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November....3rd week got holiday!! woohoohoo~

2009-11-08T04:01:00.002+08:00

October finally over...disastrous month lor... do what oso suay.... lots of incidents haben...bt it's over ler...so let's jus 4gt it...

start of Nov...think so far so gd...might b goin a few day course by company...heh... probably december or jan ba....now gt 10 plus cases on hand...hoefully all can close by this yr...tn bonus jiu gt alot ler...

watched 2 movies this week..Astro boy & My GF is an agent...both r nice show..

watched astro on fri nite w/ben & co, gave xiao qi her belated present... a ripcurl travel bag...cuz she's goin holiday to India the next day..lolx..

My GF is an agent is funny..lolx...guys & gals....go for it...it not bad a show...watch with simon, while waiting he went to play bball at arcade while i entertain myself by watching ppl catching wawa... >.< in the end gian we oso play...at 1st waste 10bucks at berbercut..aft the show waste another 10buck at other machine...in e end catch air...lolx..any way...the kapy tt im aiming left oni 1...sob...now mus check other outlet gt ma anot...i wan catch!!

oya...fri i went to catch oso...at virtualand....3kapy & 1 doraemon for joy...lolx...in the end i oni left money for money...n thin next week i will bring food...tues kunal treating lunch & wed joy treating mac...hehe...so jus need to cover mon, thurs & Fri...

Sat that qian say wan go swim..in the end MIA again...tink i go yanhao house to swim on the table suan ler...MJ i mean...next week simon goin pulau ubin for 10 days...so i dun nid watch movie ler...so sat go swim or 'swim', sun family day...

today saw SHE at cwp....Hebe so pretty..Ella so handsome..lols..n i so wanna buy the ukimono...bt ended up din buy....cuz 328, as well save up...cannot c wad jiu buy... -.-''

yawns....4.35am ler....goin slp le....tml still need wake up early....Chow Min Shi....c i got blog k...lolx...cya soon gal...nitex

September

2009-09-03T11:17:00.001+08:00

Got my LCCI result…I passed all!! Hehe…But I failed my 2B TP..sobx..I wont give up de!! The next time I take I will pass!!

Anyway..last month went Hong Kong/Macau/Zhuhai w/Mum & Bro..did a lot of shopping and ended up now beri broke sia…nw everydae eat bread for lunch K

Hong Kong was fun! Will be going again…probably next yr…the next time I go…I promise I will do less shopping n more on sightseeing..heheh..

this yr end feel like going Thailand cuz ish their cool cool season… = P but dunno have money anot = ( hmm…dun think bout this yet….the most important thing I wanna do nw is to pass my CLASS 2B!!!! argh!!! Jia you jia you….after I pass ler tn plan holiday =)

But hor….I going Sunway Lagoon this 18^th – 21^st Sep…hehe…cuz long weekend ma.. Ok lar…not beri ex nor cheap la… 1 pax - SGD245 (includes Theme Park – Water & Amusement 1 Day Ticket, daily breakfast, Five Stars Coach, Pyramid Hotel Deluxe room)

Heh….is been reali a long while ever since I go Sunway ler…think the last time I went was when I was still a kid..

N Nov goin KL oso…with daniel, kang & the rest...hehe...cuz dat da niao goin back US ler...so at least mus go out of Singapore at least once… ^_^

Oya…I went Japanese Festival w/Ben, Eugene & fishy last month oso... wore the Yukata!! I like!! But too bad dun have purple ler….bt the guys more kelian... thy wasn’t lucky to rent dao…if not surely very cute de….especially fish *evil thoughts* hhehehehe..nvm…next yr we will go again…wahahaha… saw my buddies frm BITC, misses them so much~ haha….no much changes in them I guess…yao still as cheerful.. Rui, Kenny & Danny still as flirty… hahaha…

Ben, Suising & Choon 21^st last month….Happy bdae once again…not forgetting zai fa 20^th bdae…Happy belated to all~ :P

Cant wait fer 18^th to cum…frm tt week till end of sep got a lot of things goin on seh…hehe….so excited!! Lolx…

Shall upload photos when I free…hehe… ciao!!

JULY ENDING!!! Finally..

2009-07-30T14:22:00.000+08:00

This month actually pass quite fast, 1^st was Yuh enlisted & Maine, Jo Bdae, then next was prawning prawning & prawning, haha…prawning 3 times in a week..heng din mc sia.. went ecp wif Kang&co, blade till I “neng ka” -_____-

had dinner wif marcus @ NYNY & we spent 45 bucks on the toy machine…haha manage to catch 1 in the end.. =]

Watched quite a few movies this month:

Ice Age 3 @ CWP

I like the part when they were crossing the valley, whr they kena the poison gas…haha…quite funny..

Duplicity @ Iluma

Eek…I dun like the cinema!! & the show was boring…but the nacho cheese was not bad =(

Obsessed @ CWP

Comparing to Duplicity, tis show is confirm better!!

Harry Potter & The Half-Blood Prince

I wun say the movie sux la..but no ending lor..considered the worst compare to the previous ones?

Wanna catch Public Enemies leh, Hangover & Overheard is out today too!! Heehee…Anyone interested?

August dunno still goin HK anot, air ticket haben book, hotel haben book, NOTHING HAS BEEN DONE LOR! Sianz... & I spent quite a lot on present, clothes, shoes etc this mth too…like not enuff money to bring to HK le leh =X

Tml goin buffet w/Hong & co…dunno need to spend how much again...

But but but, tomolo is pay day! Hehe…so think wun die still…bleahz..

What you can think is that?

2009-07-13T14:22:00.001+08:00

Prawning 3 times in a week, result = throat hurts

But prawning is addictive..haha…went with 3 diff grps of ppl last wk, diff ppl diff experiences..i tink the worst harvest was thur wif Vic, cuz we oni gt 10 prawns aft 3hrs using 1 rod..hahah..

Still left with 1hr (2rods) for the next visit cuz ytd we stopped aft 2hrs..lol..cuz too many ppl ler..hehe..will be visiting soon again..hehe..

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Last week was also Charmaine & Joseph 21^st, got both of them each a watch, oya…n Daniel too…belated present.. Oya…daniel is going back US in Dec rather than july..haha..so we got more time to “chill” (Jo fav word ^_^) till then..

& next thur is Marcus 19^th bdae, haben got the chance to fix a day to meet up with him yet, tink we gt a century din meet up liao sia.. =X

Rode XL last sat, the feeling was awesome! Haha, but promised I will ride it again aft I pass my TP, which is on 6 Aug, wish me luck~ (though I have no confidence at all T.T)

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Last movie watched was Ice Age 3 on last tues, I tink I prefer 1 & 2, dun reali like the 2 squirrel in the third.. heh.. bt overall still not bad lar..

Oya…I tink last month we watched “Drag Me to Hell”, Jenny good idea..shld have watched the blood vampire instead… -.-‘’ I swear I will never watch horror movie again!!

Movie Marothon!!! TeeheeHee~

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This sun goin ECP with Kang & co..woohoo..cant wait for tt day to cum..haha… my rollerblade rusting liao..heheh..

& I got lots of movie I wanna catchà Obsessed, Public Enemies & the last but not least, Harry Potter & the Half Blood Prince, Ms Chia say will watch wif me (Harry Potter), dunno she still remembers anot..

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NEXT MONTH GOING TO HONG KONG! One of my wishwish fulfill..wee! Another 1 half fufill ba…altgt 3 ma, so got the last 1 need to wait till end of yr then will noe.. =)

2009-06-28T08:27:00.003+08:00

4th months past ler, so fast yet so slow..not much things haben, but got alot of new thinking..

Accounting finally finish, just got to wait fer result.. but got nt much hope.. now jus focus on bike jiu hao..bt oni waiting fer TP now le..

my fone kip giving problems...so sianz...gt to bring hospital every 2 weeks...feel like changing fone again....heh...

life hasnt improve for mi, the usual stuffs r still killin mi, work, family, money n even relationship..

i will start to miss bala, shu ehi & lynn..especially lynn...sobz.. =(

actuali b4 cuming to blog, i reali haf alot in mind...bt suddenly blank out...

aniway these few weeks/months, i reali very disappointed in sumone..this person made mi heartache..made mi feel so irritated n driving mi insane...argh...i hate tt!! feel like tearing this stupid idiot into pieces.. haiz...

I'm 21~ oh dear, old liao T_T

2009-03-03T23:06:00.002+08:00

Thanks ppl for all your wishes! And thanks for all the pressie oso..hehe..

todae actuali din celebrate..cuz gt work & classes..so oni went secret recipe wif kim during lunch, the raspberry cheesecake is nice..heh..carrot cake frm lynn is nice too..wahaha..

ytd went tpy wif dad & mum to collect dad's N95..reali nt bad lor the phone..went raffles city to meet kang n i got my 3rd pressie..crumpler Barney Rustle Blanket..hehe..i shall nt say wads my 1st & 2nd present here..

sent papa to work n off we headed to geylang..it's vion treat!!rare rite..haha..ordered 5 frog & a porridge..i tink mama oni ate half of the frog, kang ate 2 and the rest was all mine lor...damn full de..bt was nice haha..

aunty pat maid de son jus passed away this morning, n the cousin pass away ytd..due to bike accident..it feels so hmmm..i dunno..i feel quite sad for the mother..ap actuali cried..

n wn i was having my classes jus nw..seng kor kor(cousin) called and said sheng kor kor was in operation! i was so worried nor...cuz they din elaborate anithing n i cant jus leave the class lor..called mom straight aft sch bt it jus cant went thru...tn i jus suddenly cried n walk hm using my fastest speed...finally reached hm n make mama to call aunt..

mi n sheng kor kor beri beri close, so if he reali gt anithing haben..i will b devastated de..i was so relieved wn i hear mama conversation wif aunt saying tt he's out of the operation n everything was ok le...bt can oni discharged on sat...n haf to go back fer checkup..bt as long as he's alrite jiu hao.. aniway..mama din noe i cried..else i tink jiu dun nid sing bdae song n cut cake le..^^

haiz..jus heard sumthing sad...think guys reali cannot b trusted..i swear i surely wun get married de..

tml gonna go jewellery shop n get my key..heh...bt haben reali c ani nice design...beri hard to choose nor..still tinking if shld get gold, sapphire or diamond..hmm..daddy buying so i tinking mayb i will leave it to him to help mi choose..haha~

****vion bdae wish****

****Eveything will go smooth for me this year****

****My family and I will be healthy and well throughout the year****

****Last one i shall keep to myself =p****

Sum ppl jus oni tink of themselves...maybe everyone

2009-02-25T14:51:00.004+08:00

I passed my prac 4 last sat..goin fer my circuit assessment next week..if pass RTT n tt, I can go on road liao…weeee~ Going circuit revision wif simon this sat..mus do more of the Crank course n Figure 8..heh..

Went fer MA revision at nite..cher sae I gt improvements, more confident in doin the qns liao.. haha…bt I tink oni fer tt topic lo…others all can go bang wall I tink…

Sun was family day~! Went Chong Qing Hotpot @ Suntec wif dad, mom & bro..so long nvr go out tgt ler…as in 4 of us tgt lar..haha.. took a stroll to esplanade n it was raining…sianz nor..wanted to take the flyers de….sighz.. in the end we went to funan mall to walk walk n mama bought a $75 shoes!!! Gor gor got himself a dunno how many in 1 card reader n I got myself otah otah..heh…

Cab hm n everybody start doin their own things again…so weird..hah..aniway..this sun if nth goes wrg…mi shld b goin out wif dad n mom again…wonder if bro will join.. bt I hope dad will buy bdae present fer mi!! heh

Monday was mama actual bdae…waited till 10, 11 plus till papa cum back frm work tn go out fer dinner/supper together…went 515 n ate zhu chao…80bucks altgt…consider quite cheap ler..cuz we ordered a lot..sang bdae song n ate a beri beri small slice of the swensen “special” icecream cake…I dunno y swensens sae it’s special?? Becuz there was 3 diff icecream flavors?i rather haf the cookie n cream..actuali every one has oni a small slice also..cuz we were too bloated ler..haha…nw still gt more than half the cake in the freezer lo…

Mama went jb to celebrate her bdae todae..n mi & kang gonna go shop fer our bdae present todae…haha…actuali we both noe wad we wan ler…so jus c, happy tn get it liao…hehe.. gona get a pair of heels ltr oso…heeeehe..

More & more dun like to work T.T

Happy Valentine's Day

2009-02-15T23:14:00.003+08:00

Happy friendship day to all too! Bf and gf hu din had a gd valentine's ytd, dun 4gt there's a 白色情人节 oh...haha...FYI, is on 14 March..which a mth ltr lar..hah..

had v day dinner at PS Ajiteh..had alot of food..fattening ooh..on the actual dae suppose to go town fer movie/ktv de...ended we went fer pool..dinner was KFC family feast for 5persons..lolx.. bt it's okie lar..haha..guess is bout hu u r with than whr u r or wad u do ba..haha..

16daes more to my bdae..so fast 21 yr old ler...sianz...dun tink i haf accomplish anithing till nw..haiz..getting more n more stupid? hah..aniway...bdae gt to celebrate in sch wif all the acctg sighz..nt gonna haf ani celebration on that dae ba...if i can my bdae wish can cum true...i reali wish i can graduate frm acctg by june!! please!!

actuali wanted study todae de...bt i too lazy ler...so in the end i slack fer the whole dae...sighx..
gonna slp soon aft i blogged...tml gt work..sianz....think i go slp ler lar...nitex..

其实，“情人节”与“白色情人节”最早起源于三世纪时的罗马。
罗马皇帝在2月14日救了一对因为原本因违反恋爱结婚禁令而要被处死的恋人，罗马皇帝为了纪念这一天而设立了情人节。而在一个月后的3月14日，这对获救的恋人宣誓恋情将至死不渝，为纪念这天于是另订为白色情人节。而此节日就从欧洲开始流传到世界其它地方。

Happy Bdae Yuh!

2009-02-08T04:21:00.003+08:00

if everydae is celebration, everydae is outing, everydae is payday, how great would it be..bt it will nvr happen de...

ytd n todae(fri & sat) was yuh advance 21st bdae celebration..fri was at substation timbre...had quite alot of food bt jo complained he was still hungry aft our dinner..cuz i tink we gt too many ppl..hah..best part was yuh bdae cake..it was actuali quite a nice cake made by qian & shan...bt it ended up on yuh face..wahaha..n the culprit was.. **ehem** nt nice to mention name..hah..

n jus nw we went chongqing steamboat..the soup was nice..aniway...i was the oni gal present..cuz the other 3 had their own reason..so it was 5 guys wif a gal..bt i guessed they din treat mi as a gal lor..dot dot..watched underworld at 1.05am..lilian joined us oso..heh..was ok lar...bt like no climate as wad jo mentioned lor..

oya..we bought a zara jacket fer yuh yuh..was 129bucks..heh..jo wanted buy jacket fer himself too de..bt dun haf liao..qian thy all bought him a wallet..was both under his wishlist..heh..so jus nice lor..initially yuh is wanted to buy his nike arsenal jacket de..bt oso sold out de..bt i tink e zara 1 oso nt bad...diff feel ma..

aft todae de outing shld be nt goin aniwhr for this feb ler ba..except next fri wif CMA de outing n mayb next sat valentine's dae..mus buck up n study study study! nt much hope fer march de exam ler..bt im aiming fer june de~ haiz..april mus spend alot of money..eileen, please raise my salary n gif mi more bonus!

alrite..vion got to find more income liao..hmm..shall c wad i can do..tml gt to study..so i goin slp ler..nitex all..

February

2009-02-02T21:25:00.002+08:00

CNY holidae's over le..shoe cabinet oso buy ler...last week reali passed beri beri fast..

nw gona reali focus in my higher & mgmt acctg liao..gt roughly 50daes to study oni..quarrelled wif gor gor last sat..i tink i reali beri fucked up lor..he so gd to mi yet i awaes gif him attitude..i oso dunno hw to sae lar...i feel beri guilty jiu diu ler..reali feel like slapping myself lor..

haiz..so no matter wad..dun like to study oso die die mus pass this lcci..i dun wan to disappoint him ler..n i dun wan to add ani burden to him liao..he's awaes so anxious bout my stuff..i think he treat his gf oso wun so gan jiong..reali hate my temper..sighz..

haiz..suan ler..jus die die pass tis diploma tn jiu ok ler..aft which jiu can relax abit liao..aniway..i passed my Class 2B lesson 3 ler..gonna rest this week, next sat tn continue..

tink march gonna take alot of leave..1 half dae to take RTT, n a few daes to study my acctg..at least mus pass 1 out of 2...or june will be even more jialat fer sure de...haiz..

dunno wad else to sae..wanted to share sum happy stuffs during the CNY holiday de..bt i jus cant stop thinking bout accounting..sighz...

2aims: Class 2B & LCCI Adv Diploma in Acctg

Accounting!!!! Argh!!

2009-01-21T11:12:00.003+08:00

Finally Jan cuming to an end soon…why do I feel time pass so slow??? Sighz….im so super duber sianz bout my accounting…2more months to go n I tink I confirm cannot finish studying de…shit lar…

Jus nw quarrel wif gor gor on fone…oso bcuz of this fucking shitty accounting again…argh…bt if I dun continue I will waste all my money…sighz… I tink I dun wan go uni ler lar…damn sianz de lar…study so much oso like no use like tt…ppl wif master degree, honours or wad ended oso bcum taxi driver, coffee shop boy.. ahhh… I dunno lar… is draining all my brain juice…my head damn pain de….

Can june faster cum n faster end…I cannot take it ler lar!!! I hate studying accounting! Ya, I hate it! T.T

please at least let jan pass asap?! i gt no time for anithing..sighz!

mind full of accounting, money, class 2B & July!

2009-01-12T23:32:00.002+08:00

passed my 2B lesson 2 alreadi...gona haf my lesson 3 wif edwin this sat..wish mi luck..guess by march april shld b able to complete the whole course n get my license ba...i dunno if i wan to get a bike anot yet...so dun ask mi..

todae i cancelled my RTT lor...cuz i booked it on 5 feb initially..bt realising oni todae it falls on a thur which will clash wif my accounting..so bo bian gt to cancel..sobz...knowing tt thr wun b no refund in other words mean...i wasted 6bucks..n dunno wn the earliest date will b...gotta go re-book again this sat aft my prac..

bought my new yr clothes ler...hee..spent $41.3 on the top & $29.9 for the shorts..so altgt i used less tn 100 bucks..bt mayb i getting another top..as for footwear tink wear back my slippers ba...haha...no difference de..lol..opps..

gonna buy the shoe cabinet this wk...latest by sat...or else will b too late liao...still gt to do spring cleaning..my responsibilty is to tidy the 2 living rms, store rm n kitchen..alot rite...

Private Tan KY goin his field trip tml...he damn kelian nor...sick cannot take mc..sumore he sat afternoon tn can book out..so poor thing..

bs, qian... guess hu i saw jus nw..i saw Lin Jian Quan..he's out liao...bt goin serve his ns i tink..i tink if jeremy din call mi...i oso din notice them..

papa quit his current job ler..his last dae would b on 15 Jan..which is this thur nor...bt he gt another job waiting for him ler lo...damn gd lar...talented ppl jiu shi damn song de lor...30% more of his current pay lor..so gd...if i quit my job nw..sure can go eat grass ler...

new yr is cuming ler...so fast lor...bt i tink i dun see it tt important animore le...is jus like another dae..the oni thing diff is gt ang bao lar^^ aft new yr gt to focus in my accounting ler...march 30, 2-3April altgt gt 3papers...i wan to pass..

my this yr 21st bdae is so pathetic...gt to bury myself in a bed of books, papers n blah blah blah..sob..bt aft takin june paper i jiu free liao!~ by tn...shld haf pass my class 2b oso ler..i reali cant wait for july to cum lor...

can sumone pass mi a remote control tt can fast forward to July? =.= i tink i watched too much "click" liao..

nitex everyone...tml gt sch again! bless mi~

Quizzzzz

2009-01-10T02:11:00.003+08:00

1. Do you have secrets? Of course!

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you? Age doesnt really matter wad..

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love? depends on feelings ba...

4. What would you do with a billion dollars? muahaha..investment, FD, stock and Travel!!

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend? nah..dun tink so...

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone? being loved by the person u love(both is almost the same ->MS!!not not the same!!)

7. Do you like Spongebob? im nt crazy over it..bt i noe Grace Shak loved it alot in sec sch time

8. If the person you secretly like is too noob to sense it, what would you do? dunno, tell him? jus continue like him? or jus give up nor..

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy? Money?i dun noe..mayb nt even money ba..

10. List 5 things you hate? Cockroach, hypocrite, back stabber, e feeling i lost sumthing, stress consider?

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time? I totally have no idea..

12. Who is currently the most important people to you? My family & my loved ones

13. What is being regarded as the most important thing in your life? Money

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor? single and rich

15. What are your favourite colours? MS is not a sadist..i like black oso, bt purple is da nicest

16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, and both of them do the same, who would you pick? pick both lor..wad for choose...

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done? i will forgive but wun forget..

18. What do you want to tell the someone you like? nth? Im not good at words.

19. If there is a choice between lover and friends,which will you choose? i dun wish to choose, cuz both r equally important..

20. Do you believe that there's "True Love"? yes, but im nt the lucky one

5 ppl who's goin to do tis survey: im just doing the quiz bcuz im too bored, anyone can do.. haha..tagged by minshi~

Another Quiz.

1. Name up to 3 person (same sex) whom you think are your good friends.A: thy noe hu thy r

2. Name up to 3 person (opposite sex) whom u think are your good friends.A: ans same as above^^

3: Name the last 5 person you went out with.A: Simon, bernard, charmaine, lynn & shuyi

4. Name the last 3 person you chatted with.A: i jus put down fone with qian, simon, & kang(sms)

5: Name up to 3 person you want to disappear from your life right now.A: None

6: Name up to 3 person you want to be with you when you get stuck on an island.A: my family and my loved ones

7: Name up to 3 person you think will be still be in contact with 20 years from now.A: my bro? hu noes wad will happen in 20yrs time..mayb tml i jiu die ler leh...dotx

8: Name 1 person you think you will never get angry at.A: I a bad tempered person.

9: Name 1 person you think you will get angry at, but forgive easily.A: The 1st person I tot of is Mr Tan, but i tink all oso will beri easily forgive ba..wad for torture myself..

10: What are your current addictions?A: im so busy n stressed out tt i cant tink of ani -.-''

11: Do you prefer holding someone's hand, or someone holding your hand?A: someone holding my hand..

12: What do you think about hugs?A: I love hugs! miss Melissa *teddy squish*

13: What do you think about kisses?A: Hmm..i kip the ans to myself..

14: It's the year 2009! What were you doing within the last 24 hours of the first second of 2009?A: I suay suay gt a stomach flu which i bo bian gt to stay hm...so i went work, tn hm...sianz~

15: Do you have any new year resolutions?A: got! I wan pass my LCCI diploma with flying colors, complete my class 2B. These 2 are on my top priority list now!

finished ler...time nw ish 3.42am...bt i cant slp T.T wasted my Fri todae..sighz...shld have went to the furniture house/ bring out my management accounting...sighz...

new yr is 2wks away...gt to die die finish spring cleaning by next sat...n get a shoe cabinet...throw out the old 1 n oso the old sofa..cleaning!!~

Im so so so de fan...bt i dunno how sia..july faster cum can!!

Just the start of Yr 2009! Vion Jia You!

2009-01-06T22:30:00.002+08:00

oooOOOOoooh.... I now damn scared i cant pass my Accounting with flying colors liao..cuz i can barely cope lar!! & my 1st 3 papers are in end of March & early April..die sia...mus start study n study n study n study x10000000000000 liao...i dun wan fail T.T

One paper s 120bucks which means 3 is alreadi 360..gt to pay by 14th Jan, & another 4 papers got to pay around in Mar..which is 480...i feel like crying lar...heart pain sia..my money~

school aside...vion this yr 21 liao..wanted open chalet de(initially is go HK with family de, bt gor gor say cannot le), bt open chalet like beri mafan, cuz gt diff grp of ppl, mus plan alot of things, spend alot of money, damn hard to organise lor..tink i giving up on the idea liao...sighz... so it gotta be nth special this yr.. will be having lesson on my bdae itself, so wan celebrate oso cannot...

so in the end..jus 4gt it ba...do the same things like every yr...celebrate diff time diff places wif diff grp of frenz..i tink tis the best liao...the KL trip which i was tinkin bout..like hard to cum true oso...so everything jiu suan ler ba...so disappointing... no time, no money..sighz sighz..

Sistaz, Buddies, frenz & vion's loved ones, can u guys cum out wif nice nice ideas n make vion happy for her 21st bdae..sob (sounds so pathetic)...Vion wan alot of pressie oso! hah...

next thing to mention is bout CMA(my current job) nor, think most likely can get bonus ba...bt no salary increase..super sianz de...revise on salary oni in april..sob..bt aniway...i tink this yr i gona skip uni again...work fer this yr..next yr tn go uni...so tink bout the salary part still okie lar...even nt ok i oso cant do anithing...nw recession, wan change job oso hard...

nw i tink my job scope gonna change abit...eileen gona set goals for mi, i roughly noe wad it is ler..hmm guess will b handling diff things from maine..mostly will b in charge of client servicing, ACCOUNTS(god less manz, hope is not tt hard compare to wad i study), n others all would b the same except i wun b doin the expenses n "being a case manager for the time being"..

todae gt a beri sianz diao de feeling nor..my studies, my bdae, n my job...sobx..nth beri huge bt making mi beri demoralized..sighz... Vion JIA YOU! Charmaine JIA YOU! Min shi JIA YOU! Everyone JIA YOU!

An Important Day not to forget!!

2009-01-02T00:29:00.011+08:00

Happy Birthday Kevin!

I love you forever & ever~

Muacks Muacks!!

Boo Boo Ram..hee..

Stay Happy Kaez,

Gal Gal I will be forever there for you when you need me,

and listen to you complains..

Heheh~

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*HaPPy BirTHdaY tO yOU!!!*
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Happy Moo Moo Year!

2009-01-01T14:23:00.003+08:00

Let's have a summary of Vion in Year 2008:

Came back from Beijing, vion's happiest time in her 20yrs shld b in beijing le..though is oni a 2mths...bt is the best memories le..learnt how to knit, learnt how to use washing machine & did alot of housework!~ Beijing ThemePark is 100000x better than the 1 in Genting..Singapore 1 can demolished ler actuali..haha >.< heex =D
Learnt rollerblading from Ming, Yao & Kenny!!
Simon lost my bicycle while I was in Cheena T.T
Graduated from Nanyang Polytechnic Diploma in Information Technology aft 3yrs...the slacking time is over, everyone gona walk their own paths..it's time to say bye bye, love u guys *Ben&co, Ming&co & Jess&co****
April Fool! Yr 2008 was the most meaningful April 1st for mi, not only is it Lynn & Benben Bdae, it was oso the date i passed my driving test!! Dragged fer so long, at last i gt it, but i gonna miss Mr Neo so much, his stories are so nice to listen!
No more working with EHG..no more sun tanning in sentosa, n no more club music & alcohol for the long long nights..Byebye Miki.. you will alwaes be in my heart de...in our next life, we sure will b frenz again..Rest in peace..And yr 2008 would b the last yr goin Thailand wif u guys, buaibuai!
Part of CMA(current job) now, welfare is good, everything is fine..mayb prob reali lies on mi...hah...i dun like..i tink i noe the reasons or mayb not..hmmm..next~
Take up LCCI Advanced Diploma in Accounting (July intake), a year to complete, gonna use this cert n get in to the university..
Been sick several times ever since im back frm thailand..suay suay suay! heat stroke, common flu, & even stomach flu on the last week of the yr, WTH..dotx..
Enrolled in Class 2B, passed TTT, in lesson 2(Practical) & RTT will be on this yr Feb 5..my skin tone nw is beri beri "nice", sumthing like the zebra crossing..wahaha..Bike is quite fun..sumthing like bicycle..bt abit heavier..bt less energy needed n faster..oohhooohh..
Lost Victor silver LG KU990R Viewty, sobx..im so so sorry..lost 2 phone in a yr...1 in beijing(K800i), and 1 within 10daes i gt the fone(Viewty)..both on bus! damn idiot..
Change the position of the furnitures in my room, and installed new aircon..
Temper is as bad as usual, character no change, hmm..money minded..wad else? hmm cant think of anithing..so haha..let's skip~

New Year Resolutions for Year of Moo Moo 2009

Passed my Class 2B
Completed my LCCI advanced diploma
Getaway to Hong Kong, Macau & Zhu Hai
Get a bike(maybe)
Save another 10K
Better temper
Plan my future (Study or continue working)

Actuali dun reali haf much plans yet...haha...bt i tink above is wad i can tink of ba...Year 2009...oh please let it b a good 1..I wan to be healthy, i wan to save money, be a good gal, and can travel travel travel..heehhee..Hmm..let's take a step by a step ba...i will kip my blog alive de..hehe..

Moo mOo!!! Have a wonderful & smooth year ahead!!

I lost Vic phone

2008-12-22T13:54:00.000+08:00

Actuali I blogged on last fri de…bt I did it on Microsoft Words and I did not save…so is gone nw…n im lazy to rewrite again…

So Im jus gonna tok about wad haben on sun…

Took 913 to cwp..wanted to go courts n c my shoe rack n hu noes..i dropped my fone on the bus….wn I realized the bus already left…bloody fucking hell! Went to the service counter n c if they can help n the fucker hu served mi was damn irritating…tokin all the craps..shit him de lar…anyway…his colleagues r more helpful to help mi find out the bus number..

Bt actuali I dun haf much hope le…it was gone wn I went up the bus again…sumone took it n already off it…shit de lar…I swear in future if I pick up ppl fone I wun return as well…

The worst thing is…the fone is Vic de…nt mine…if it’s mine..i jus cry tn jiu suan le…curse my ownself will do…bt it was his…n he din backup his data…I was like damn guilty nor..

Haiz..dun sae le…moodless…tis yr im reali damn suay lar…

Class 2B

2008-12-13T22:43:00.003+08:00

using LG Ku990 now...hmm actuali nt tt hard to use..bt nt beri user friendly like nokia n SE i tink..gona try out 4 a mth n c if i like it..

aniway..ytd went to watch "the day earth stood still"..nt bad actuali..initially we bought a malay show lor..tt ken still fall aslp lo...so we decided to leave the theater..n we decided to sneak into the opposite 1..bt tt ken went toilet very long lo...ended u wn we called tn noe he was vomitting..dot...actuali he shld rest lar..bt ended he went in the cinema with us..bt then leh,..i tink throughout he was slpin lor...diaox...

todae din go run bt i woke up at 7plus still...watched drama series online hee...went fer my 2B orientation n practical..hah..beri fun bt tn the bike is heavy lar...n i sweated like hell lar...haha...i was telling fa mayb can take the chance to slim down lo..so stupid...lunch at nihon mura..wasnt beri impressive nor..i couldnt even finish my rice...sianz...tink next sat i make my sandwich n bring over..heh..

trial riding theory was a fast 1...i oni used 15mins to complete n i scored 48/50..n the 1st few mins i was trying beri hard to log in lo...cuz kip typing wrgly etc...the screen cocked up lo..dot..

looking forward to next sat...heehee..

I'm always making wrong decisions.

2008-12-07T17:09:00.002+08:00

went ssdc to enroll class 2b finally...1st prac i trial theory test will b on next sat...im looking forward to it..

met ms on sat for our usual jog....n afternoon actuali was to go jb wif hong de bt goddamn it rained! sickening de lar...n hong nid to fetch ying ying to work at 7 =( which means jb trip gotta postponed..i sure bu shuang de ma...so i die die wan to go....

stupid hong hong 4gt to bring helmet for yingying so he took my one! arggggh..meet up wif choon, fa & the rest while waiting hong to cum back n go jb wif mi..i was reali getting moodless liao lor...bt bernard damn funny de..kip entertaining mi..

finally hong came back n we rode off to the custom...actualli reali beri sianz diao ler...cuz was 8plus...so most probably the shops all closed liao...bt we still went to try our luck..cuz hong oso wan to pump fuel for his bike...

n when the custom..the fucking cheebye stupid mi dropped the helmet!!!!!! n i was too blur to react...i stonned nor...beri heartbroken de bt i oni noe hw to stonned!!shit de lar....my helmet itself was ok...bt the visor was full of scratches...reali feel like using a knife n stab myself lo...sighz... zilong..im so so sorry...

damn heartache de...the helmet is so new oni lo...i haben even start my 1st prac lar..n it dropped!hw clumsy can i get...sighz..

aniway...malaysia new custom shld b opening soon...the suai suai us gt to go in a big big circle jus to go city square..cuz the road at the seaside thr was closed n we gt to die die go thru the new custom...n all the way till sentosa thr!!!damn far lar...bt the new custom was reali quite nice lar...

bt heng the shops still haben closed yet...collected my lens n went to get my barang barang at watson..bt too bad hong de disc shop was closed le....liew was till i came out frm watson den i start reacting towards my helmet lo...kip complaining to hong hong..tellin him i so heartache n blah blah lar..sob...

went eat prata for supper b4 goin back ...sob...my poor helmet....while eating i jus couldnt stop toking bout my helmet..sighz...

sighz...tink bo bian lar...tink still can use for my practical lar..mayb pass liao vif the helmet still in gd condition tn i go buy a visor lor...if nt i wun throw it oso lar...cuz is liang liang gif de ma^^ bt bloody idiot mi dropped it.. $^#^*(%#@#^

****Cat taking off its collar****

Can't jump out of the sad sad circle

2008-12-04T23:58:00.004+08:00

i dunno y i mus torture myself...last week is reali a horrible 1 for mi...n tiz week isnt perfect too...not gonna tok bout last week...i noe fer myself jiu hao...

doin housework the whole sundae frm the time i woke up till i slp...much cleaner...more up to my standard(actuali nt much changes oso..)

sumone is so suai to haf his NRIC flushed down in the toilet bowl...n the worst thing...he gotta enlist a dae ltr...went to visit this poor little boi....bt ended up im like goin thr oni fer my supper...din gt to chat much wif him...n i spent a good 18DOLLARS for tt...dotz...

din reali haf our "own time" on the last dae b4 his enlistment...bt guessed is fine...cuz is beta tn we din even get to meet nor..

qian bdae was at cine ktv..was thr fer oni a few hrs oni tn i jiu headed hm le...noe wad?wn im like at toapayoh or wadeva stn mum called n sae: "Hey gal ar...if tonite u dun wan go lesson tn nvm lo...cuz im still at orchard wif ur dad n we r nt goin hm yet.."..diao de lar...kena put aeroplane by mama...bt tt time i oso lazy to go back find them le so suan ler lor..(sista..dun angry hor..wn i on train i alreadi blur blur wan to die le..u guys noe de rite..im sick)

once reached hm...i jiu "kaboom" fall on bed n beri fast jiu orn orn liao...12am plus tn wake up...saw 2 miss calls frm the poor little boi n one of his sms saying "i 1st dae jiu din pick up his call le"..i was like...so sad nor...shldnt haf slp de...din wanted to miss his call de nor...i was like scolding myself "y im sick, idiot lar!"..sighz..

bt beri early in the next morning i gt a call frm him...haha jus nw around 10plus oso..bt is like beri rushed nor...he oso like nth much to sae oso...hmm...so mayb if he din call oso nvm?i dunno...sighz..

i dunno y i jus couldnt cheer up...feel beri sickening myself oso...haiz...sianz....aargh...i dunno wad to do lar....go bang the wall le lar...sighz...nt typing le.. nitex all..

you told mi 2 share wif u my feelings, bt wad did u do in return?u jus left mi alone..u did nth..

Slpless nights

2008-11-29T15:10:00.002+08:00

hmm...finally managed to slp last nite..hmm..tink my body reali couldnt tahan le...so beri fast jiu fall aslp le..n jus got to noe tt sumone hu couldnt slp as well...hmm

though din have ani slp...bt i din put aeroplane at all..

Mon: Went orchard mit Shermaine (managed to slp 2hrs i guess)

Tues: Meet my 2 sistas..had fun..was tired..bt i jus couldnt slp..

Wed: Was so tired till i din wanted to go dance..bt still...i dun wan to disappoint mum..Slpless

Thur: Prawning wif Vic..im so damn tired le...bt i jus dun wish to spoil vic mood..aniway..vic nvr failed to entertain mi...so eveything turn up jus fine...my 1st time prawning was a gd 1.. fun.. haha..we altgt gt 12prawns..4 extra large(with spiky n hairy pincer de)..4 large(with thin pincer)..3 medium n 1 small small 1 like the normal tiger prawn we buy frm market...FYI..we oni use 1rod...so is alreadi consider as gd result le..bleah...

n kind weekeat gave mi a ride hm...all the way frm tampanines to bishan n fetch mi...hah...i brought 2 living prawns(put in plastic bag) hm...tn i put the prawns on the bike seat on the space in between of us n weekeat suddenly was saying "why my buttock wet wet cold cold de ar..ahhahaha...it was becuz the prawn poke a hole on the plastic bag...wahahha...bt weekeat din angry la..heng ar...went chong pang buy gor gor de supper(supposingly shld b dinner de..bt i went hm too late le...sorri kev..muack muack...) tok tok awhile jiu go hm le..reached hm around 12 plus 1 like tt..had 2 pills...so bout 2am plus jiu managed to orn orn le..dinner wif dad n go sony servi:ce ctr..

fri: meet dad n mom at orchard sony service ctr...kev came to join us for dinner at ding tai feng...went walk walk around n had icecream..initially dad wan buy clothes n bag fer mi de..bt i jus couldnt spot ani nice 1..so too bad lar...

took cab hm..n beri fast jiu orn orn le...w/o taking ani pill..consider as a gd thing ba..hmmm...

today: went ICA building wif ms...whole journey slp...cus reali no energy liao..reached stadium at around 10plus i tink..oni ran fer 3 rounds jiu started drizzling le...

aniway..i finally sold my fone..at wlands ctr...haha..bt nt gona buy a new 1..sighx..e money i using to offset my passport n bike enrolment de..haiz..next yr tn buy ba....

hmm..having sore throat nw..damn xin ku de...sianz...

Downstream panic..thank you!

2008-11-24T02:54:00.003+08:00

started from fri nite...vion wasnt reali happy at all...cuz of the "sumthing"...bt cum to tink nw...is reali stupid.. haha...bt at least i found out sumthing...he do cares.. ^^

todae finally went to buy my contact lens!! woohooo~ bt tiz oso means...im totally broke...haha..bt it's ok...1 week beri fast pass de...haha...went jb todae n was raining damn heavily wn we reached custom...poor hong hong was drenched la..n i was safe thx to his rain coat...

went to check price fer joy acuvue define b4 buying mine from the "regular" shop...haha...i tink i made fren wif the sale person(ms...im toking bout the guy hu serve u...he kip suaning mi lo) liao..lolx...i tried freshlook sample oni...dotx de nor...i tink the sample reali alot of ppl wear b4 ler...cuz it reali hurts...

aniway...hong chose the colors fer mi...green, blue n turquoise..bt tn thr is oni stock fer green...so gt to make another trip down to collect the other 2... so i giving sumbody a chance to pei mi go...let's hope i wun kena put aeroplane again nor...

ytd (22/11/08) was hong 20th bdae..so lor...i treat him go eat...bt noe wad...sumbody f**king ch**bye la...cut his helmet tn sumone poke a hole in his seat..he jus made de lor...dot lor...hmm..so clever vion went to borrow another helmet w/o the owner permission...cannot blame mi lor...hu ask thy so bad...

goin back sg was quite a smooth 1...chat chat wif hong hong at y 768 till he came to fetch mi^^

talk alittle..play alittle..it doesnt seems a big deal..bt i enjoyed the moments...life can b so simple...as long as u dun ask for so much...n tink lesser!! communication is a must...n sumtimes...sitting down, playing game together can b all i need..at least..for that few minutes..we were smiling..heh..

I love my contact lens!!!is green!!!haha...cant stop myself frm taking photos>.<

Stories

2008-11-22T06:16:00.003+08:00

z: telling g tt he's not romantic, etc..

g: asking z if he's bad, will z despise n leave him..

z: telling s bout the situation, her feelings n thoughts..

s: reminding z the choice she made n the things she said b4

z: thinkin twice, replying g tt it's ok, bt is actuali not..

g is happy with the ans..bt z wasnt..

z: asking g why she doesnt haf the sumthing tt ppl has

g: answering why is thr a need...

z was a bit demoralized bt tinking twice, she decided tt thr isnt a need..

f: asking if z is alrite

z: telling f tt she tink tt games r more important tn her to g

f:telling z not to b upset

still, z felt sad but dint wan to voice out to g

-21 Nov 2008-

Monday Blues, turning Black

2008-11-18T13:07:00.000+08:00

posted on mon nite:

how i wish everydae is sat or sun..can c the ppl i like..nt like wkdaes..sianz..

sun went amk hub wif fabby...fabby ma...nt much change..still can recognise him...more tanned n fit le..haha..we met to c things awhile jiu parted le..

meet gong zhu n slack de whole afternoon... ^^ went pool at nite..quite sum time din play ler..my aiming still damn poor...hah...long way to go..

met my dear ms chia for dinner/supper at ap mac wif Mr Tan..seems so long nvr meet le lar..bt qian look awaes sama sama de..totally no change..still as talkative as awaes..ahhah...

n it cum to mon..it sux! 1st thing in the morning wn i reached office...i cut my finger by the paper..n i tot everything started getting beta cuz mi n joy were on gd term again..hu noes...late afternoon was totally shitty fer mi...haiz...damn sianz de...

Thanks to Vic, the bdae boi...hu doesnt noe anything..yet brightens up my dae..his bdae is the best bdae celebration of Nov 08..hehe..the rest jiu 4gt it ba...dot...we went MOF bugis for dinner..whr we started wif 3 sets of soba(cold soba. omelette soba n mixed tempura soba, FYI, vion love soba>.<)...unagi riceball...yummy..is nice bt beri filling..hah...last bt least...our dessert was macha redbean(i suddenly forgot the jap translation for redbean..ps)..everything was nice..bt the dessert wasnt much impressive..hah...the whole meal costs $51.26 if i din remembered wrgly...thanks victor~ heh..

Next up was arcade! i was like "HUH, we jus eat bao bao leh!r u sure??" bt haha..it was fun 1...played bball n "panic manic ghosts"(this game is damn cute, we both was like playing for a good half an hr or more?haha)

vic pei mi take train all the way back to admiralty tn he went hm..it was a very simple bdae celebration..bt we both enjoyed ourselves! compared to fri, todae is reali much more beta..hmm..

shall upload pics tml or so..nitez.

Pictures of the Day!

2008-11-15T22:53:00.002+08:00

taken sumtimes back wn we jus had our haircut.

my dinner!

MS busy taing photo of her dinner~

testing testing 1 2 3~

minshi in her new dress!

Last but not least, Gina's bdae

-The End-

Min Shi Day

2008-11-15T22:18:00.002+08:00

Hmm..In future, i shall name Saturday as Min Shi day, heh..cuz almost every sat sure will c her face de..lolx

aniway..ytd went cine watch Madagascar wif nana & co..was nana bdae..erm..sad to sae..was quite a boring 1..it wasnt a good 1 for me either..sianz..dun sae le..

shopping at jb wif ms was a good 1...make my mood level rise...bt i tink i din haf enuff slp..so actuali i was beri tired de...heng is shoppin wif ms..or i tink i sure will beri sianz diao de...hmm..

i spent RM $100, bought 1 stussy polo(Black w/red) and 3 toothbrushes=.=, ms spent SGD $100, 1 baby milo shirt(Black), 1 stussy polo(Black w/white), 1 Addidas dry fit, n 1 black dress, woo~~~ oh ya...ms bought a 1 month contact lens..heh...her 1st time..lolx

dinner was at Secret Recipe, i had pumpkin soup, dory wif lobster sauce n ms had mushroom soup, with chicken corden bleu...the bill was 50+++..quite worth it, cuz it was nice~

went toa payoh wif fa to get his hp...in the end...he gt himself a Nokia 6500(initially he wanted Nokia 6600 de), he's so kiddy la..like a 3years old kid hu jus gt his new toy car..haha..

hmm...im so tired...gt to go rest le..nitex guys...

23 days left =I

2008-11-10T14:00:00.002+08:00

Thur went ken’s saloon to trim my hair with minshi..nt much changes..oni shorter abit…n the spoilt 1 r trimmed off..MS cut her hair too…more layered nw…I feel it’s beta..cuz initially her hair too straight?plain?flat? le..

Fri met fa at AMK hub…went gai gai c my things n his hp..decided to get a new hp as well..bt dun haf ani model in mind yet..watched James Bond wif fa…we like having pinic in the cinema…cuz we bought a few packets of chips n sum sushi as well..nt forgetting our drinks too.. reached hm around midnight I tink…

Sat as usual meet minshi early in morning…bt we went SIR building n queensway instead of jogging =p din change my passport photo in the end…cuz the person sae I gt to change a new passport..sianz

Finally had my ikea meatballs~ with the chicken soup n spaghetti..yummy!! Bought a pan specially for hmmm…secret..haha..bought a purple FBT shorts..n MS bought 2 black ones n a dry-fit shirt..a nike bottle n her rackets’ grips as well..

Went chong pang cc wif fa, kamhoe n gary…cuz is jus too early to go home =.= it’s been mths I watched china ppl play bball ler…as usual..thy r gd..heh

Sun is my favorite dae of all ^^ din do much things…din go much play…bt is bout hu u r with..right MS? Slacked the whole morning n afternoon…my pancake sumhw failed again…cuz too thick liao..sobz..

Went sembawang cc n cwp in the nite…getting to sembawang is reali like hell(being exaggerating here..bleahz) walked a beri long distance to reach thr n found out that bus no 169 gt passby here…dots dot dotZ!! “Next time, check the place u r goin, where is it, how to go n wad transport to take”, I will remember de..hehe..

Met mom n bro at cwp singtel..cancelled MIO tv le..since is a waste of money cuz no one has the time to watch..bro bought a SK II package fer mama..so 孝顺 rite…wahahah.. we went sum jewellery shops n mummy n gor gor was looking for my 21^st years old key…

Time reali flies manz…so fast Im goin 21 le…kev ask mi hw I wan to celebrate n wad I wan for my bdae…seriously..i haben reali tink of tt nor…wad I can tink of is oni car, travel n chalet..wad else?i reali cant tink of ani gd idea nor…lolx..

Hmm..Sum ppl jus cant shut their itchy mouth la…like to spread nonsense around…damn pissed off la..they r jus selfish lor..wun tink of other ppl feelings..n trying to make things worse n complicated..i reali dunno wad thy can benefit from it lor…idiot de lar..if thy dunno anything…tn jus shut the hell up n fuck off lo…argh…wad for meddle wif ppl business..awww! damn irritating de lar..(bt well, I din show Mr Tan I was tt pissed off..bt I am very very irritated lor!).. Feel like kicking them down the stairs sia..hmm..(sae sae oni..wun cum true in reality de -.-“)

****Counting down 6more daes to Sunday****

Just pop by to drop down sum words

2008-11-05T23:17:00.002+08:00

Wed is ending...tink for the past week till now...todae is the earliest i reach hm...

went alot of places..did alot of things..alot of things seems to happen..gt mixed feelings..both gd n bad...bt everything seems to b settling down..so i guess is beta nw ler..

changing office seems to b beta for mi...i dunno how to sae...bt i contented wif my seat..finally can start saving sum money...bt i kip goin out...n i gt a list of things to pay n buy too...sighz..

jus wanted blog...bt dunno wad more to sae..tml goin cut hair..hah..

What r you thinking, can I know?

2008-10-31T11:51:00.003+08:00

hmmm...it's fri finally..nw at boss house slacking rather tn doing work..their 2 golden retrievers are pretty..shall post the pics soon..their house..hmm..reali make ppl envy manz..

heeh..meeting fa ltr n goin to 768 practice dota...im noob T_T tml goin wild wild wet...is been like a yr plus or 2 i visited thr i guess..dunno hw will it turn out tml...heh...my sun kena burnt liao..cuz 1.30pm mus report to office to unpack the stuffs(cuz we move to new office le..jus opp building)..sob still tot can relax..aniway..once we move to the new office..i will b sitting nearest to the entrance..meaning cannot surf net during office hrs n blah blah blah liao..like no privacy like tt..haha...(actuali nt tt jialat lar..)

****Vion is stressed, because of ?????****

Happy Bdae to Kam Hoe, Xiao Qi and Melissa!

2008-10-27T17:14:00.003+08:00

Look at the bruises!!! tt idiot leong kam hoe pinched mi till like tt k..wth!

bt is still his bdae afterall..so gt him a belt as present...the brown 1...mi n bong chose de =) got him a chocolate icecream cake as well..from ice³ whr mi n kang, jo n maine went for supper/dessert..heh..

nah^ this is the jerk tt abused mi..liew...his bdae party ish damn damn boring(not to him mayb)..gt nth to do de...heng ar shan...u din cum...i actuali din go de...bt he persuade my mama to make mi go=.= tink around 4plus 5 tn reached hm...

the next dae met ben&co to celebrate xiao qi n mel bdae(bt last min xiao qi couldnt make it..n sui sing gt work)..so it became oni e 4 of us(ben, yanhao, mel n vion)..haha..n blur little mel still dunno tt we r celebrating her bdae nor..all along she tot we were oni celebrating xiao qi bdae..lol..
went aston for lunch at cathay..not bad leh!my 1st visit thr..food r nt ex n nice...e baked potato is yummy~ oya..we got mel a rip curl purse..cuz hers is like ermz...beri beri "log kok" liao x.x

nice rite..haha..the box is nice oso..and gt alot of compartment inside the purse..nt bad nt bad..heex

n im the one to wrap..woohoo...nice? i love it! heh..the wrapper itself is nice too...lolx..

went 768 at nite...n we went mac to "blow blow wind"..haha..n edwin was wearing his bandana..tn funny la..like obasan..bt he damn poor thing lor..lost his hp tt nite...

hmm...cant wait to get my salary next week..gotta clear all my debts...dot...i like owe alot of ppl money lar(oni 2 person actuali, jus tt amount isnt small=x)..want trim my hair on the cuming sat wif ms...heh..goin jogging n queensway wif her oso...n ikea meat ball, im cuming~ wahaha..

fri goin holland rd for work..cuz our new office is nt ready for us to move in yet..n u noe wad...dear eileen spent 4hrs to rearrange my seating position so i dun nid to sit wif joy..heng lar! haha..dunnid to kena poison of joy(charmaine invented this name de ^^) liao... tml maine nt cuming fer work..she's on leave...i would b damn bored le i tink...n the illustrations..omy...pls hope thr's none manz...omy...

****settling down****

Time

2008-10-22T23:56:00.004+08:00

finally back from genting...nw gt to start paying off all my debts..feel so busy once came back nor...everydae oso beri late tn go hm..holidae owaes pass so fast...work is damn damn sianz manz...haiz...

ytd took half dae leave...cuz totally sick till cannot tahan...met hong hong cuz dun wan go back wlands myself...beri kind de hong hong jiu meet mi n we went to meet up wif cheng song bai(xiao bai..bt i like his full name...n his gf is call rou min..heh=p)..tok tok awhile tn hong hong send mi hm...i tink i too sick or tired le..or mayb becuz of the flu tablet which cause drowsiness...i fall asleep on hong bike...n my foot fall off the step...heng din fall out the bike...tink hong shocked dao...psps hong hong...reached hm i jiu dropped dead le...todae still overslept leh...bt good thing is i feeling beta le..

hab been cuming to lan shop quite frequent recently(im at lan shop nw oso)...learning dota nw...i totally sux in it...sianz...

reading ys blog nw..misses bitc n beijing manz...hw i wish we can go back thr and stay for another 2more mths tgt again..lolx..hmm..n reading qian n shan blog make mi feel like I haben meet them for a century le..hmm..oh dear…sistas..miss u guys nor =X

gt to reali start revising my accounting nw…1month plus to sch reopen..hmm..haf to start saving money n stay more time at hm…n blah blah blah…feel like so many things to do siaz…oh my tian~

****Messy Blog****

Counting down to 2 more days

2008-10-14T15:16:00.003+08:00

hmm...din buy contact lens in the end...cuz considering tt i reali haf no money ler..so i gaf up the idea of buying..sighz..bt tn i will go in jb to check my index..so i can ask joan to check fer mi the price in Philippines n hopefully if it's cheaper..she can help mi buy back...

din slp on sun nite...erm cuz i was writing sumthing...?n by the time i finished..it was alreadi 5am..lie on the bed for an hr or 2..jiu started preparing to go work ler..acc gina to change n buy her things..went hm and slept around 10..ended up tiz morning still late..

hmm these few weeks quite moodless de...think started from last week of sep jiu like tiz ler..sianz..

actuali i did a blog for sum ppl last mth de..bt nvr gt the chance to show..is a simple n nice blog..to mi at least..thinking of closing le..cuz no point liao..hmm..quite pity de..bt wad to do neh..cuz it alreadi meaningless liao..bt aniway..thx minshi for the help..hmm..for the cbox thingy =)

think by next mth..can clear my debt ler ba..bt tn i tink dec tn can start saving money..cuz next mth still will beri tight..contract ending soon..dunno will extend anot..if nt no job = no money..tink mayb dun wan to take my degree le..even if take..probably oso nt next yr ba...next yr wan to focus in earning n saving $$..

actuali oso beri funny lo..no money i still can go genting...quite stupid de..hmm..tink end of this year or earlier next yr might nt b goin macau le...cuz cant save enuff money..dang..

hmm..i gt a new aim...n a new plan..bt i wun sae here..wait till i succeed ler tn i post up..hah..i do hope it will cum true..heh

yawns..beri bored at work..nt bcuz of nth to do...bt lazy to do...no motivation at all..sianz..bt tink i gonna stop here le ba...

vion jia you!!

****It's not important anymore.****

Some things you can't erase, no matter how hard you try

2008-10-11T23:09:00.003+08:00

wad a slow week..n a tiring week... finally met up wif jess..she getting prettier n prettier..issit bcuz of her job..haha..fyi..she's an air stewardess..

caught a flu ytd...kip sneezing n sneezing....slept for the whole afternoon..hmm..tink mi n ms decided to go for swimming every sun..tn tue n thur nite if she can tn will go jogging..as for sun in future..i will go running wif kang...aft which will go for my bike lesson ba..

fri was a bo liao dae..why? cuz early morning i n joy was so called "quarrelling" wn the bosses n consultant werent around..hmm..it started wif mi calling sherry tn she diao mii...aft tt wn i tok wif sherry again she suddenly shoot mi...sae wad i nt doing work, very free ar n wad so ever de lar..tn i tok back lor...shld b a small prob lar.. bt neh i dunno y ended up sum of my colleagues came n tok to me..n she complain to eileen oso..as usual lar..so used to it liao...aniway...i dun gif a damn..hah..so doesnt affect mi much...

bt fri was oso a surprising dae lar...thanks to liang liang...he bought mi a helmet...a mgp small size white helmet...he refused to tell the price...bt im surprised he bought it for mi nor..i oni told him once i wan to learn bike on phone oni...din ask him to buy for mi or wad...bt he gt it for mi...lolx..bt he sae he nt gona ride bike ler...cuz he wan invest in other things..so ytd was e last dae he gif mi a lift..hmm...i suddenly remembered liang bought mi a shirotan(a seal..sum cartoon charactor frm japan..n the shirotan he bought was a 100 plus plus centimeter soft toy) b4 oso..

aniway...kang kang oso beri gd...treat mi go jap restaurant...ate ebi tamago don, 2 plates of salmon shashimi, n sum sushi...heh..bao bao de..contented..

wanted buy a pants frm dano...saw it at bishan bt din buy...so told go cwp can buy...bt sold out ler..went amk thy dun haf...went yishun jus nw and was under renovation...wth...!!suai lar..tink tml if go jb din c nice nice de tn i go back bishan le lar...sianz diao nor...

monday will gt alot of things to finish i guess...die die mus complete the my things on wed..cuz taking off on thur...scare cum back do abit too late le..cuz we moving office soon liao...hmmm..

hopefully tml can buy my contact lens too...im so broke..owing money here n thr...those owe mi money de faster return mi neh...dot dot..

Tt's it..

2008-10-01T01:19:00.001+08:00

shagged

moodless

tired

speechless

bonkers

signing off,
vion goh

I'm so damn TIRED!

2008-09-26T11:08:00.004+08:00

Finally is fri...everydae oso counting down to wkend..n is finally here..damn manz...this week totally dun haf enuff slp lor...bt at least i finished watching another drama series...goin start a new 1 n continue watching lan qiu huo as well..hehe

bcuz of F1 we r knocking off at 5.30pm everydae this week..n todae is even beta...we r knocking at 5pm...great manz...can go hm earlier n rest...bt i tink ltr gt to tidy rm... so ended up still will beri late tn can slp...

tml finally can go repair my skates n go blading ler...wahlau...is like hw long ler lo...so long nvr c ming & baoli, so long nvr c yao n so long nvr go ecp! i cant wait for tml to cum manz...

oya...i still hoping to get a camera..haiz..dunno by this yr can get anot...sighz..im so broke manz..
n my hp recently gt a scar on the navigation button..bt i dunno hw i get tt...shit de lor..sobx..i tink my blog template gt sumthing wrg...hmm...might b changing soon i guess.. =(

suan ler...sept is ending soon n oct is cuming liao..so everything will be beta i guess..n i truely hope..hmm..lolx..i cant wait manz..goin genting in mid oct!! yea yea! lolx..gotta go work ler...cya guys tml..bitc peeps!

****Rollerblading!!!!!!!!!****

Drama Series~

2008-09-18T09:55:00.003+08:00

Morning! Heh..gotta blog 1st...dun tink will haf the time to blog ltr todae.. this morning as usual came work wif gor gor..

he was talking bout his long term plan to mi..his investment and everything nor..i suddenly
feel charlene beri beri xin fu nor..

heh...jus started watching ming zhong zhu ding...nw at oni ep 8..gonna start watching lan qiu huo tiz sun..lan qiu huo shld b beri fast jiu watched finish le...cuz oni 13eps..suddenly realised i dl so many drama series bt dun haf time to watch..hardisk almost goin full le...nt mentioning anime oso..hmmpt...bt tink these few sun can watch ler..heh heh..

hao lar..jus wanted to scribble sumthing oni...next month goin sentosa!yeh~ n hopefully goin zoo oso...is been yrs lar..haha...k lar..buai buai~

****Kevin & Charlene O_O****

I'm not dying

2008-09-15T12:57:00.002+08:00

Last fri met up wif bitc peeps(sum oni...ming & yao din cum)..aniway..met up wif fabian earlier to go fareast gai gai..supposingly to go gai gai wif sherry on wed de...bt becuz of my bhachata, kena cancelled ler...

spent few hrs at fareast n fabian oni manage to buy one polo...n for mi..i got 2 cardigan(same design..diff colors, color is fabby choose de..so nt nice blame him..heex =x) met up wif the rest at clinic..overall everyone doesnt haf much change..oni fabby became abit more fit..yongsheng has a little more meat..jo became chubby n keat seng lost sum weight oni...n mi...grown fat lor...haha..

went brewerks look fer qianqian n shun bian let the hungry ghost makan...lolx..cuz of qian we gt a 15% disc..bt nt i pay so nth to do wif mi..heh..

proceed on to mos...drink wif this bunch so many time yet this is the 1st time we go clubbing lor..heh..i oso 4gt wad time we left le...bt i noe wn we were out is alreadi drizzling..

sat was simon bro wedding..went over at 2 plus i guess..simon look not bad tt dae..wearing long sleeves n long pants..wif his hair dyed and styled.. dinner was at jurong..i knew it will b beri boring for mi...so i brought my psp along...heh..

everything ended at 11plus n i went hm at roughly 12plus 1?cant reali remember..was jus too tired to check the time..went hm myself cuz tt guy is jus too tired..lolx..

suppose to meet mr tan on sun de bt he gt work...so too bad nor...i slept till 4plus wake up le tn jiu all e way watch drama series till mama cum back tn go orn orn..

n jus nw morning i came work wif gor gor..scary lar.. duno at which stop i started to feel breathless..chest damn pain n beri beri giddy..whole body shivering n like goin to fall like tt..wanna puke bt cant...beri xin ku jiu diu ler..i oso dunno hw to describe..tn i suddenly grab my gor gor..at 1st he din realise de...bt aft awhile i guess he sensed tt im shivering or wad...tn he stop playing his ds n kip tokin to mi...bt i cant focus nor hear wad he sae lar..! dotx...gt off at city hall n i slowly walk to the shuttle bus stop..imma like a zombie or sumthing la..i so scare i will jus fall lor.. bt nw feeling beta le..oni left my head alittle heavy tt all..

die ar...dunno wads wrg wif mi..so troublesome..dotx.
```aniway,

****中秋节快乐!****

Blur Sotong

2008-09-12T17:15:00.003+08:00

【戀愛課程】
雙魚座付出的愛是同情，卻忘了學習愛是一切
天秤座付出的愛是優雅，卻忘了學習愛是和諧
天蠍座付出的愛是狂熱，卻忘了學習愛是妥協
金牛座付出的愛是耐心，卻忘了學習愛是寬恕
雙子座付出的愛是諒解，卻忘了學習愛是感覺
水瓶座付出的愛是包容，卻忘了學習愛是專一
射手座付出的愛是誠實，卻忘了學習愛是忠貞
巨蟹座付出的愛是奉獻，卻忘了學習愛是自由
處女座付出的愛是純潔，卻忘了學習愛是付出
獅子座付出的愛是奇跡，卻忘了學習愛是謙卑
牡羊座付出的愛是天真，卻忘了學習愛是諧和
摩羯座付出的愛是成熟，卻忘了學習愛是無私

【隱藏個性】
清純的處女座其實是很好色
現實的摩羯座其實是很浪漫的
慷慨的天秤座基本上是小氣的
溫馴的雙魚座也有冷酷的一面
很個性化的水瓶座並不愛出風頭
謹慎細心的天蠍座也會被禮物感動
看似磊落的獅子座其實暗中注意每個人
看似冷漠的雙子座會躲在無人之處流淚
愛冒險的射手座不喜歡生活秩序遭破壞
看似粗枝大葉的牡羊座其實喜歡做家事
膽小的巨蟹座其實有捨棄一切的冒險精神
誠實的金牛座也會騙人而且不覺得有罪惡感

took from audrey blog...sumhw sum part quite true..for mui lar..i mean..

ytd gt lesson at 7..aunty pat gave us(me, maine, sherry n joy) a ride to orchard stn...me n sherry was on our way to mrt n e 2 others went gai gai...so we went separate ways lor...on our way....mi n sherry happily chat n chat...n this ish went the story begin:

we reached the platform..thinking the train which is alreadi thr is to yishun..so we waited for the 2nd 1..n tn...we were wrg...it suppose to be the next train...fine..so i tot nvm...jus take the next one which is to yishun tn change..thus we gt on to the one which we tot was to yishun bt NO! it was to Marina Bay...bt we were so chatty we din even realise till i heard "next stop, raffles place. passenger goin to tanjong pagar pls... ..." WTH..shit lar...wrg train...we were wrg frm the start lor..diao...so i quickly got off wif Ms blur sherry hu still tink she on the right train...lolx...we r so sotong lar...sighz..

so ended up i was late 40+ mins for my lessons n jus nice...my 2 gals fren/clsmate pon class..sad nor..hmm..does this explain y i din reply ur msg, mr tan? cuz i still in the blur blur state n haben settled down yet..ps...

okie...now is 5.38pm...22mins to knock off and go shopping wif Mr Goh..haha..so long nvr meet le...last time we shoppin was in Beijing silk road ba...haha...meeting sum of bitc peeps too...finally gt the time to c my room mate bestie..haha...miss the days manz..gosh...aniway gtg liao...prepared to go..heh=)

****Shopping!****

Canon IXUS

2008-09-09T13:08:00.003+08:00

IXUS 85 IS

IXUS 860 IS

Sob..i wan a digi cam manz..hu can buy 4 me..vion has no money...~ had my lunch..nw slacking in the office..

dunno wad to blog bt jus wanted write sumthing...vion reali wish for a digi cam..sighz..

****I Want a Digital Camera, Very Badly!****

Bowling

2008-09-08T17:19:00.002+08:00

hi hi~ last weekend din get to meet ms...neither did i meet lynn fer study...bt leh... i beri gd gal..cuz i did my hmwrk..haha...kind of proud of tt...

went cwp wif mama walk walk...bt thr reali reali nth to walk lo...sianz..bt sumhw...we still able to walk for few hrs?bt we spent most of our time in watson and guardian..

sun was da best of last week...actuali was worst de...if sum1 put mi aeroplane..bt heng heng nor...went bukit panjang..jus to have dinner at mos...dotx...actuali wanted visit BP de superbowl..bt alreadi closed down beri long ago ler..so bo bian...took cab down to Orchid country club...played 2 games of bowling...

wahaha...i damn idiot de..dropped the ball 2 times...damn paiseh lar... dotx.. bt considering im still a beginner..so okay lar...okay rite?heex... went for pool aft tt..heh..din win at all..actuali i knew i wun la...so nvm...next time jiayou lor..heeheh..

tt's conclude for ytd nite lor.. went hm bathe ler jiu orn orn liao...still morning managed to reach on the dot sum more..heh... msg gor gor on the way to work on mrt, using Japanese language..damn funny de...gor gor kip complaining..lolx...

25mins to knock off...time passes fast todae..cuz i went out to run errands jus nw...delivers mooncake to sum banks...gotta continue tml..e mooncakes r abit heavy bt nvm lar...beta tn staying in office...doin e same things again n again...yawnz....

****I goin genting next month, i hope so~.~****

Weekend

2008-09-03T12:34:00.003+08:00

OMg...its oni tues..cant wait for weekend to cum...cuz im goin meet up wif my MS n goin bowling wif Mr Tan on sun..

aniway...bought alot of masks the past 2 daes, had dinner at Ding Tai Fung on mon n Waraku for Lunch on tue..haha..both r nice...yummy..

these past 2 daes...alot of of ppl cam up to sae "vion ar...wad u did during wkend huh?y ur face like charcoal?" lolx...cuz i went running n swimming i din put suntan lotion..so haha...kenna tanned nor...bt i prefer being dark..lolx...look healthy ma..bleahz..

Ben n yan hao goin army soon ler...think we will gt lesser time to meet liao...jus like ming&co..till nw...still haben to meet ever since thy went fer NS..aniway..i oso busy wif my classes lar..so lor..oni weekend can relax relax abit...weekdae jus guai guai go hm early n pei mama..

next week will b a busy week..celebrating ppl bdae.. attend wedding n pei mummy go jb...oya...i might b goin genting or KL next month or the following 1..heheh...can go play again..hahah...bt genting reali go till abit sianz ler...at nite oni can go casino n makan...or else jiu go their clubs...bt their pubs all those nt nice de...hmmmpt..hmm..bt sui bian lar...beta tn staying in SG...bt i definitely prefer KL lar..heh....

****Quick, quick!Get me out of town!=p ****

~ Water ~

2008-09-01T00:28:00.003+08:00

1st Sept le...still gt 4mths to next yr...back frm phuket bout 10plus days le...singapore weather is definitely beta tn thr...n readed the papers ytd...thailand(phuket n bangkok r the ones affected) gt riot..protesters filled the airport and planes couldn't fly..many singaporean were held thr...poor thing...n lucky us...heng im back ler..haha..

aniway..was abit unwell last week.. bt fully recovered ler...can jump n scream like a mad cat again..hmm..sch has been tough for mui...cuz mr bala(our tutor) tok damn fast...n im owaes late..so i cant catch wad he's toking..thx to my classmate lynn..helpin mi copy the notes n we met up to study tgt...hahah...mi n her..both beri loud n stubborn de...we can argue over 1 question 4 few hrs...talk beri loudly like nobody business..scratching our head till our hair messy like siao char bo..n if u were thr ytd at mac..u surely will c these 2 siao char bo thr de..hahah..

sec fren gathering at ikoi on fri nite..hmm..food was not bad..ate alot...beri beri full...till walk or stand oso beri hard..was a buffet ma...so hahah..expected de...kang kang was our driver again...aft sending jeremiah hm...we shun bian went to buy bread..i brought back 3 packets in the end..cuz jo bought extra heh...

i think i will like saturday alot frm nw onwards..cuz i will meet ms to stadium..aft tt...we will gt plans to do this n that...shop here n thr..n buy barang barang hm..heh...oya...ms...the "eh hem"
beri nice to wear...i mean the grey 1..hahaahha...

hmm..went jurong sport complex todae...ever since i cum back frm phuket...i kip thinking of swimming..so lar...i gt mr tan to pei mi go..we met at 10..makan at lakeside hawker..n we started slacking thr at 11.30pm till 3.30pm..im contented..heh...wasnt fun...bt was a great time...lol...nt 4getting to mention...thr was quite a number of ABNN(in case u dunno wads tt...ish "ah bu nei nei"..haha..)

had 2 boxes of jagabee as my lunch...cuz wasnt tt hungry yet..aniway..i had prawn mee n super SWEET soya bean as my breakfast..sum gong gong still ask to add more sugar syrup leh...toot head..lol..dinner..had few fries only...i actuali bought 1 large fries de..bt i tink i too late eat le..kena gastric liao...so beri xin ku to continue eat..so i brought hm for mama to finish..bt at least i ate a few...beta tn nth..

reached hm do my mask n online to find yanhao...cuz tml meeting my poly clique for dinner...gt to plan...n we decided to go ding tai fung tml..wahahah..might b goin waraku tml oso...4gt tml or tue..aniway..gona spend alot again liao..

tt time at new york new york..gaf ben a bottle of red to celebrate his bdae in advance..bt was a complimentary frm NYNY la..so tml we goin give him a white as his belated bdae..haha..since he noe hw to appreciate wine ar..so 2 wun b too much lar..hahah...

omg..i din notice ish 1am liao..gotta go orn orn le...so tt's all lar..nitex guys...

****I want a getaway, again =p ****

1st time in my life, I miss Singapore T_T

2008-08-21T10:48:00.005+08:00

1st of all...a thousand sorry Mr zhe rui..he din overslpt bt he gt sumthing on instead..lolx...

aniway...work resume todae..super duper sianz...

Day b4 goin Phuket
met up wif jess in mid afternoon...her room is still so nice...able to make ppl feel so much like slpin lying on the bed..hahah..gd for this babe..she's an air stewardess nw..gd pay n gd job lar...

went hm n pack my stuff for the trip...bring quite little things thus bag was quite light...was suppose to catch a movie...bt ended up in yishun eating dinner..lolx...din slp tt nite..cuz i scare i overslpt..actuali meeting jonsson to go xiao yu house tgt de bt i too lazy to travel to hougang ler...heh....

Day 1
went Go Kart straight aft arriving in Phuket...were the 1st to reach thr(me, leo, amrit, sky n co)...we went 1st n haha...is damn fun lar...beri beri shiok sia...sky n amrit was beri beri fast..n sky was the winner of the winners...cuz we go by batches of 10 or so...then the best 2 of each batches get to race again again..the prize was cash n a trophy...gd sia lar..bt was dangerous oso..vince kena 8stitches n he on wheelchair nw..ke lian...

back at the hotel aft we settled down...we went shoppin at the nearby market...i kena heat stroke..so din buy anithing...tagged wif amrit back to hotel n bought burger king b4 goin back...

company dinner at the lakeside ballroom..din eat much..bt drank a few glass of beer..tiz yr de prizes reali beri gd lar...bt dun haf my share..so oso no use..coastes gt 3 ppl won...xiao yu won SGD500 cash and $500 takashimaya voucher, phang won a wii n raymond won a boston plasma...gd rite...

Day 2
woke up 11plus fer breakfast...hotel breakfast ended so no choice mi n phang went subway..ta bao back to eat n chit chat in our rm...aft tt went shoppin...bought quite alot..spent almost all my baht(i oni change SGD100)..weather was still as hot as the 1st dae..reali buai tahan nor...

phang n michelle bought bikinis cuz we goin to swim...i brought my own 1 so din haf to buy...bt i bought 2 tankini fer mummy...lolx...ish reali cheap lar...kaoz...went off early to meet faizal..cuz i wanted to change another SGD50...n aft tt went walk walk wif michelle to patong beach...thr's reali too much to walk...

went back hotel to find phang for dinner..bt she still at the pool...wif the rest of the coastes ppl..n kns...got drag down to the pool...sobz..nt 1 time...bt quite a few times by different ppl..dotz dotz..bt okie lar..everything was quite fun...

had kfc fer dinner in the end..bathe again n went fer my last min shopping wif michelle...while kharin n e rest went for facial..met them aft my shoppin n their facial...n we proceed to Hollywood(a club in Phuket)..

we stayed till 4plus tn go back...i was tipsy n puked..couldnt walk straight..bt still noe wad im doin..diaoz..heh..the next morning hangover...totally beri shagged..thx xiao yu...for taking care of mi...i owe u 1..ps...thx kai n dan oso..

Day 3
finally is the dae to go back...dunno y...i feel like goin back so badly...tink thiz time nt a good trip ba...tt y dun feel like staying..heng i din extend ar..haha...aniway...xiao yu took care of mi the whole journey back to sg...thx alot manz buddy...

reached home totally KO le..stuck on my bed throughout ytd..oni managed to wake up for lunch & dinner...haben unpack my stuffs yet...bt mama alreadi took out those tt nid to wash...thx mummy..love ya lots manz..muackz..

n nw im having a real headache..slight fever oso...beri beri de buai song..ltr still haf to go sch..thinking of skipping sia...haiz...c hw lar...

****Phuket is damn hot lar!****

I'm random =.=

2008-08-15T14:07:00.005+08:00

k so far this week i oni been to New York New York with Ben&co for dinner...the rest of the week slack...jus realised i nid to collect pics frm jo, ben, mel, n for marcus bdae de..

was supposed to meet zherui bt tt pig overslpt...so our lunch meetup was called off...

finally ish fri....i can get my 5daes holidae at last...tiz whole week is so tiring....busy at work...working beri hard to kip eyes open..n aft work isnt like wad ppl awaes.."a worm during work, a dragon aft work"..bt for my case..im all the way tired...

aniway...i jus gona relax all the way till i cum back...cuz i noe aft this trip...it will b a beri long long while till i travel le...will b tied up wif work..studies n dance...

omg...i nt gonna b stuck wif office fer ever de...i will die in early age de... T_T

aniway..i miss blading manz...e last time i blade was like months ago...sobz...
ming, yao, kenny, baoli...bring mi to east coast pls..PLEASE!!!~ hahaha...

****I want rollerbading****

Monday Blues

2008-08-11T21:38:00.005+08:00

Monday Blues...hmmmm...cant wait for weekend to cum..finally...im goin Phuket next week le...bt sad la...bungy jump is cancelled..i dun tink i will spend my own money to go de...i rather go massage etc...goin for 3d2n...my bedroom buddies r....JOSEPHINE & Arlene...lolx...nt so gd term wif arlene...as for jo...needless to sae la...hahahah..she a bitch manz..oppz...i mean my coastes bestie..lolx...

we r so gona enjoy ourselves thr manz...finally a getway...i cant wait for the next one to cum...n 29th Aug..goin Ikoi Japanese Restaurant for sashimi buffet..omg...i jus cant resist food i tink...

aniway..last sat went ICE to eat icecream wif maine, jo n kang...the "go banana" mudpie is the nicest of all tt we ordered..heh...i jus darn like bananas lar...banana split...go banana...haha...enjoying all the ice cream banana..tml i sure gona order sumthing sumthing banana again at New York New York..hahah...so long din c ben&co le..bet thy surely sae im getting more n more fat...well tt's the fact..so wads more i can sae...

gona mi damn busy aft i cum back...so gona play till the fullest...i mean relax..nt play..wahahhaha...

ms...i cant wait to c u every sat...we mus plan well well k...muaxkz...c u wn i c u....tt's all...buai buai...

****Let's move on****

Toto 8 Million

2008-08-07T22:37:00.003+08:00

hmm...tiz week been beri beri busy meeting frenx...guess next week oso...after which...wun haf time again...cuz gt sch n other commitment..

todae is the 7th dae of the 7mth.."qi qiao jie"...no wonder rain so heavily...the sky was real dark in the late afternoon..

oya...i bought toto todae...tiz is my first time..wif charmaine...no high hope...bt jus wanted play play...hee...

n todae is reali a bad dae for maine i guess...we both have been sighing from morning till work end..she gt test todae...bt din haf the time to study...n due to sum reason...she couldnt study the dae b4 oso....hmm...weekend is finally cuming...so cheer up k...we will go ikoi soon n eat till song song...heh..(other tn food, i reali dunno wad i can tink of -.-" lolx)

aniway...im finally posting sum pics le....

this was my dunno wn de tea break "delights" liao...e donut is green tea flavor de...is too freaking sweet..eekz...i dun like...spoil my impression for green tea n donut...i so gona stop eating donut was mths...

wondering wad is this?thy r chocolate...is in cubes n thr's percentage...
the higher e percentage..the bitter it is....range frm 30%-99%..i tried e 99% wif 35% de..is reali bitter..bt shiok...i find them beri cute n actuali quite nice...Precision Chocolate from Hong Kong

Banana Split! It's my order..heh...i like butterscotch..n the dark choco sumthing de..hehe...the banana is damn nice to eat...yummy....

Ice Cream from Swensens..heee..i 4gt e name le..firebird or sumthing...i like the chocolate flavor...nt plain chocolate bt sumthing sumthing chocolate de..hehe

beri untidy hor...ate halfway le..so bobian..platter for 2 n garlic butter mussels...the mussels gravy is damn damn nice lar...the mussels r all big big de...shuang ar..heheh...the platter gt fish, rice, calamari, fries, prawns, oysters n i tink i din lack anithing out i suppose...e oysters was like...the hawker center the egg oyster..haha..cuz is fried de...so taste like sama sama..bt overall nt bad...victor paid..so is even nicer since is free la...wanted watch movie bt reali dun haf ani nice show..so we called off le...

actuali mon oso gt meet up wif marcus thy all at brewerks de..bt i dun haf pics..hee...ish all wif qian, shan, yuh n marcus...bt shan gt post ..so refer to her post ba..

next week gt meetups wif ben&co n zherui oso...n goin shoppin wif maine i guess..heeh..i nid money...oh god...i cant wait till month end manz...

-end-

****Mr Rain, are you happy or sad? I'm in between.****

August the Lunar 7th Month

2008-08-03T12:47:00.003+08:00

Finally ish aug ler..been working for 3mth plus..Contract left 5mths to completed..

Classes stopped fer 2weeks...means i got e time to finally meet my frenz..work has been quite busy lar...is like dun haf free time to do ani net surfing etc ler...bt oso gd lar...or i wld b damn bored de...

Next week gonna meet alot of ppl fer dinner...surely will cost a big bomb de...Zhe rui is back finally....it's been a yr liao...so fast...i so gonna meet him soon...n since is Aug...it mean i goin Phuket soon...heheh...

goin lib n study ltr...beri guai rite?hahah...bull shit de lar...is bcuz i owaes late for class...ended up teacher taught de i all blur blur dun understand...hahhaha...i remember if poly i wun care so much nor...bt accounting ar...if u miss out one small portion..think u can jump down liao...cuz is like all calculations lor...1st step wrg...tn all wrg ler...

bt okay lar...i awaes like maths...so is not gonna b so hard..jus need to revise lor...heex...

i ar..i tink i gettin more n more lazy..compare to the old me...i prefer to stay hm nw...n thr's alot of other factors lar...shall nt elaborate...cuz it gonna a long long chart to list out...

hmm...actuali i oso dunno wad to blog recently...mayb aft i cum back frm phuket ba....

so till then..take care peeps....

****Study****

Boring Life

2008-07-30T23:33:00.002+08:00

finally updating my half dead blog..sumone is saying tt is been quite sum time i updated..

qian is finally wif eh hem..shan is enjoying life like tai tai n ms seems to b quite troubled recently..ms..cheer up kkz....

sui sing bdae is cuming yet i cannot celebrate fer her..bcuz i need to attend sch...

i miss wei ming and fabian darn alot..kip flashing back to the gd times we haf in beijing...

ben has been busy, so m i...thus till nw..we still haben found a time to meet..not 4gettin victor as well

todae is the 2nd last lesson of my jive...bt i wun b able to attend the last 1..cuz i will b in phuket by tn...so sad lor...

din haf much rest ever since work started(i mentioned b4 i guess), n aft sch start...is even worst..
having headaches almost everydae...

owing ppl money again..sighz..no money siaz...sianz...bt still can survive lar...

hmmm...im feeling beri beri de sianz..is like i haf alot of things nt complete...and is stacking up like a moutain...making me out of breath..

nt stressful bt jus cant find myself to b happy...sighz..i realli hope this yr can pass as fast as possible manz....

tml is a boring dae again...bt mi n maine gona haf a nice lunch tml at suntec food bazaar(a beri small 1)..so tt's all for now lar....take care guys...nitex..

****if what i say hurts you, i'm sorry.****

I miss...

2008-07-30T23:31:00.001+08:00

I miss my childhood
I miss ballet
I miss Primary 1
I miss Bishan Park
I miss "zero point"
I miss Lee Tat Loon
I miss Michelle Mak
I miss Yue Er
I miss Catherine I miss canteen food
I miss national stadium
I miss Ang Mo Kio
I miss NTUC
I miss bus No. 410
I miss my hamsters
I miss Christmas
I miss bbq chicken wing
I miss lor mee
I miss the pick-up
I miss the puppies at the work site
I miss "piano-ing" daddy
I miss Red Cross
I miss Flag Raising
I miss "nOodles"
I miss Woodgrove Secondary
I miss Woodgrove Park
I miss bus No. 900 & 901
I miss big walk
I miss Salvation Army Day
I miss NDP parade
I miss carpark
I miss library I miss esplanade i miss east coast park i miss maths lesson
i miss shopping with Charmaine
i miss the fun time with Shan i miss watching lots of movies i miss wild wild wet i miss yoshinoya
i miss "mulan"i miss mini toons i miss passion i miss eating cup noodles outside cwp i miss yuki yaki i miss coastes i miss lecture hall
i miss fj, south canteen & north canteen
i miss workout with jess
i miss benz
i miss my study group
i miss new year at yan hao house
i miss baking cookies at mel house
i miss going legends with jess
i miss ajisen
i miss bitc
i miss weiming, fabian&co
i miss prince of tennis
i miss beijing
i miss graduation day
i miss so much so much stuffs but time couldn't turn back...i gt lots of regret yet i couldn't change anything..

****I miss everything****

Actuali u knew?

2008-07-17T01:08:00.002+08:00

ytd signed a 6mths contract wif my current company which is till end of the yr..bt if stay till jan..might b able to get bonus...

went bmc n register for my adv dip in accounting..gt to start working hard le..attitude towards kev again...hmm..seriously..he reali beri patient towards mi...so i noe the problem is lied on mi de...

no matter wad...i owing ppl money again...sighz...y m i awaes so pathetic dun haf money de...sighx...oya...i gt a bonus todae..gona get it tgt wif my cuming pay in month end..at least can ease my burden by a bit heex..

watched red cliff part 1 todae..is so nice...i like!!!i so gona catch e part 2...heex...wonder yanliang watched alreadi...his idol is actuali zhao zi long..lolx..

hmm...my everydae r like so packed...work takes up all my weekdaes leaving the nites n wkend...sch gona start n it gona take up tue n thur...n i might haf classes on wed n sat..which means i oni left wif mon, fri nite & sun as my free time..sighz..saddening...no time for everything..do wad oso dun haf feeling..jus noe wads the most important things r studies, family n income...others i totally like no time lar..

hmmMm..realationship to mi nw is reali erm...i dunoe...i lost faith ba...i dun even noe hw to use the right attitude to face it nw..actuali i feel like im like a coward..cuz i wrote things on my blog yet i dun haf the courage to speak up....for nw..it seems like im jus avoiding it lor...

in a relationship both parties play a part...it nid 2person to make the relationship last nor...if oni 1 person doin e job tn confirm is die de...n oso...if e 2 dun tok n speak up..surely oso gone case de...sooner or later one of the 2 will jus get tired n gif up de...for mi...im the one ba..

u knew actuali rite...bt y u nvr wan 2 sae anithing...seriously i dunno wad u r thinking..n if u noe hu m i u r dating wif ma..?hw much do u actuali noe bout mi? i gt so much to sae to u....bt it seems nth gonna makes a difference or i shld sae thr is awaes no difference aft each time i sae anithing..i reali wish to noe wad u r tinking...

i gt so much question w/o ans..bt u r like u dun care even u know..im like struggling for help yet u jus watch mi die...im so so so so upset yet i awaes convince myself telling myself it's ok wn it's nt...

i dun even noe hw to face it nw..im reali confused of wad i shld do nor..if u still haf the heart..can u help pls?pls do sumthing can?can we reali tok...as in for this time..u tok...i will listening..

****Oh god, can you make my life easier?****

Good Day

2008-07-10T09:12:00.003+08:00

ah ha...finally i'm on time todae...reach on the dot..office oni haf a few ppl wn i reached...

hmm...it started raining wn i reached the platform...n by the time i reach cityhall the rain alreadi stopped..

oya...i wan to tok bout sumthing....this morning as usual i was slping on train aft getting a seat at yio chu kang frm my nyp junior(though i dunno them..bt thy jus looked like they r frm nyp..so i stand in front them to wait for them to hand over their seats to mi wn thy gt off at yck..hehe)..so i orn orn till dolby ghaut n i slightly open up my heavy eyelid n i notice a guy...he look like kam hoe laR!! tn obviously he caught my eyes nor...bt ar..aft the 2nd look...he ish nt kamhoe...bt..he is much more handsome...he's quite tall, tanned, proportional figure, eyes lashes long long, eyes big big, he look damn kawaii la...but compared to cute...he looked more handsome... oh my gosh..lucky mi...he was wearing sport attire..carrying a shoes bag..he so good looking... **drools**

aniway...tok to candy(my ex colleague frm minitoons) few daes ago..another omg! she's a mother two le...one 4mths old and another in her tummy...wooo~so long nvr c her liao...is reali a big surprise lor...sumore her hubby is her ex frm 7yrs ago nor...hmm..this is definitely called fate lo...

met ronald for lunch todae...$11.80 for a unagi pepper rice set..ex ex ex...sobz...i got to sae thiz..im broke again....sighz..how pathetic i m...hmmm....meetin jess ltr...tink gonna pay myself....eating pizzahut sumore....hooooohuuuu...

time passed beri fast todae...cuz been quite busy during work....bt oso gd lar...wun feel bored...wun get tired n wan to orn orn...

****Vion Need Money****

Decision, follow..

2008-07-04T00:55:00.002+08:00

met up wif the 3 ladies tonite at brewerks..was nice..i din touch alcohol todae..hmm..quite rare..took alot of pics..n todae ish the 1st time i regretted buying my current fone.. why? reason is it hang on mi..hmm..duno wad reali was the prob bt is regarding the media..n e camera is reali quite sucky..n the bluetooth transfer...hmmpt...bt actuali...i still like my fone...cuz is a gift frm dad..i wun sell it no matter wad de... :)

tok alot wif qian todae aft we gt off frm the train...feel great aft letting out...thx gal..u r a good listening ear..

hmm...seriously..my workplace nw is jus only a place for mi to earn money..get a fixed salary n full stop..wad i wan nw is jus to study, travel n save money..

n qian..wad i told u ish jus like formatting a computer...u clear away all those unwanted stuffs..n restore back sum of the things u wan..oso to add on if thr r new ones..starting might b beri empty..keeping oni a few which u wan to..n hopefully to add new ones wn time cum by..

i clear away all the connections...leaving jus a few..it might b quite hard for mi...bt i guess i will b alrite de...n hopefully..wn times cum by..thr will b new ones which i can truly treasure..

in my family..oni gt my mom to worry ba...so the most important one will oni b her nor...sae i will jus spend all my heart on her jiu hao le...i will slowly let her b the 1st particle in tt circle de..lolx..definitely she's the 1st...so i wun b alone aft all..

i dun tink i will regret..so i guess u jus haf to support mi..i hope u can b one of the particle soon oso..n nt the grey spot..haha..u noe wad im tokin rite...n him oso...n tt her...bt for them...let nature takes its course ba..if thy wun b...tn i wun mind oso..even if thr's no new 1...i still gt my aim... to study, to earn money, to travel n treat my mom better.. n to treat myself better oso...

i will wait for the one to cum fetch mi de.....i hope thr would reali b one...if no...im fine on my own too..jus tot 2 will b beta tn 1.. :p

****Made a decision, then stand firm.****

No time LAR!!!!!!!

2008-07-03T17:16:00.002+08:00

hmm...so bored at work...more n more dun like my workplace ler..sianz...supposely to b my pay day todae..bt e money is nt in yet..

since my current job start...i barely haf ani time...or i shld sae...im too tired to go aniwhr or meet ani1...all those movies tt i wanted catch initially...i all skipped le...except for Narnia...sob...

finally goin to haf my 1st meetup wif qian, shan n ms at clarke quay ltr..next wk meeting a few of the others oso...heex...i miss them..thiz sat actuali meeting my bitc frenz de...bt might nid to decline le..cuz i had another appointment le...

sighz...beri long nvr rollerblade ler...the last time was iceskating at jurong i guess..

work at coastes reali make mi more sianz...bt aft next wk...i gonna stop working thr...sorry leo...i reali no time lar..

im sooooo bored in office...in fact...mi n maine gt work to do...bt we all put aside..kip surfing net, listen music...n nw chatting on skype wn we r jus seatin next to each others...wahahahah..

hmm..i guess i gt to start finish all my taiwan drama series which i bought earlier n start dloading new 1 to watch....

oh god....can a day dun oni haf 24hr..or can a normal office work hour b a "BIT" more shorter...sighz...i gt so much thins on hand which i wan n need to do sia... & & &...when sch starting...i tink i sure die de...! k...i noe wad...take thiz time to slim down....hahahah...i tink...is definitely impossible de...wahhahahahah

****No time, No time, I want more time!!!!!!****

Questionnare

2008-06-30T15:41:00.001+08:00

01. What have you been doing recently?
i dunno wad i hab been doing...seriously..

02. Do you ever turn you cell phone off?
no..unless it went off itself..mostly is bcuz no batt..

03. What happened at 10.00am today?
nth?bored in office..

04. When did you last cry?
jus awhile ago..wn i heard his voice over the line(my initial ans was:"jus ytd i guess..")

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
used to..

06. What do you want in your life right now?
stability also?

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
unless i came out frm hm...or i will jus walk in the rain....

08. What’s your favourite thing to have on your bed?
my benko..hmm..used to b my cat...

09. What bottom are you wearing now?
thighs

10. What’s the nicest text in your inbox say?
zhuzhu..wad r u doing? mei you wo de ri zi li ni yao hao hao zhao gu zi ji, wo ye hui hao hao ai xi zi ji (i msg a similar 1 back as well..so gt 2..)

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
perhaps...im a failure in relationship..

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
no

13. What was the last movie you caught?
erm..Chronicle of Narnia

14. What are you proud of?
......finally spending sum money?

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
same as the one above.

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Say Goodbye

17. Do you have any nicknames?
gt alot... zhuzhu, long mao, cat, ling, vivi, hmm..too much le...skip~

18. What does your last received text message say? Who was it from?
ok.. by hong siang..

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
erm..1 or 2plus? i dunno..once i reached hm frm malaysia..wash up tn knock out le..

20. Are you currently happy?
no.. not at all..

21. Who gives you best advice?
hmm...depends..

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
Yepp!

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
Qian..

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
Ya..alot..

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
erm...hmmm...cant recall le...

26. Do you wear toe socks?
duno hw many decade le...n i wore once tn nvr put on le..

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
Jun Rong

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Yes

29. What annoys you most in a person?
Character, attitude?I hate liars, backstabber, and two headed snake.

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
Not now.

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
Yes.

32. What is the colour of your room?
Pinkish purple.

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
yes!

34. Do you believe in the saying ‘talk is cheap’?
huh?

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
mummy ba..

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
ehh...mummy?simon?

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
i dun get the meaning?

38. Do you have a life?
or what? a ghost writing blog?

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn’t?
yes.

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
the lyrics..made mi tink of him?

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
erm....skip~

42. Last time you smiled?
Today?

43. Have you changed this year?
Maybe?

44. What are you listening right now ?
Just off my music only.

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
Nope

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
erm..sumtime i do walked with my eyes closed..wn i still in slping mode..

47. Is there a quote you live by?
hmm...haf ba...quite sum...

48. Do you want someone you can’t have?
Nope..

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
Yep.

50. What was the worst idea you’ve had in week?
If I die.

51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
eating the last few course at my cousin's wedding dinner

52. Why do you blog?
hmm...cuz my dear sista minshi made one for mi b4 i go beijing

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
I hope so...

55. Who always make you laugh?
hmm...mostly everyone ba..

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
Yep.

57. Favourite website?
Hmm...quite a few..yahoo, hardwarezone, imeem, drama,movie & anime sites etc.

58. What's your middle name?
Ee

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
Work

60. What do you think you are like?
if qian the wind, then im the rain...hmm...ok...i can explain y im rain if u ask mi too..

61. Who will you choose to die with?
No one...

62. Where have you been today?
Work..goin kelly services and meeting marcuz ltr at mac..

63. What game do you play often?
seldom play ani game le...last was viwawa ba..

64. What are you missing right now?
the old days, beijing, my childhood

65. If you’ve to choose between friend n loves, who will you choose?
My frenz r my loved ones too...so dun nid to choose...

66. What are you doing right now?
doing this...waiting for maine n go tgt...

67. Which primary school are you from?
Ai Tong School

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
Purple, black, and recently red?becuz sumone love red too...

69. What emotion you like to show?
stupid face ba...idiot face oso..

70. What is your life to you?
i dunno...

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
cry?tok to sumone? kip quiet?Dunno...

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
i haben been to msn yet..

73. Who do you admire most?
no one yet..

74. Which month are you born in?
March

75. How are you feeling right now?
Sianz

76. What is the time now?
6.41pm

77. what kind of person do u think the one who tagged u is??
haha...refer to qian n bs blog..

78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
currently copper red turning copper blonde..

79. Why are you doing this test?
coz min shi tagged me

80. What do you do when you’re moody?
depends...cry again?

81. At which age you wish to get married?
i dun believe marriage.

82. Who is more important to you? Girlfriend or friends?
erm...friends?regardless of gender?

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
i wan to spend my last moments wif my loved ones...

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
ued to haf...bt no one now...

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
Duh...

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
I want to be rich and travel all over the world...tt's my dream frm young...

87. What is your goal for this year?
this yr? haben tink of...earn money?

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
Dun tink so anymore.

89. What feeling do you love most?
being loved n cared?

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
Duh!

91. What feeling you hate the most?
being betrayed or lied..

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
i do want to and i will ->same

93. Do you believe in god?
Yep..maybe..perhaps...i dunno..

94. Who cares for you most?
this qns is for those hu care for mi to ans ba...

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
family

96. What will you bring when you fight?
hahahah...myself..

97. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
alot...reali...alot...

98. What would you feel if every one no longer cares for you?
isolated?

99. What if your stead two-timed you?
it happens b4 so i dun wan to ans...

100.HOW DO U FEEL NOW?
Hmm...i wan to chiong out of office nw!

Her Guy

2008-06-26T17:13:00.003+08:00

Another dae past again...ytd finish the beginner lvl of Jive..beri tired..gt blister on both my 2 toes..
Mama is beri hard to teach...argh...bt wad to do neh...aniway...she is nt duno...bt bcuz no confidence..bt i thing i feel quite cute n funny...is tt she dance like a little kid..

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Hmm..the 1st time i saw him was at 754 bball court..he was wearing his jersey pants n normal shirt..what make mi notice him was his pair of bball shoes with pink n blue shoelaces...n nt forgetting his loud voice n laughter.. - 1st impression of him was he's quite cute n fun..beri outgoin n cheerful guy...

1st time i saw his tears was at e void deck (blk 756 i guess)..was bcuz of a breakup..din reali noe wad to sae..tried comforting him bt dunno if it helps...

the 1st kiss i gaf him was on his cheeks at esplanade outside "no signboard" restaurant on xmas nite..we weren't couples still i remembered..tt dae i was kind of crazy..so ya...heh.. my mind was still with another guy hu was quarreling wif his gf over the bridge at the merlion thr...lolx

the 1st conversation(when i sae conversation..it been a long chat n nt jus hi,bye, c u next time-.-) was at the stairs outside my house..

the 1st time we c sunrise tgt was at pasir ris park..was having chalet thr..cant slp so ended up sumone suggested to go c sunrise..

all along i din noe he like mi...i tot his frenz were teasing us...till he admitted..we started from 13 march 07 at the playground... i tot he wun treat mi good..i tot he would b diff...bt everything is not the same like wad i tink...

his 1st gift to mi was a couple watch n a necklace..n our 1st valentine dae was at PS Ajisen..

maybe i demanding too much..or maybe is reali he din do his part...aniway..im tired of waiting n hoping..i nid a break.. -end-

****I'm tired, you made me feel this way.
I told you everything, opened up and let you in.
You made me feel alright , for once in my life.
Now all that's left of me, is what I pretend to be.
So together, yet so broken inside.
I can't breathe,I can't sleep, I'm barely hanging on.****

BLoggie Template

2008-06-25T10:13:00.003+08:00

It's been quite sum time i blog again...beri tired, beri busy, beri lazy..

aniway...change a template for my bloggie..hmm..qian n ms sae mine n ms 1 beri alike..bt i guess nvm lar..heez..

oya...i've been listening to a song which is playing on my blog nw..quite nice...to mi at least..

gt my SE W910i(red) at last..hmm...i like..though sumtimes lag alittle..pics taken nt beri nice bt i din expect much frm a 2mp camera la...bt overall is still ok..

thr's a john little sale goin on at expo oh..frm 10am - 10pm..i date my mummy to go wif mi on thur le..

worked at coastes over the wkend..totally no feelings liao..cuz almost all my buddy buddy de left le..oni left alvin, leo, phang n jonsson.. sighz..

recently keep goin out wif mummy..buying things for her..treating her meal..n msging my dad beri frequently..buyin his fav tidbits for him..haf dinner wif him..if sae last time..tink i nvr want to spend much time wif them ba..bt ar..changes happens..

guess to mi thy r the most important to mi ba..compared to everything..i dun wan to wait till one dae thy leave tn i regret..

been reali tinkin n tinking bout stuffs lately..became a little quiet?dun reali wish to open my mouth n tok..bought alot of stuffs within a month which i nvr will cuz i awaes tot money is the most important thing of all..i will rather haf money over anithing...bt is different nw le...bt i still will save money lar...

guess next month will be a gathering month..it's been a while since i met up wif sum of my clique.. so guyz..lets meet up soon k...

This was e previous song by S.H.E on my blog

冰箱 - S.H.E
[al:青春株式会社]

把大象放进冰箱有几个步骤
把河马放进冰箱有几个步骤
把回忆放进冰箱会不会寂寞
把爱情放进冰箱已经到了时候

让眼泪一次流够要几个枕头
让明天不再难过要多少纸鹤
让热情变成冷漠算不算罪过
让爱情退冰多久
才可以化为乌有
从今以后再没有人那样逗我
从今以后就要分手
从今以后冰箱不必再放啤酒
从今以后别在门口等我

让眼泪一次流够要几个枕头
让明天不再难过要多少纸鹤
让热情变成冷漠算不算罪过
让热情退冰多久
才可以化为乌有
从今以后再不需要别人哄我
从今以后就算分手
从今以后日记再也不用上锁
从今以后甚至不是朋友
苹果给你柠檬给我
可乐给你咖啡给我
自由给你真心给我
你的给你我的你不能带走
从今以后再没有人那样逗我
从今以后就要分手
从今以后冰箱不必再放啤酒
从今以后别在门口等我
从今以后别在门口等我

hmm...we about a wk din meet le..bt tink he dun even care since he gt his bunch of frenz..haiz..wad for neh...guess we will b better off w/o each other...

****Whatever is yours, is yours. If it isn't, let it go.****
****Let it go, if he's yours, he will surely come back one day.****

2008-06-21T00:55:00.002+08:00

been a wk since i update...

hmm..gss goin end tis sun le..saw nice clothes at ms yet i din buy..cuz nid to leave sum money to spend till i get my pay..brought mama to mac eat supper..in fact for mi was still dinner..jus nice ah ben oso wif his fren at mac..nt long aft oso spotted edwin, nik n his gf outside mac..

hmmm..these few week..haf been thinking n thinking n thinking bout tons of things wn ever i haf free times..sumtimes even wn im busy...haiz..lets not go into it..(i type alot actuali..bt dun tink appropriate to publish so suan le)

i made my final decision le..hope is reali final...haiz..is goin to end soon le ba..? oh my..i reali wish to start sch n all the activities as soon as possible to kip my mind full so tt it wun go wondering around...sighz..

aniway..gona start work again at coastes tml again...oso dunno wad to write..so full stop ler..nitex..

****Monday to Sunday****

Fathers' Day

2008-06-16T10:18:00.002+08:00

It's monday again! hmm...i having a slight sore throat...all due to my stupid sneezing nose..

aniway...ytd was Fathers' Day..hehe...wasnt a big celebration bt my family went Koufu n eat supper tgt...as usual..my dear bro was late again..bt bt bt..he bought a gift and a card for daddy..lolx..was a braun shaver..nt much words bt quite a few drawing on the card..

met simon oso>.< obviously is nt bcuz of mi he came bt bcuz of his dota...lolx.. bt fine wif mi la... is beta tn dun meet ma.. he's goin to checkup tml...tink hong giving him a ride...

aniway..ytd my lappy died again..it cant starup properly la...ended up i nid to do a recovery again..argh...wonder wad did the service ctr ppl did la...dotx...so i slept at 2plus w/o reali using my lappy...oni recovery..ONLY RECOVERY! argh...

haha..1 happy thing is...i gt my red W910i! everything seems still up to standard by nw..dad for me at 488bucks(shld b 508 initially de..bt cuz of CWP $10 voucher..so is 488 lo)..uploaded wif music...still lookin fer nice themes...bt the themes provided are pretty nice too...

been shopping wif mummy over e wkend...bought quite a number of stuffs...bought tops for mummy oso..as fer mi...gt tops, pants n shoes fer myself...still craving for more pants n 2 pairs of heels...oh gosh...gss..reali spent alot sia...gt to eat grass everydae le..lolx...jk...

****Lappy, please don't kill me****

Friday the 13th

2008-06-13T16:55:00.000+08:00

Today is Friday the 13th...Black Friday...arh~woooooooo~~~

lolx..i overslept todae...n initially maine ask mi to go w/o her..n hu noes..haha..we both r late...we both managed to grab a seat once we were on the train..lucky us.. bt we were seperated by a guy sitting between us...

tt was wn maine msg mi..

maine: do you know why we're late?
me: u msg me ah? i duno y we r late..bt i noe i late bcuz i overslept..i 7.30 plus tn wake up..
(i was sitting very near to near so i tot she msg wrg person.)
maine: cuz it's FRIDAY THE THIRTEEN.
(haha...beri random...heng i oni giggle..din luff out..or ppl tink i mad ar..)

was damn tired aft shoppin bugis ytd nite...so slept thru out the journey..n my eyes couldnt open fully..n maine was trying to sae she couldnt c my eyes..haha..

aniway..though is a bad start todae(for i overslept)..but things went beta ltr in e dae...had free lunch with cma(my company) n maine at muthu's curry..ish nice bt alittle bit spicy..dessert was peach yogurt..david's treat..nt bad..i like..

hehe...dad called during lunch n sae we r goin buy hp todae..yesh...finally...hope thr's stock snd dad wun put mi aeroplane la...

Asus service center oso called n sae my lappy is ready fer collection...heh...so ltr gona go collect aft work..hope it wun ki siao again..wun b able to test on the spot so 'gbm kkk'(term given by haavik(my boss)..n one dae auntie pat msg mi.. 'god bless mi, kiss kiss kiss'..alittle bit lame bt quite funny lar)

aft retrieving my lappy..im so gonna dl all the movies n drama series liao...n n n nt forgetting to upload the photos....hehh...

hmm..jus a reminder oh..next wk ish the last week of GSS le...so guys n girls...faster go shopping hor...heh..fer mi...i bought 2pairs of shoes n a pair of jeans le...bt i still getting more..i wan a pair of heels and i wan more pants..the rest wait i go thai in aug tn buy..heex...mus save money le

oya...nw tt i mention...i goin phuket wif coastes(emerald hill grp) ppl for company trip on aug 18th -21st..yeah...finally a getaway...i waited for so long..if dun count malaysia in...it been reali a long while i travel lo..last was beijing i guess..

mus reali trim down or i can dun tink of wearing nice nice beach wear liao..heh...so no more junk food etc..lolx..mus exercise...mus stop eating n eatin..omg...it seems damn hard fer mi lar... =_="!

****Friday The 13TH****

Company Crisis

2008-06-05T15:30:00.001+08:00

My home is more n more like a battlefield le..Reason is owaes becuz money & money & money..

These few daes even worst..my house is full of quarrels, shouting and complaining..argh…sianz…ended up I awaes cannot tahan tn shut my self in the rm..sighz..n I haf been complaining n nagging it to ah maine…poor fren..heh…

Bt recently ar…I started treating my father beta..msging him quite a number of time a wk.. as fer my mom..brought her out for meals n shoppin…gonna go join sum courses wif her aft my kickboxing session ends next sun also…

Tml gona take pay le…finally…feel so broke..cant watch movie…cant buy shoes..cant buy pants…cant buy hp…

Tiz sat gonna go iceskating wif ming&co.. dunno still gt go wrap ba zhang ma..tiz yr nt goin Malaysia le…instead we r goin to my 2^nd aunt house..bt hmm..dunno hw is mama n 2^nd aunt..thy seems nt alrite at all…might nt b goin in the end..sianz…

And nw..I gonna rot in office soon…me n maine…totally dunno wad to do…so free till gonna mad ler…haiz….2hrs to knock off…30mins early todae..cuz ltr gt company happy hour at oriental hotel morton’s martini bar at 5.30pm..

Vion’s out…to toilet…… =_=!

****Planning & Planning!!!!****

2008-05-28T16:30:00.002+08:00

Hi peeps..im here again..

currently doing bosses' expenses..bt i gt sum doubts & aunty pat is busy..so gotta wait..n thus..gt the time to blog..

hmm...has been raining n raining recently...is nice lookin out the glass panes...bt neh...is kinda reali cold in the office lar...lolx..

oya..did i mention my lappy is in hospital again..sob...hardware prob..hmm..aniway...i gt a long list of stuffs i wan to complete again..n i was kind of upset cuz i delayed buying hp again..n im kinda broke oso..sianz...June..plz cum fast..

My List

Get back my lappy
Pay/Money Day
HP
Watch Movies
3 more sessions of kickboxing
Clear my Main Wardrobe and bags cupboard
Clean skates and change the shoelaces
My savings
Rebonding
Buy facial scrub
Watch finish my taiwan drama

****Lots of stuff to do!****

2008-05-27T17:32:00.002+08:00

its been nearly a week since i update i guess..hmm...busy wif work...reached hm oni noe hw to play psp n watch tv...surf net n lazy to blog..

fri went gai gai wif mama..dinner was on mi at jack's place..spent 57bucks..used debit so nt so heart pain...went gai gai walk walk n mummy bought a top n i bought a pair of shorts...costs a bomb again...eh...4gt the price le...bt was ex..spent 100plus in a dae...

sat we did spring cleaning...heh..cleared our storerm finally...so glad manz...sold 2 huge speakers on sunday n a box of plush toy n earned 27++ frm the garang guni...

sun is kickboxing dae lor..mum tag along wif mi this time..she went shopping...i treated her dinner again...spent 20+++ eating xiao xuan feng..came back frm kickboxing again n mama bought 2 top...i was so diaong n i went to change wif the shop..cuz too AUNTIE ler la..so ended up i nid to topped up another 10++..hmm...my MONEY...had dessert(egg pudding w/ginger & yam paste) aft everything....was damn nice...

**updated on Wed..

****Made up my mind?****

graduation

2008-05-21T21:14:00.003+08:00

woo...finally can blog ler...long weekend bt fast over...went costa sand resort fer bs n ms bdae chalet on fri..was super small la e rm.. n had to climb so many flight of stairs..aniway..shan gt smash by a small cake n ms was thrown into the pool..lolx..poor ms..dunno hw to swim..so lor...qian gt to jump in n save her..

went to coastes for a drink n waited for yun xian to cum...my treat..had mai tai..slurp slurp~

on the way back we were holding hands..thr were simon, mi, ms, qian n yun xian..haha..was quite stupid bt everyone was luffing n happy..went back n everyone was bored ler..qian went to slp 1st n we started playing heart atack..lolx..we were so loud till our neighour came to knock on our door..

at nite we squeezed altgt in the rm n slp..i was sneezing all the while bcuz the dust n aircon in the rm..so din reali slp well..ms was awake thru'out the nite watching tv..n shan kip waking up bcuz of the snoringssssss..lolx..

early in the morning xian took 1hr or 2hrs to bathe..i 4gt le...was still half aslp..bt she bathe so long...no change at all..lolx..aniway..had our breakfast cum lunch at coastes..drink were on jeffery...as usual i ordered alcoholic drink..thiz time..a frozen mango daiquiri..nice...shared a bbq ribs wif gong..

went vivo aft tt..thy initially wanted to watch movie..bt din haf ani..so lor..we got to go hm tn..bt b4 tt leh...our dear yuh n qian went top shop bcuz thr were sale..n the rest stoned outside topshop wif all the barang barang..ms n xian was shops hopping..haha..is was long n bored...can c tt frm everyone face lor...especially simon..tink he was reali bored frm fri alreadi..poor thing..

on the train..shan n her bf(daniel or danny) left 1st at outram...n we started chatting on the train..n started our jelly beans n bread feast..haha..we were so thirsty yet all drinks was wif yuh..sobzz..

went jb at 7plus...I WAS DAMN TIRED AND SICK BY THEN LOR! Sharkz..aniway..reached my jb house at around 8plus 9..had our dinner at thr oso...the next dae went gambling ship...i help mummy lost S$180..hahaa...will return her wn i gt my salary..went gai gai on mon n reached hm at 10plus 11..

so it was working dae again..maine was kind of stressed out at the end of the dae..we both did OT till 7..was damn hot ytd...was burning lor..went take my pay at Newstead...mine was 284 n kang was 282...kang 1 was calculated 30 more..hmm...bt i wun b so siao to bao dou lo...lol..

went cwp n finally bought slippers..showed mama n she recognised kam hoe bought for mi the same 1 b4..lolx...ya....i gt e same design as b4..bt jus bcuz im okie wif the design...no other reason..

todae is my graduation dae..heh..weather=hot..outfit=thick..human=uncountable..altgt plus up=omg..lolx..bt was fun aft the talk n blah blah..took alot photos...till i dunno hu to get frm the pics ler..haha...i was still havoc as usual...especially at the lounge..haha..

aniway...i so gonna miss everyone...so kip in touch k...jess...dun bcuz u r air stewardess tn u can 4gt mi le lo...lao pa mel oso hor...n yanhao..cheryl jeff n ys oso hor...too manyler...dun wan mention name liao..stay in touch...love u guys...

****I love you guys, stay in touch k..muackz****

2008-05-15T00:34:00.004+08:00

Todae is pictures dae...

these 2 pics are taken i office todae..raining whole dae todae..nice nice...bt beri cold...wooo~~e one on the right is my desk...i gt a lappy n a desktop to work wif...n maine maine de desk is joined wif mine tt...jus beside..heh.. n jus nw uncle peter sang a song for mi..entitled "mei mei"...lolx

Our dinner todae at Far East Plaza...ooh...maine ate "ru rou fan" n i had apple curry chicken chop w/rice...nt bad..quite tasty..bt abit ex for such a "BIG" portion..bought 2 top n a legging todae..costs mi 39bucks altgt...heart pain...i still get a pair of slippers n shorts..heh..

Aren't these bunnies adorable?? lolx...taken at East Coast thr de pet shop..heh...dun worry...i still love my zhu zhu..jus nt much time for him oni...nw is under my gor gor n mama care more than under mine..haha...

****Savings Plan at Month End****

2008-05-12T23:00:00.003+08:00

hello...its mi again..oni can b me bloggin here la...diaoz..

hmm..sat skating was shiok lor...lolx..gt the hang of it..bt neh...i cause baoli to fall..bt nt all my fault...ming played a part too..cuz ar..wn we go down the slope...ming stand out in front..tn so i tot he wan hold baoli..so i let go her hand..n she went side way...n ping piang mailto:pong#^*$#@%..baoli flew off..2 the grass n out of the grass..tt's reali hurt la..she land on her hip n her right cheek..sori baoli...n idiot weiming..y din save her..make mi so guilty..dotx..okie..i shldnt blame others.. =.=''

I fell down oso aft our dinner..was way b4 baoli fall though..i tried to go down of a huge n high step at the lagoon thr n i fell..hurt my thighs..n i cause kenny to fall oso..hahahah...bt he wasnt hurt..cuz i was his human mattress...diaoz.. n i jus nw tn tn realise i gt a blue black..arghhh...mama said "Im used to it le"..n simon said tt too lor!! back to sat..mi n kenny skate to e bus stop aft parting wif ming n baoli..n noe wad...im an idiotic stupid fool..i took a step up n i fell down on a slope once i stepped up...kenny was luffing n luffy lor..sob...my poor butt..getting bigger n bigger le lar..sighz..

sun i went kickboxing alone...audrey went celebrate mothers' dae..n whr's my mom..she left mi alone at hm n went happy wif her sisters in malaysia..hmm..she happy jiu hao? lolx.. at lesson i kip missing out wad the instructor was saying..toot head manz..bt ar..sum of the workout de actions damn funny lorz...hahaha...i shall nt go further...hmm kickboxing left 5 more sessions oni..last session is on 15 May.. mama wan mi take other lessons wif her in wlands..so im booked on sun again..heh..

todae~ was a fast dae..cuz i was busy..haha...i kinda like to b busy(tink i sae a few times le)..dun like to b free..so boring so sianz so tired..haha..todae i kenna called mei mei..haha..new nickname..n maine is xiao mei..alot nicer tn mine rite...uncle peter gave us the names de..n gigi nicknamed mi as beyonce(maine spelled it as vionce..quite nice..haha)..LOLX.. joy highlighted her hair..make mi feel like dying hair again..bt ar..i jus dyed nt long ago oni sia..dotx..so 4gt it..

oya...charmaine was freaked out todae..by vincent ye ye..cuz maine was sms-ing and the conversation is as written below:

vincent: do u noe sms-ing or playing phones is not allow in the office (giving a serious look)
maine stunned..
vion giggled..
vincent: dun take my words serious, im jus jokin, vion noes tt..(serious look changing to cunning smile)
vion n maine luff..

hahah...y i noe..cuz i kena tricked b4 oso la..lolx..n i din expect maine to b tricked oso..lolx..aniway i was walking around e office w/o shoes..n kenna caught by uncle peter n vincent yeye..lolx..bt wasnt scold by them la...bt kena suan by joy..lolx..goin get slippers soon..gotta spend money again..haiz..

bought shampoo finally le..heh..n tml i wan of try a pair of shorts..if nice tn buy..heez...i spend money beri fast sia..lol..

hmm..My current plan:

(starting with the first priority)
Clear my wardrobe
buy slippers
Take my salary from Newstead
Sony Ericsson W910i Red w/2Gb or 4Gb M2 card
Rebonding
Month end savings
Take back hardisk from Ming & sort the pictures
Sony cybershot camera(not too much urge so dun nid rush)
Bike registration/helmet
Stove(gor gor say he will buy de, so none of my business)

tt's bout it i guess..cant tink of anithing else now.. Oya..i wan to sae..im happy!!cuz currently im stress free..hahah....

chat wif gong jus nw..heh..was a happy chat nor...toking bout our plan for current n following month...tink i so long time nvr had a gd chat wif him le..hehe..hmm n nw vion is dying of headaches le..n tummy aches..muscles ache..everywhr oso ache lar..gotta go orn orn liao...cya guys...nitex..
(tml i post sum cutes bunnies pics tt i took last sat at East Coast..so stay tuned~)

****Happy, Happy Go Lucky!!****

2008-05-10T10:38:00.003+08:00

my soup based pasta

close up of my pasta

maine maine w/her pasta
hi all,finally is wkeend..goin out out soon le..gotta meet kenny n go ecp tgt n skate..haha..

noe wad..i so happy.. cuz maine is continued to stay wif mi in my company n work...meaning we gt lots of time to meet le..heheh...

ytd lunch was on our lady boss..ate pasta de waraku..maine ate seafood pasta tomato cream n i had scallop w/mushroom soup based...yumyum...it was quite a busy dae ...i haben completed all my stuff yet...bt nvm lar...still gt mondae...my stuff nt rush..heh..

this sum is mothers',u guys gt anithing for ur moms le ma?went cwp aft work wif maine n saw senghong...tn he inspired us to buy yu ren sheng..maine bought 2 premium birdnest n i gt nth...din noe wad to get...

told mama back at hm tt maine gt 2birdnest for her mama n she sae i owe her a meal tn...haha...so ok lo..mus find a dae help her celebrate..

dunno y so tired todae..reach hm tn kip on wan to slp...tn turn out din online or wadeva 10pm jiu orn orn le...so todae tn update...

aniway i jus wan to conclude that my mood is 100% happy de..hahaha

****Looking forward****

Complicated

2008-05-08T21:41:00.002+08:00

Staring at the screen for 5mins... speechless...dunno wad to write...regret to post ytd blog..bt wad is done cannot b undone...so jus hope for the beta...

todae is maine 1st dae...everything sumhw went smooth.. hmm.. bt she might nt stay long..it all depends on her..though i wish her to stay..bt aft doin sum thinking...i wish she will choose the beta option which benefit her most...

hmm..if she reali leaving..tn i gotta find sum reasons to tell Eileen...cuz initially i told her maine can stay long...tt shld b a small case i tink..

hmmm...tink tt's bout it ba...dunnoo wad to write...goin out take a walk...so cya guys..nitex..

****Din't expect it to be so complicated****

2008-05-07T21:32:00.004+08:00

Hello!!!~ Todae val left le...finally passed down everything to mi....n in the meeting eileen was saying bout wad she dun like of val...hmm aniway...i todae recommended maine to my office to work...heh...

sent maine resume to eileen..n she came for the interview at 5 plus....waited for her till she finish bt she gt to meet her fren...so i did OT for an hr...haha...finally i did OT..

so happy to gt maine a job...n we will b goin to work together starting tml..heh...heex...bt ar...her pay is 100bucks more than mi wn we gt the same position n doin the same things...hmm since is i recommend de..so to ask for sum benefit isnt too much rite..so i decided to ask for a pay increase tml..so god bless mi manz...let eveything go smooth lolx...

todae pass beri fast too...gt things to do all the time..lolx...n i change seat le..good view...maine will b seating side by side wif mi...haha...aniway...goin agency tml during break time wif maine...hmm...wonder if aft 2mths can break contract wif them n sign directly under my company ma....hmmm...tn i can ask for more again...hehe...

gonna slp ler...so nitex...

[*updated at 11.29*] hmm...haben slp(obviously)...ming called n forced mi to chat wif him T_T
lolx...aniway...I've been troubled, confused n 'FAN' ever since i step out of the office..hmm..tiz time nt bcuz of simon lar...hmmm...is bcuz of...my pay? dun ever 4gt im money minded k...lolx

Okie...aniway...i set my mind ler...tml during break...i will go to Kelly Services to get my timesheet and ask all the qns...tn decide bout the pay increasement..ok...settled...hmmm..if contract can break tn my decision is to ask for a high pay..tn nw wun care much lor...if cannot break contract tn c hw again..maine..dun worry k...this is nth prejudice to u or sumthin k..im jus too over money...if can break contract i will work permanent..cuz more benefit...if cant tn reali mus c hw again...whether to get a part time degree or a full time degree will consider again..hmmm...okie...i nag finish le...felt better liao..can go orn orn ler...nite...

oya..if u guys gt go go 7eleven buy things over $5 n u dun kip the doraemon magnet can donate mi pls!! n sum items gt extra magnet...so helppp mi kk??thx..muackz
(hmm.. if you were me, and i were you, will you help me this much? I want to believe you will. )

****Pay Increase****

no topic

2008-05-05T22:25:00.002+08:00

Ahhhh~ i nearly late for work...heng mama wake mi up on time...i reach office on the dot oso lolx...in the train i was so craving for a seat manz...sob..den till reach dolby e person in frnt mi den gt off...i so gian till 1 stop oso wan sit...haha..

aniway..time passed fast todae..cuz kip on gt stuffs to do...haha...i tink workaholic reali best describe mi le..i so hope everydae beri busy..can OT best...had burgerking for breakfast n 2 puffs frm Polar for lunch...White Cheesy Crab Meat Puff is nice!

So tired still...met kang on bus 913..haha..so coincidence...lol..he suggest to eat suki sushi this sat...heh...i wait for all of them to confirm 1st...if thy nt confirm tn i go ecp ler....

todae dun have much to sae oh...so i end here le...heh...tata...

****I'm thinking of payday****

yao, ming, baoli

2008-05-04T23:47:00.006+08:00

rabbits den...saw it at parkway parade..

my shoe bag!

group photo!

Hmm...it's been a short weekend...so fast lo...is mondae tml again...work!!!!sianz...bt bo bian...i nid earn money...bt my future work wun b office work 4eva..!!!okie back to this weekend...

as usual..sat went ecp...bt this time is wif my buddies' gangs....lolx...gt mi,maine,kang,jo,jr,yuh n kang sis n her bf..lolx...we reach ecp at 2 i guess..we suppose to meet 11 at cwp n reach thr by 1 the latest...bt leh...ended up we drag n drag...bt i wasnt late...lolx so nt my fault..

saw ming n baoli at mac...thy were on their skates le..hmmm...their grp oso gt a number of ppl tt dae..oso i organise de...tot would b able to meet them y skating...ended up din even c them aft tt...back to our grp..other tn maine n jo who choose to cycle..e rest chose rollerblade...kang n jr was noob...bt was quite gd for their 1st time ler..

if i din remember wrgly...we took 2hr to reach bedok jetty frm the ring...lolx..tt dae i din fall at all oh...n my speed increased le...use T-break quite a few times oso...aniway..we went ichiban for dinner...oso to celebrate jr belated oso..i shared wif maine...cheesy hotake n unagi tamayaki(cheesy scallops n eel w/egg) ..bought a blueberry cheese cake for j aft meal too..n he couldnt finish wn it so small oni...so we played "zhong ji mi ma" again..lolx..

went timezone oh...bt b4 tt went comic connection n saw the benko!!yea yea! played basketball n went gai gai awhile b4 boarding kang papa lorry hm...bought a umbrealla for $5 n jr bought a pair of bermuda..

put a $50 in jr new berm. as his bdae gift...he totally din noe lo...stupid...we played 1 round of mahjong n is from 12plus till 6plus in the morning...is super duber long lar...pei kang to send maine n jr hm..damn tired..slp all the way...

reach hm around 7am n we met again wif maine n kang at 2pm to go queensway...bought 2 fbt short(red n a blue 1) n a nike shoe bag..yeah..went ikea wanted to eat meat ball bt e restuarant is under renovation..wad shit...dotx...aniway..suan ler...ate a hot dog n a curry puff..tn jiu went hm le..so tired la..all the way mi n maine slept on bus..

dad came back todae ler...bought mi a absolute rasberry...gd gd..went 768 eat supper n now blogging n surfing...sumthing haben to a grp of my fren...n tok over e phone wif ming..haiz...im confused again...suan ler....uploading pics(oni a few cuz im haiz....) tn i go rest..

****Trust, Betrayal****

I were suppose to sae..

2008-05-02T22:11:00.002+08:00

hmm...ytd went see helmet... heez..bt din buy...next time tn buy....lol...i decided to get a black 1..hehe...sorching sun manz...weather was damn hot...went vivo wanting to watch movie yet all sold out...wad the....aniway...went for breakfast+lunch+dinner at mac..standard was like toot...curry sauce spoilt...the meat damn oily(we ordered macSpicy)..it was damn turn off...regret choosing mac lor...

took 963 back wlands...yawns...was damn tired i slept all the way...haha...expected....lolx..simon went hm with me n spent overnight slpin on my bed..n mi...i was slpin with my mom..it's been so long i slept wif her lo...

this mornin went for breakfast with him tn go work le...todae wasnt tt bored...was doin filing...trying to kip myself busy all the time..lolx...met maie at MS n shop awhile...puma gt sale yet nth to buy...sad...im lookin a belt though...hmm...nvm...

ytd din get a chance to tok to him..sighz...i will try again de...hmmm...bt ar...ytd whole dae with him...was quite contented..din think of e sad stuff...bt ar...fa called in the evening wn i was at mac...simon went buy food while i wait so i tok over the phone wif him awhile...hmm..bad timing...would have enjoyed all the way de....haiz... tink i reali have to haf a tok wif him nor...cant settle my mind/heart if i dun speak up...hmmm...dun care of the outcome lar...jus c hw it goes...aniway...i bu she de k...dotx..

****meant to be, don't meant to be****

Ooster

2008-04-30T21:40:00.006+08:00

my colleaugues

this guy here is david..one of the consultant..he's joker..bt we seldom tok lar..he n my boss r the oni ang moh...we gt jap n philippines as well..lolx

Todae lunch is free..cuz boss treat..went Ooster at Suntec City..ambience was good...n the food is damn filling n sinnful...cuz is western...mostly fried...n my desert was creme brulee...woo...im trying to cut down weight manz..lolx

aniway...work todae was bored again...cuz Valerie haben passed down her stuffs to mi...so if nobody ask fer my help...im basically paid for doing nth...oh...did i mention if i were to do OT...i will b paid 12.95 bucks rather than 7buck..is damn cool lar...so high..lolx..

tml is off dae..yesh...work oni 3daes than can off ler..haha...goin ssdc to register for motorcyle license...woohoo...n mayb go n buy helmet oso..meeting simon..so most prob tml nite will tok to him..fri work 1 more dae tn is weekend again...so faster....weekend pls come faster...

****After I made my decision, I felt better****

2nd dae of work

2008-04-29T21:45:00.005+08:00

hmm..todae nearly late for work...but heng..i reach on time...todae super duber bored...cuz nth to do at one point of time..

had japanese food for lunch at suntec foodcourt..is super salty lar...as if im back in china again..nt nice...terribly not nice...n it cost 4.50 bucks k...had ice cream mochi back in office around 4...was nice..damn nice lor...lolx...n the packaging is nice too..knock off straight at 6...no OT...sobz...means no extra money..

tml gt farewell party for 2gal..one is the Valarie(current admin) n another 1 is compliances..dunno her name..which oso means..tml dun nid pay for lunch again..haha.. this Valarie ar...hmm...joylynn(my colleague, she a consultant) ask mi to stay away frm her..lolx...cuz sae she is a weirdo..she dun like newcomer..tt time other newcomers 1st enter oso gif the fucking attitude..this cant of ppl is pathetic...wan to b superior..beta to jump down the building rite...our company 30th flr oni..jump down sure dun nid tink de..dotx..i noe im cruel..bleahz..

took 960 hm...ish faster than 961 by alot..ate waffles w/kaya for dinner..1.30 bucks...so todae spent 5.80bucks...so pathetic hor mi...mus save money till so hard...n i wan diet oso..

jus chat wif sin weng on msn...he bought for mi the orange benkos ler...so happy...hehe...tot of asking him to get more things neh...bt like beri too much...aniway..he cuming back on 22 May..still gt time...

Thur: Meet Simon
Sat: ECP
Sun: Queensway & Kickboxing

hmm...he saw my blog ler...hmmm..n i've alreadi decided wad to do ler...oh vion pls...dun change ur mind last min..dun b fickle minded...holy manz...this week..i will try to settle n end everything de..hmmm..sighx...

唯一能真正持久的愛是能接受一切的愛——能接受一切的失望、一切的失敗與一切的背叛，甚至能接受最終最深的慾望也只是單純地相依為伴這樣一個悲哀的事實。
格雷安．葛林 Graham Greene

****Give Up****

1st dae of work

2008-04-28T23:15:00.003+08:00

work up 6 plus u no...haha...din late todae...tot if board train at cwp will gt seat...end up oso same..hmmpt..tml i board at admiralty ler..

work was easy todae..din yawn much-->bt oso mean gt yawn abit...haha..lunch was free todae..cuz jus nice thy gt lunch meeting whr thy bought back the lunch...n todae menu is-->pizza..i ate oni 2 piece of hawaiian..my impression for my company is..the guys r dressed up smartly..beri professional..yet beri humourous...wasnt beri close wif them cuz 1st dae..bt subsequently shld b quite fun...aniway...all r bosses neh...i sit among them...scary...heng...temp oni...gotta moved soon next week...to covered valeria(she is the current admin hu is leaving..she damn unfriendly la...bleahz..)

job scope: Todae oni data entry..n doing illustration for the premium..n writing envelops n the delivery receipt..tml gonna post...i gt to call the person wn i reach office..hmm..is kind of investment broker company...yep...hope my office life can b busier abit..so i wun doze off n can get alot of OT..thus alot of OT pay..hehe...

Target: get alot of OT..skipped lunch...bt will have biscuit lar..objective is to cut down weight n fats..learn as much as i can..lolx..waiting for enlistment letter still neh...uni slow like ass la...in or not faster let us noe ma..dotx..bt i hope mi n maine can study tgt...if reali so suay cannot get in..think i will stay on in this company till the next enlistment..so plz....letter pls cum fast fast no matter wad result issit..tn i can plan wad..dotx..

oya..did i mention tt this sat the person is cuming to fix the aircon..?the compressor will b in my room...tot of the place to put my aircon le: near the door..gor gor bought mitsubishi starmex inverter..damn ex lar...3k...bt worth it lar...cuz gona use beri long...so shld buy best de..

todae ar..on bus goin hm ar...kip tinking this n that again...haiz...tear kip filling my eyes bt heng din rolled down..tn tink tink jiu fall aslp ler...n noe wad...damn idiot mi...my head fall n know on to the bell the pillar tn fall back again hit the handle...shit de la...pain lor...bt notice alot of eyes on mi...so i dun dare rubbed..in the end wn i finally rubbed it...i realised i alreadi turned to luo han..sob...my poor forehead n the back of my head..

jus cant stop myself frm tinking n tinking...haiz...cant get thru it...fa has been warning mi over n over todae...kind of like brain washing..bt he meant for my good...n i jus dun feel good as well..haiz..why..sighz..it reali does hurt wn tinking..bt i kind of wan to hold tt last bit of hope(issit hope?dun tink "hope" is the right word)..oh my 'TIAN'(god)..plz kip mi busy frm day n nite..frm i wake up till i slp...so i wun have the time to tink...i so nt wan to face it manz...haiz T_T ..bt i will de...a dae...wn i sort out wad i wan to sae...i will find a appropriate time de..beri soon le...sighz...

****伤口只会在碰触的时候才会痛****

last day of jobless

2008-04-27T22:57:00.002+08:00

kickboxing todae was tiring...cuz of the crunches...n triangle pushups..sob..aniway...chat over on fone wif fa..he decided to let go of his relationship..felt relieved for him...tn topic switched to mine...hmm...he was telling mi alot of things to look out for etc...hmmm...bt nt reali in the mood...

7more session to finish the kickboxing...tt's around mid june...aft tt gotta take up sumthing in wlands CC to entertain mummy...hmmm...

my whole dae was super duber boring(except for kickboxing)..my my mood is super duber down still.hmm..aniway...May thr's sum events fer mi...

1. Er zi(jun rong) bdae - going ECP
2. Ice Skating with Ming&co
3. Shan n MS bdae
4. Graduation

hmmm...tt's all for todae...wanna go slp early so tml wun be late for my 1st dae of work..

****Think, Thinking, Thought, Thoughts****

trust

2008-04-27T03:05:00.002+08:00

went skating todae n e feelings was beri gd...nearly fall off frm high lvl when attempting the slope..learns up/down steps todae...T-break still beri jialat..aniway...my mood from gd totally change to moodless during the dae till the nite...

fa called mi todae..n he was crying..his gf somewhat betrayed him lar..n he dunno wad decision to make..went 888 for dinner/supper b4 meeting fa..heard sumthing unpleasant on the way to 768 bt actuali kind of expected sumthing would haben actuali wn 3guys n a gal go jb tgt n stay overnite...din tink much at 1st..till aft toking with fa...i tinking alot...nt oni bout fa n jas(his gf) de incident..bt oso on other things like my own relationship...hmm...

how to sae...kind of sad wn things jus got settled down but new problems will jus start arising again...n is abit too fast this time...n is not a minor 1...i awaes think having a relationship the most important things r trust, communication and love itself...to prevent ani quarrels or wad so ever..i will b jus ok wif it..bt in fact, i cant accept a guy hu lie or even hide things from mi..trust will jus b broken between the 2person..

hmm.. dun reali feel gd wn i got to noe sumthing which i suppose to noe earlier...n nt on the spot wn sumthing haben or is alreadi expose or even oni wn i ask n ask ba....kinda disappointed wn i tink over n over again...tink i was so gona b kept in dark if nt bcuz of fa ba...sighz..

n u surely wun wan a guy to have anithing to do with ani other gals wn tt guy is ur bf ba...k..tink tiz prove tt im still normal gal...cuz i do mind...no matter is wad kind of contact..sighz..

aft todae..aft conversation wif fa...i totally have the same mindset as him...shldnt trust anibody tt much ar...especially sum bunch of ppl..sighz..

jus nw was chatting wif qian at her house void deck...heart n mind wasnt fully wif her..bt still wasnt tt bad..till wn met up wif hong siang thy all...i totally quiet like wad le..seems quiet by the looks yet my mind n heart is like going crazy lar...i totally dunno wad should i b tinking or saying ...tot writing on my blog i would feel beta..n jus wn my tears rolled down my cheeks...i knew i reali feels beta...at least can cry out is beta tn kip everything inside n let it explode ba...

Disappointment + Disappointment + Ultimate Disappointment

Firstly it was communication, but i tot at least thr was trust n feelings..bt nw even trust was taken away..n wads gona b next..got nth to lost le i guess..

Mayb I would rather know nothing tn wn now i noe sumthing, it seems so torturing..i reali feel like an idiot...did i ask for too much?y is it so difficult?wad have i done to make myself deserve all these?

hw m i going to trust u?wad shld i sae?hw should i react?n wad should i do?u seems further n further frm mi...wad u sae isnt like wad u do..is all so wrong manz..

is been a long dae n tears r turning to waterfall le...gonna tidy my face n rest ler...stop my words here...

****Fall to the bottom of the valley****

found a job

2008-04-25T20:44:00.004+08:00

One last look of my Matt Green(turns golden blonde ler)..this is morning wn i went out...

hey guys....i gt new hairstyle again...haha...temperory perm though..perm does suit my fringe i gues bt i wun go n perm de...troublesome to take care...todae im damn happy lar...it seems my luck r getting back..whahaah...

y im happy leh...cuz frm next week onwards..im nt jobless animore...gonna start work at 3 temasek ave...centennial tower..charles monat as admin..its sumwhr around millenium walk..heh...my pay gonna b 1.6k per month n OT pay is $7 per hr...initially thy oni offer $7/hr flat rate...bt i ask for more lar n i got it lolx...working hr is 9am-6pm...nt bad rite..lolx..

i went interview at 10.30 till 11 sumthing and thy confirmed mi in less tn half hr wif my agency...shiok manz..bt it oso mean i dun nid to wait fer the company which allows mi to travel to beijing n malaysia..aniway tiz job rite...is a 2month contract...can extend...once i receive my uni letter tn i confirm...if work till beri bad or wad quit oso nvm...haha...

ate long john fer lunch...$5.75...to mi...the amount tiz amount is still alot..lolx...went deposit n pay bills...my 1K...lolx...wanted to c my bank wif money for a dae more...so tml tn tranfer money to those i need to...ps...heh...

remembered i said loreal sponsored mi to dye hair?met ah ben n 1.30pm n acc him n his fren(thy call him baby->wad the saloons normally named the beginner) for lunch...n tn we proceed to the place...is like a clsroom wn i 1st entered...aniway...thr was a few of others oso...models n hairdressers...less than 20ppl more than 10 altogether..ben chose copper red/brown for mi...it covered my previous highlights...heh...nt bad lar...im satisfied..the pics cant reali show the color...bt i did a temp perm...lolx...i like....haha...i started frm 3-6plus...around 3hrs...so still ok...im one of the better ones...as in the model...i oni like mine n another gal 1...the rest failed(all together 6models n 2fake hair)..is either e color dun suit them or nt much diff...n one worst...wn i finish..she jus started...too long! take note...we started tgt...aniway..the another gal i like is tt thr a great change in her color n makes her look more refreshing...ben told mi the hairdresser was a tow kay...ooh my...lolx...

went back admiralty wif ah ben aft tt n met my dad on the train...we were in the same train tgt...bt my dad approached mi at sembawang station....hmmm din wanna make ah ben leftout so even we actuali take the same route back...we separate our way...

mom n dad like my hair...so i guess is reali nt bad afterall...maine i wan show u..hehe...so u beta cum meet mi ltr...hehhh...goin supper wif kang,jo n maine ltr most prob...gonna ask their comments...tml might b goin skating...waiting fer ming reply still...so guys...take care...n stay tuned...lolx...crapz...

**Updates**did i mention my dad left home jus nw wif a bag of clothings...he told mi he's goin KL for a couples of daes...if i din see his air ticket i will believe him de..bt haiz...the main conclusion is he's away frm home...lolx...actuali i dun reali hate him lar...jus tt sumtimes he's beri unreasonable bt i noe he still dotes on mi de..hmmm...

****I have found myself a job, finally!****

Money

2008-04-24T23:26:00.005+08:00

Does it makes u drool?? wahahah..thy r mine...

2nd post of the dae!!! wanted slp jus nw but bro pulled mi up for dinner n asked mi to format his lappy for him...*got motive* aniway...i jus receive money..haha....maine shld noe wad im toking bout lolx....i darn happy lor... n bro sae he wanna buy aircon...woohooo...lucky^^

i now gt 3 pay awaiting...n currently still looking for job...heh..suddenly so energetic sia...happy happy...lolx...gonna register for the graduation ltr...im goin..lolx....i continue formatting the lappy ler...tata....

****Money makes Vion smile ^_^ ****

stairs

2008-04-24T18:24:00.006+08:00

maine sae i look like my mom in this pic...n this is the fringes i hate...is shorter in real life k...i even kana called mushroom head toda...dotz..

these was jus halfway thru oni lor!! hu the hell will noe at the side of cathay thr's tiz flight of stairs exist n is fooking long lar...aarghhh..

Finished work ler..back home nw beri sianz...having headache n stiff neck...cuz ytd 3 plus 4 tn slp n 6plus wake up...nt enuff slp..hmm..cant slp now oso..sobz..xin ku...

jus nw at work is reali damn slack..was doin reception n sum ushering..easy work..bt damn boring lar...kip yawning lor...n the worst thing..the venue was at the 'Old School'..is a place on the mountain between The Cathay n PS..the flight of stairs reali made mi vomit blood lor...diaoz..

tml goin interview n hair coloring...dolby ghaut again...hmm..abit sianz...bt suan ler lar...argh...i reali hate my fringes now lor...sighz..

****I hate stairs!!!****

cut again

2008-04-24T03:17:00.004+08:00

oh dear...i cut my fringes again n im so nt happy wif it..reason? cuz is too SHORT!! like gong kia lar..sianz...n the fact tt im look toot has been proven wn i met up wif simon n hong..sobz..

aniway..went yishun to do threading n bought a top from espirit..i no money so mom pay..hmm..she gaf a hong bao to simon oso..my bloody idiot father called wn we were still in yishun...he shouted at mom on phone sae whr is she n y she din cook n sumore still gt the face to asked her to buy cigarette..fucker manz..aniway..aft tt phone call...mom was like rushing for home lor..shit tt bastard..

manage to ask mom to pei mi cut my fringes b4 goin hm...it turns out to b a great disappointment..sobz..gotta go work tml wif these hair n gonna go dye hair wif this hair &&&& gotta go interview wif these hair...sobz..someone help mi!!I so so so regret to go cut the fringes lar...

reach hm tt idiot alreadi cooked fried rice for himself...din even cook for his wife...fucker! ended up mom rush for nothing..n the ingredients(cooked) she bought is wasted lo..bro oso din cum back for dinner...if my husband is like tt..i will either kill him or divorce wif him de lo...shita!

went party world i sing like shit todae..wahaha..suan ler...the important point is got to tok to him..told him my feelings n told him i actuali wanted to breakup...but..hmm..i hold back again ler..hmm...reason being "I don't know." I tink one more chance wun b too much ba..if the same stuffs continue again tn hmmmm..

i will tok to him again about my problems towards him de tn frm tn we tn c hw again?hmm...maine i noe u sure will sae "expected de lor", "u like jiu hao"..haha...bt gif mi sum support k..hmm..if things dun work out..it wun b too late to gif up oso?hmm..

qian...have sum faith in me lar..i din lost my way..i noe wad im doing fer sure..jus tt i like to grumble..i din regret...i din judge them by ani particular factor..i jus tot things will go alrite..tt's all...i noe wad im doing..

****Happy Bdae to Simon!****

haircut

2008-04-22T23:10:00.005+08:00

taken todae wif my lappy webcam...cuz was having web conference wif alvin...so tot of taking a self pic..heh..cant reali c my haircut though..bt nvm lar...till i dye my hair on fri tn post pic ba..heex..

yoooo hooo~ i tidied finish my rm...wahhah..sense of achievement..lolx..bt left wardrobe haben clear..heheh...

went cut hair jus nw...nt much change bt shorter by abit..>_< noe wad..ken(the saloon guy..i awaes find him cut hair de) ask mi to go down somerset thiz fri..for free coloring provided by Loreal..lolx...yet to agree..bt tml shld b confirming wif them...heh...ben(another saloon guy) gona help mi do the coloring..heh...happy sia...free coloring...oni transport fees...heh..wonder wad color will he use..hmm...

on our way hm in the lift...thr 's a cockroach n mummy kip agitated it lor...making it to move...argh...i "threaten" her sae next time i gona bring a frog hm and put on her leg...for ur info...im afraid of cockroaches n my mom is afraid for frog n toad..lolx

aniway...45mins to simon bdae..dunno wad to get him sia...sighz..he goin party world tml nite...afternoon gt empty slot...bt oso dunno can go whr..i no money..hmmm..

*Update* went leo father de song ka...zhe rui asked mi to send his condolence bt i 4gt..sori zherui....heh..

guess tml goin yishun do threading...b4 meetin simon...hmmm...feels kind of weird nw towards him...sighz..negative ones..aniway...tml tn c hw ba...getting him a cake or mayb a wallet?hu noes...

****Not much changes but I'm happy with my hair****

male sux

2008-04-21T18:32:00.002+08:00

hmm...woke up at 3 todae...haben start doin ani cleaning yet..should b doin aft dinner...heh...

been surfing net all the while...having mahjong itch again..lolx..

hmm..msg wif simon toking bout the issue tt dae..sianz...reali reali.,beri sianz..sick of all the stupid stuffs...haiz...mus try to kip myself occupied wif other stuffs..or i will grow white hair de..hmm wad stopping me neh..seriously...i dunnoe...duh..

once dad's back i totally black face siaz...can c the percentage i dislike him rite..recently i reali hate the sound of our house door opening n closing..the feelings sux...dun wish him to b at hm...im a failure being someone daughter i guess..regardless issit my mom or my father..im oso a failure in relationship i guess...lolx

maine...lets b singles together..haha...still remembered yrs ago i detest male alot..haha...i used to curse them n wish thy would go to hell...haha..come to tink it's reali stupid...tt time still young ma...bo bian..n thr was a time i cried alot...secondary time if i haben 4gt..lolx..

aniway...my life is real boring...sianz...okiez lar...enuff of complaining...lolx...gotta start tidying ltr....aniway...my father's gona b away from 27th Apr till 4th May..meaning im more relieved those day...n i need nt celebrate his bdae for him this yr....again...sighz..

****Male should rot****

Schedule

2008-04-20T23:51:00.002+08:00

went kickboxing todae...4th session todae...all together gt 12 or 13 session...fun...bt todae beri little ppl sia..less tn 10 turn up i guess..aniway..steps were beri messy oso..haha..bt feels reali shiok aft the work out.. actuali todae gt skating de..bt i overslept..guess is cancelled oso..

went pasar malam wif mam straight aft tt at admiralty..she paid for the bites i bought..felt useless...din haf money to pay..sobx...aniway...waiting newstead n access direct to pay mi my salary...so long sia...sianz...

graduated on 14 feb....means its been two month i been slacking around w/o a proper job...jus spending money here n thr...n nw..my wallet left 7bucks n bank wif bucks...totally pathetic k...haiz..n i owe my instructor 314bucks...grrrr...

next week wanted go queensway de...buy fbt shorts n shoes bag...bt no money...want go skating oso...wif maine & co n ming & co...other than tt...nid to clean up rm n watch drama series..oya..im playing crisis core recently..like mad..ahaha..

been petty..been having cold war with simon from thur..gotta limit..gotta stop...tok to edwin(Simon gd fren) n felt better oso..so gotta refrain my temper n tok to him...his bdae cuming oso..so lar..haiz..

Monday - Clean up room
Tuesday - If monday din't clean up room, than tuesday lolx
Wednesday - Simon Birthday, tink thy r goin party world
Thursday - Working from 8.30am - 4.30pm
Friday - Feel like playing Mahjong, or if haven't clean up, then .. heheheh
Saturday - Rollerblading Day
Sunday - Kickboxing

-End-

****Words that hurts****

suki sushi

2008-04-20T14:56:00.005+08:00

hmm..still jobless yet..arggh...sianz..noe wad...my lappy ki siao le..shit manz...n the last person hu use it is my bro nt mi lor..sianz..4gt it...gt to bring to doc ler..

cold war wif simon tan again...reason is *@$!$!@%^@...dotx...lame...

aniway...went suki sushi wif kang,jo, n maine..saw an zai(old colleague at yuki yaki) over thr oso...some pics to share..

Garlic butter mussel..looked nice rite..it definitely is nice lar..hahah..

wanted cheese hotake bt thy dun haf...even garlic butter hotake is ala carte de..sob

c jo is pushing the empty plate to mi..bleahz

he being mad..eating bacon asparagus is process..

c c...he's mad again...

is acting cute time...lame..

mainey trying to take out the mussel root (result: failed)

Got to talk

2008-04-15T00:34:00.002+08:00

tml goin fer another interview..a little bit sick of interview liao...sianz..Habourfront sumore..argh
..suan ler...beta tn nth i guess..jus rejected one at raffles Bank of China de..reason is bcuz i dun like..diaoz...so gona sae..i dun get a job is reali serve mi own right..

aniway...went movie wif maine jus nw..watched Definitely, Maybe..quite a nice show..u guys shld catch it..spend quite alot of money..around 40buckz..im so broke..waiting fer my 2 pay..bt gotta return my instructor 314bucks still oso..sighz..

noe wad..tt stupid idiot simon put mi aeroplane again..sae hao tml meet tn he sae he goin work again..ended up oso wun go de..haiz..y m i so stuck wif him..sobz..i tink is wad ppl called "fan jian"..sighz..i noe we so so so nt suppose to b tgt yet i kip holding back..ended making myself more n more stupid..more n more sad...hw sia..hw sia..sighz..

****Relationship shouldn't meant to be like this de****

..

2008-04-10T00:21:00.001+08:00

one word - sianz

another word - mad

last word - troubled

- end -

****How to end? When to end? Really need to end?****

2008-04-08T22:43:00.002+08:00

jobless again..... haiz... nt oni mi tiz time...my buddy oso.. her company reali sux..aniway..kenna pissed off by tt simon ytd again...argh...suanz le... neo called jus nw..asking mi fer money...sob sob...told him end of the month..

waiting fer 3 of my pay...slow manz...hmm..has applied for few jobs...no reply yet...sighz...

jus wanted sae ...sianz...

-out-

fair

2008-04-04T23:50:00.004+08:00

hmm...working newstead fair this 4daes(thur-sun) selling hardisk..

Basic - 55bucks per dae
Commission - 1-2bucks for each set sold

argh..so little rite...n the customer is bloody little oso la...sianz...till todae oni sell 10plus sets for both dae..sob..aniway..todae had pasta mania wif xiu zhen...i oni paid 95cents...the rest he paid..hehe...morning yakun breakfast oso kang paid...at nite aft work i bought 10otahs for 4bucks n shared wif them hehe...

i pasted the garskin on my maxtor hardisk..nice...will post the pics soon...cuz i jus lent kang..gong went sebas house again..so bet he tml jus overslept wun go work de...hmmm..

oya...i getting a helmet probably on mon...if gong gt money...he will get for mi...if nt i pay for myself...hope he go work tml n sun..tn confirm he buy for mi ler..heh...

jus nw went read ming blog n he mentioned a Miss B...hmm...im so darn curious nw la...haha...he gt a target...wun sae nobody wan him again liao..lolx...gt ppl kip him occupied liao..lolx..

hmm...tinking these daes i tink i dun nid a hp tt urgently lar...so proably nt getting 1 le...gonna sell my plan(hp) to earn sum quick...too broke liao...shld b able to earn a 200plus at least...can last for a week or 2 ba..heh...n my main objective nw...work n get my bike license(maine maine..i oni gt learn...nt neccessary will buy a bike de so no worries..is my interest ma...mus support mi ma...if i reali can tcope or handle tn give up k..heex..) till the result of uni admission is out!

maine went malaysia liao...sianz...i suddenly realised i beri kelian...maine go malacca liao tn i dun haf ppl to nag to...sobz...suddenly dun wan grow up siaz...is like life is getting more n more bored sia...

"Maine, I dunno y but I wan to sae again..Im so glad that I have you as my buddy!!! Let's be best friends forever. Heh. And I love our clique best le.woohoohoo~ "

****Time changes everything****

License

2008-04-02T21:44:00.002+08:00

Hey guyz...I passed my TP le...on 1st April 2008...not april fool oh..is real de....n on the same dae..my boss ask mi to help out in his fair at funan...heh...April is a lucky month...wahaha...3weeks ltr..i gonna get my license le...i can offically drive...nw can aim car ler...n next...i wan a bike license..wahahah...wan get my own helmet next week...gong sae pei mi go buy...heez...

went supper wif kang jo n mainey...went chongpang eat tian ji zhou dun haf 'zhou'..went chomp chomp dun haf much selection le...in the end we settle our stomach at jalan kayu...eat prata...wanted thosai de..bt oso dun haf le...argghhh...

aniway..tml gonna work oh..finally...im bored...dun find office work oso nvm lar...like tt oso gd...can slack n pick up temp jobs from here n thr...haha..

nw my aim nw is money + hp + bike + many many things...haha...wadeva...u guys take care!!

****I PASS MY BLOODY TP AT LAST!****

Mio TV

2008-03-27T11:22:00.003+08:00

This is my malaysia house(new 1..in 皇后..previous was in tampoh indah)...2nd 1...thiz week gonna go back and paint..

Raining is so nice...it was so sunny before it rains..n it became so cooling...feels like getting down the car n run under the rain...heheheh..

this is my mio modem..white color de...nice nice...

Mitsubishi Lancer

I still haben find job siaz...sianz..bt aniway todae the person came to my house to setup the mio tv and broadband..wahaha..i dun nid to tap other ppl de network le..wahaha..these few daes beri beri de bored..nowhr to go...sobz..bt i tink nw for the time being can keep myself occupied wif the mio tv n downloading of many stuffs liao..hehe...

****He's back.****

awaiting

2008-03-24T21:38:00.002+08:00

Calls and calls

wake up

watch one piece (anime)

send out resume(again..sighz)

watch prince of tennis (anime)

lunch

watch prince of tennis

dinner

watch resident evil

watch ch 8

blog

end.

"I've been waiting for ur call/sms whole day, bt yet i hear nth frm u yet, sighz."

****Be independent.****

disappointed

2008-03-21T00:07:00.002+08:00

tt dae quarrelled wif ming...wasnt meant to haben de...cuz leh...aiya...long story 4gt it..aniway..it's solved le...

todae is a miracle tt gong called at 12plus in the noon..cuz he hardly managed to wake up so early de..so assume he din slp yet he sae he did...so i sum wad believe la...went over his place round 2plus n watched tv till 3plus..went bishan to collect his hp...all the way he kip complaining...complained that he's tired etc...

aft collectin the hp we went sebas house..nt long aft he started slpingin the living rm while we had a round of mahjong...woke him up for dinner n he sae he wan go hm aft tt...fine wif it lor...cuz he seem really tired..bt kind of sad lar...mondae u fly mi aeroplane..todae once again u kip giving mi a beri tired tired sian sian the atmosphere...i wan happy oso hard lor...sighz...

bt once again leh..like kana fake like tt...he tired still can agree to go 768 lan shop..wad fuck?! sighz..so issit tt goin out wif mi is a tiring n sianz thing while u can enjoy tt much in lan shop..argh...n if u noe u cant wake up the next dae for work..y still go lan shop..u rather go to lan shop till e next dae n get so tired till u overslept almost everytime tn dun go for work..i reali dunno wad u tinking...n im finding so hard to help...

"One yr ago u promised mi 3things. u have yet to fufill any. I once told myself I hate ppl who lie n dun kip to their words, but I'm out of my mind to always give into you." I so so darn disappointed with you lar..n i dunno u is reali cant read my mind or wad..arghhh..forget it..

my mom was great though..told her im beri sianz..so she kip "ka chiao" mi...ask mi show her tiz n tt..trying her beri best to entertain mi...n she reali managed to make mi feel beta abit..despite she called wn i was on my way back saying Dad is in Geylang.. so?as if i can do anithing..diaoz..n as if i care..

****Disappointed****

Sianzation

2008-03-17T18:57:00.003+08:00

Hmm...met maine for lunch n gai gai at fareast...bought a pair of shoes at $15.90...my bank is nw left wif $69.80..sobz...money plz cum to mi...cum cum..sobz...oh my god...

pei maine walked till shaw house n halfway saw poh sim, grace lim n jiamin..hmm..sianz..aniway after we parted..saw jiaqing at the traffic lights..todae like c so many ppl like tt..b4 meeting saw diana wif her gf oso..

tn took train..deciding on whether to go raffles place..bt in end decision was no..went bishan straight..tried calling gong so many times..msg him so many times bt he din pick up...finally called till his hp no batt tn give up..sighz...

reach bishan tn straight went sony ericsson service centre le..tried calling his home again n finally his mama picked up...as usual la..he put mi aeroplane..still slping...sighz..tn he sae nt meeting le so go hm lo..reach hm oni gt mi alone...mama nt at hm...sadz...so i complain to him lo..tn msg msg halfway no reply le...sighz...bOriNg....

so lor...nth to do tn dae dreaming..stone on bed...put facial mask n listen to music norz..neo called...set the date to practice for my TP...next tue thur fri ..next next mon n tue...my TP is on April Fool dae tiz time..sighz...dun haf much faith siaz..

arrghz...faster let mi get a job...gt money tn can go travel...sighz...hao sianz arhzzz.......

**Hate it when you put mi aeroplane!though I'm used to it. I just hate it!**

Im broke

2008-03-17T01:07:00.003+08:00

1am le...y i haben slp ? lolx...cuz im sorting pics again..ya..bitc photos...all the happy memories came back again...heh...

aniway ytd went skating...though oni gt ming, hui lin n mi...it wasnt boring at all...feel so gd to skate again...bt feel so pain to fall down again too..heh..took 966 back to wlands...was around 10plus 11 i tink...went gong house to find him...he jus bathe hao wn i reach...bt aft i lie on him...he became smelly again...haha...oni his right side though...we watched tv till 11.20 like tt tn leave house..noe wad...he gave mi a key chain...was a matching one wif his..wasnt sumthing ex bt i appreciate.. heh..a little surprise does beauty up my dae..keke..

went eat supper at 888 plaza and shun bian look for zi long n meetup wif ah bee...missed ba choy mee manz...yummy...drank one draught of carlsberg b4 bee n gong sent mi hm...

n todae met up wif maine....is like damn long nvr go out wif my bestie le la...went watched Step Up2...nice la...the dance...is darn fabulous lo..lolx....woke gong up b4 i enter the cinema...heng he gt wake up to go work...or i sure fumed up de...haha...no la...exaggerating..e most i oni will suan him oni la...

back to todae meetup...went starbucks wif ah mainey to use internet...yep...we bought our lappy along...is so pathetic wn we two were like changing seats to seats...1st for bcuz no power plug...tn was bcuz cant connect to wireless..lastly was bcuz the person hu left sae we could take their seats which was beta so we change again...hee..i had caramel blah blah blah...is their daily brew while mainey gt her green tea frappe...both r nice...supp*** supp***

it took us quite long to settle down n finally surfing the net...were discussing bout wad programmes to take for SIM...n maine was like tinkin if she should get the legging frm yahoo auction..n halfway thru..mainey finally decided to transfer the money to the seller for her pair of leggings so she could get them soon...

we stayed till around 8plus...n we gt our conclusion...me n mainey gonna choose the same programmes..all under business de...the registration beri cho siaz...cuz we gonna apply for SIM, UOL n RMIT...100plus for registration siaz...sianz...im broke...I DECLARED IM BROKE! ming u beta dun sae im rich again...i will stabbed u wif my sharpest knife!*_* kidding de..hehe...

ate MOS burger fer dinner...tako rice burger...nt fantastic bt beri filling..we ordered

2 burgers
1 large fries
1 medium ice milk tea
plus few packets of chilli sauce n ketchup

heh...we chatted alot...heh...bout relationship n our "future" life..hehe...shld not go future into it...went pasar malam to gai gai..saw sum vintage tees which r nicey~ maine's style...the person gave us her blogspot add...heh...1 more site to surf le..hehe..

oya...i mus sae...mi n maine reali gt 'mo qi'...we both wore grey cardigan...she wore stripes pants n mine was checkers..tn leh...wn we step out of starbucks...we both tripped on the same spot...bt we din fall la...haahah..

nw gotta turn in to bed le..tml gt to go a few places...bt 1st go meet mainey 1st...for lunch n abit of gai gai..bt dun tink can spend much money...ehh...should phrase as "dun haf much money to spend"...T_T tn leh...gt to go finatiq (OCBC) at Raffles Place...lastly leh..to bishan to service gong K800i...i missed my K800i..my contacts n pics n my MUSIC! shit u cheena bastard/bitch! sobz...all bcuz of tt i need to get a new phone..sighz...

Ladies and gentlemen out thr..those hu owe mi money...can pls kindly return to tiz poor little vion here...she's gonna change her occupation to begger if dun save her...haha...crapz la...as if alot of ppl owe mi money like tt..haha...the most 3persons niaz...oppz...

aiya...tml gt alot of things to do siaz...i dun crap here le la....good nitezZZZzzzzzZZZZZZZZZzzz

****Penniless****

broadband

2008-03-14T15:44:00.004+08:00

13th March 2008 (365days)

Sony Ericsson G900

Sony Ericsson C902

Red Version of SE C902

Sony Ericsson K850i

back view of SE K850i

Ytd was 13th March...so fast..a yr jus passed...last yr still working wif Coastes...tiz year alreadi quit Coastes n currently JOBLESS! sobz..hw pathetic...aniway..tt nt the main focus...we r tgt for 1yr le...ya...mi n my bf...n tiz time...still the same..no surprise..bt at least gt meet...n he was well dress...unlike mi..polo tees wif sum pants n a pir of slippers..lolx..went cwp watch movie wif sum frenz tgt...movie name: The Water Horse...nt too bad the show...bt nt reali a beri gd 1 oso...aniway...back to my bf...actuali im quite used to no surprise...like tt oso gd...the smaller my hopes r....the lower the disappointment is..as long as 2 persons r tgt...thr shld nth much to ask for ba...lolx...

todae actuali wanted go orchard to meet maine for lunch tn go bishan de...bt bloody lazy vion couldnt wake up..so din go lo...bt mon surely will go de..haha...n to call up recruit express to get myself a job...aniway...ltr i gonna help my gor gor sign up broadband..yesh~finally i dun nid to illegally tapped ppl account le..can use my own 1 liao...hw lucky...n is promised tt i gonna get a new cell phone by april....yea....hope can get my shoebag n stove as well by next month...

ltr gonna go cwp to sign up the broadband...gonna get a free acer desktop as well..gor gor wants it...he's putting in his rm...n he sae he gona get a lappy oso..bt nt so soon...which means...he soon to have 1 desktop, n 3 lappys for him self...compare to mine...oni 1 laptop...haha...bt i love my lappy...so im ok wif it...my lappy is my 2nd main reason for staying at home oh..1st i s of course...to sleep la! lolx...

aniway...gues wad im doing? im enjoying my homemade brownie wif chocolate fudge n icecream...hehe..chatting wif frenz online...watching drama series n surfing the net...lolx....in maine words is called 'tai tai life'..lolx...below is my brownie pic.....

2008-03-12T13:51:00.002+08:00

bored...everydae rain....i like..bt nt wn goin out...ltr goin cwp wif mama tn to kang house...gonna borrow alot of drama series to watch...n thr's quite a few movies i wanna watch neh..hu free to pei mi watch??jio mi watch jio me watch..lolx...

aniway...gonna start finding office job asap...or no money le...hehe..sianz...wanna get a hp oso...n a stove...craving to bake cookies n cake...i missed my old house la...sighz..aniway...gonna prepare to go out liao...tml tn update again ba..heh...

IT fair

2008-03-11T11:33:00.003+08:00

Waraku Pasta treat for my bdae~

Outside downtown East pool wif ah bee...he look damn gu niang...lolx...

hmmm..finally gt time to update my blog...IT fair finally over...shld b able to get my pay aft a month...lolx...last fri went Kbox aft work wif kang & co...lolx...is kang bdae...n our bdae celebration...my singing tt dae totally nt smooth lo...sianz...aniway...we had cake aftall..my 2nd bdae cake for 2008..

kang sent us hm one by one aft tt...reached hm around 6.30am...was a 2hr trip frm MS to pasir ris to jurong to woodlands..tired..din reali slp...wasnt it the mood to work either...bt sale wasnt bad oso..

oya..thr tiz stalker...he's a customer of mine...he's kinda weird la...he msg mi 3am jus to let mi noe he cuming back to buy hardisk frm mi...wad fark...dotx...n he did cum lo....he waited for mi beri long n talk alot of irrelevant stuffs oso...dotx dotx la....he came the last dae oso..he din c mi i suppose bt my colleagues spotted him...diaoz...gross..

bought hardisk finally....so can update my wishlist le...paid total of 2097buckz for all the hardisk...i did a mass order so can get the best deal...heh...n freebies...bt gotta collect frm funan 2wks later...cuz no stock..so next next week got to go funan...heh..will intro my hardisk again...heh...

jus came back frm chalet...hmm...tiz yr 1 quite sianz...cuz my da yi ma came to visit mi...so cant go wild wild wet...so basically...gong went wif gina th all n i slept in the chalet wif hong siang...tn thy came back at 4plus...played monopoly..police n murderer..bbq n go walk walk eat ice cream,,,played pool..i din play...oni watched...heh...din wanna play...n for the whole nite i was stuck wif gong psp...till 6am...n pei them to the pool...thy went into the pool bt i oni go thr to orn orn nia...haha...

nw back at hm it started raining n gong slping on my bed...finally cleared half of my rm...so gona clear the next half nw...tn agar agar dinner time tn wake gong up..actuali im hungry nw...haben been eating much...lolx...so gona find sumting to bite nw..heh....cya ltr....

****Chalet Boredom****

Job Training at seagate

2008-03-05T22:08:00.002+08:00

Bdae over, yet celebration nt over yet...still having alot of belated bdae celebration lolx...on my bdae itself went out wif ben & co(actuali thr is one of them i dun reali like), bt nvm...the important 1 r around jiu hao...lol...had dinner at waraku pasta...lolx...both dae de celebration at Marina Square sia...n i tink sat still gt 1 more again at MS..

Gong came to meet mi aft tt...around 9...we were still like goin shops to shops to buy a bdae gift..haha...kawaii...oya...last yr de present i tiz yr tn tak back...tt showed hw busy we r...wahahah...

went chong pang to eat "tian ji zhuo" wif gong, tgt wif sebas n mel...is damn spicy la...so basically...i was jus eating the porridge...pathetic..sob...aftwhich...we played mahjong at sebas house...yeah..mahjong!i kind of like addicted to it sia..hahaha...played till 4plus...i lost...5bucks..sob..tiz yr 1st time lost sia...sianz...hope is the 1st n last of the yr...aniway..im still quite noob la...so can blame hu..haha..

jus nw went to seagate training..damn fast la...jus watching ppt...bt damn boring...make mi kip yawning n yawning..lolx..finally it ends n wn we walk down the stairs..the 2nd batch of the promoters were alreadi waiting..saw bing huan n benjamin...dunno is heng or suai...haiz...

had lunch in sch...saw cheryl..hehe..ate tgt n i took mrt wif her oso...din tok alot wif her bt nt little oso....heh..went gong house aft tt...i slp like pig...totally tire out liao...wahahah..n nw back at hm...gonna continue my taiwan drama series liao....so tata...n blessed mi wif gd sales tml...n the after n dae aft n e dae aft...haha...

****One last chance, i want to believe.****

bdae

2008-03-03T16:30:00.003+08:00

has been workin sat n sun for PA..one word to sae..Sianz....bt slack...spent 60plus(includes subscription of Vanilla) for e two daes..sun actuali beri beri wan to skate 1...bt the horrible weather...he dun like mi!either he tink im fat or ugly(craps)...cuz he rain so damn heavily la....wth...tn i was like praying n praying so hard tt he will stop the rain la....bt so sad he din n tn i receieve a msg frm yao..skating cancelled...i was darn sad lo...sobz...

aniway....aft the msg i slack all the way till 7 n meet up wif jia wei n cass...gt a rabbit dough craftwork for cass...actuali wanted to make a donald duck or the patrick de...bt is oni selected design so ya...sadz....aniway..jiawei n cass signed up for tiz magazine which gif free fondue set...cool lar...i signed up too...bt went thru alot k...1st, i tried my POSB card...2nd i went to find julian n tried swiping his debit card...both cannot...shit la....tn last alternative is julian forked out 20...cass forked out 5 and jiawei forked out 15 for mi to signed up...lame...

went meet ming&co aft work at 7.30...my belongings r all so bulky n heavy lo...tn wn i reach eunos...i picked up weiming call n told him my location...he was like so loud la...n bout e movie time slot oso..wn i reach thy were like at MS,for wad if u ask...thy went to check timeslot for movie...damn bloody hell la...ask mi check tn thy oso go check..n summore nt confirm bout fab n aud yet tn thy like gan giong spider..dotz la...tn mi n ming were like argue n argue lo..tn we end wif " toking wif u reali beri pek chey la" n he hang my phone..arrghh...damn pissed off lo...at tt point of time...tn i kip complaining to aud on our way thr...

we had sakae...it was nice...despite ming n aud kip toking bout maple..dotz dotz..n the captain or supervisor gaf mi a free green tea ice cream bt damn nt nice 1...dotz...waited for fab to come n we went to 7elevens for ming to get stuff...tn thy walk mi to esplanade as to pei mi take bus..sob...i spend my 0000hrs on the bus wif all strangers...sad..back at cwp still gt to take cab...wasted $6.60..if din take so many things...i sure walk hm de...

started watching taiwan drama series at hm around 2+ or 3+ till jus nw 4.30pm haha...n nw im updating my blog...haha..goin out ltr to meet ben&co...heh..

Special thx to yao,aud n ming for the meal n to fab n ming for the fabulous present...ming...u owe mi another 6chicks hor..dun care u go find for mi...lolx..

thx to all u guys for walking into my life..i reali appreciate u as much i do....bdae is a special yet a normal dae..bt is definitely a excuse for having a gathering which vion love it sooooooo much..heh...to haf u guys wif mi...im reali blessed..i love to b wif frenz tn being alone by myself..so thx for accompanying mi...n nt leaving mi out...n plz nvr leave mi out...even if we r busy n nt able to meet frequently, bt u guys r surely in my heart..

Saying goodbye to my 10s n nw cuming to my 20...dun haf much tots bt i will try my best to kick off the bad habits...realise my dreamz n love all my loved ones...hehe...

The 2 Ducks in my life

Duck 1
MAine: U r my best buddy of all my besties manz...heh...having u as my buddy i reali gt no one to thx bt mi myself n fate..wahahaa...crap..maine...is my luck tt i gt u..u reali helped mi alot in many aspects...remember our sec life...the brisk walking...mulan..rendall...fighting A for our chinese..our lunch time..oodles at cwp...yoshinoya student meal..MOS burger milk tea..the neoprints..our so called 1st job working for minitoons..n so much more..lolx...i reali duno hw to express my gratitude to u in words...bt reali thank you...maine..i love u manz...lolx...

Duck2

Gu gu head: Hmm...u r special to mi..nt as a bf nor a normal fren bt beyond tt...hah...isnt it gd to hear tt..lolx..i dunno why..though we noe for like so short period...bt i reali feel veri comfortable wif u...though sum times we bicker n quarrel..bt i awaes believe our relationship will b like even stronger aft tt...tiz is dunno e hw many time i sae bt thx for being thr wn i nid u..it reali feel beta...things u did reali touches mi kkaes...bt nt everytimes...sumtime reali beri mad of u lo...gu gu head..actuali...i realised we gt sum things quite alike n sum things reali reali beri diff...bt sumhw....aftall our combination is nt bad ritez..haha..gt so much to sae bt i will jus leave for the next time k...wn we noe even beta...lolx...thank you...feel like squeezing ur face nw...lolx...

****Happy Bdae to Vion****

2008-02-28T22:09:00.003+08:00

munch munch*** guess wad i eating...heh...milky polky...one of my fav...hmmm n BJ green tea pejoy came into my mind...miss it manz...sob...n texas bbq(Lays)..whr can i find in sg...sighz...

aniway...woke up by aud call in the noon..ate my lunch n gt the call frm the employer for the IT show...tml goin interview...ya interview again...in the afternoon mi n mama cooked tang yuan to eat...yummy...long time nvr eat le...bt it would b beta if we gt pandan leaves...more frangrance...aniway..since im the chef...so is nice..haha..bhb..

finally finish watching Prince of Tennis...actuali still missin out the movie haben watch..mus get frm melissa soon..watched 200 pund beauty oso..nice nice..chasing another tv series nw..haha...i too free liao...tt's y can afford to slack so much...

Jere msg mi to confirmed tt im working on tiz coming sat n sun for natas..11am-9pm for both dae..means 140bucks to earn...sianz...haha...i tink i reali beri "qian da"...no job complain, gt job oso complain..haha...

"...Raindrops falling on my head, raindrops falling~ lalala......"..."Listen to the rythm of the falling rain, pitter patter pitter patter oooh ooooooooh~...." Rain started falling in the late afternoon wn mi n mama have planned to go out...hmmm...bt watching the rain todae surely brighten my dae...jus recalled the dae i went out wif my mom for our bdae celebration n was like totally pissed off wif the rain...hahaha...

no matter wad...we still went out in the end...destination is.......Sunplaza...so darn long nvr visit thr le...nth much difference...ate cavana for dinner..mama was nagging bout their slow service all tt...n eating w/o fork bt oni spoon..cuz the server said: "the fork is still washing"..haha..

one thing i mus sae...repeat n repeat again...my mum is reali super duber kawaii...haha...reason being wn i finish my last mouthful of rice..n jus place the tissue on my mouth...she immediately sae "ok let's go"..n i replied "ni gan zhe qu tou tai ar?"..tn she laugh laugh sit down again...n im good to go she was like using her big big eyes n look at mi...nt moving ani single inch..hahahah...it was damn funny la...we both burst out into laughter ...hahah

on our way back...mama started her story telling again....sighz....n leh...reminding on my TP...sighz...oya...n so funny...i awaes tot my mom was 62 tiz yr when she's oni 52 tiz yr...haha...i too kelong liao...haha...ok la...tt's about all...tata...

****I want to pass, and get my own car.****