le...lolx..tn yirui went jogging wif fab...n yao..so i waited for them lo...n gt to noe that if we nid post things back to singapore ish 500rmb for 15kg...hmmm..beri ex fer mi neh..sob...nvm la...
waited for fab to cum back to pei mi go rm...lolx..b he hoax mi till i finally fall aslp lo..haha...so funny...like he reali my lao pa liao...ming oso..lolx..